CHAPTER THIRTY NINE

CHAPTER THIRTY NINE
Silvana's Point Of View

Without hesitation, he pecks my lips. Electricity shocks through my whole body causing goosebumps. He slowly pulls away and smirks. "I'm sorry, Silvana.... This may hurt...badly."

I smiled, trying to act confident even though I wasn't exactly 100% confident, but I would never tell him that, it would just make him feel more guilty.

"I won't change my mind."

"Good," he nodded. "Because I didn't plan on changing mine either." He stood up and picked me up in bridal style before I could even process what was happening, we were both on the bed.

Guess he wasn't joking 'holding back.'

He dives in again for a kiss, but this time, more aggressive and dominating, our lips gape and our tongues massages each other gently. The kisses soon progress into making out, our tongues gliding in and out of each other's mouth. His body is so pressed up tightly against mine, leaving no single damn space. He gently wraps his hand around my neck, squeezing gently as his thumbs carcass my skin. Our bodies began to move in unison as our kisses became more passionate. He lets go of my neck and grabs a fistful of my hair, breaking our kiss, just as I was about to whine about the loss of sudden contact, his lips connecting with my collarbone to my jawline. 

A soft moan escaped from my lips when he started sucking and biting on my skin, causing more goosebumps. 

He sucks on my skin for one last time, using his teeth to gently nib on it, my back arched in pleasure, while his hand trailed down to my ass, grabbing it roughly and giving it a slap which made me jolt, I bit back a hiss when he grinned against my neck.

"Assho-" I could barely finish my sentence when he licked my earlobe and gently tugged on it with his teeth, his breath was hot against my skin, but what was more hotter was the tension in-between my legs and the situation wasn't helpful either as his growing erection was resting directly on top of me.

He let go of me and looked down at me, staring deep into my eyes, a childish grin on his lips. "You called me what?"

Before I could retort another comment, he crashed his lips on mine. As our kisses become more passionate, he pries my legs open with his hands. He pushes my gown up, and grabs my thighs gently causing the rings on his fingers to press onto my skin, causing another wave of vibration through my whole body.

He pulled away suddenly, his breath ragged as he stared down at me. I watched as he removed his shirt, tossing it aside, the sight in front of me made my eyes go wide and my throat dry.

God- I had never paid attention to his body before, I had always been too shy to stare at him but hell- his chiseled abs were to die for.

"Can I touch them?" I blurted out, mentally cursing myself.

He chuckled and leaned in closer. "Knock yourself out."

I bit back a grin as I sat up and slowly began to trace his abs, his breaths were becoming more ragged as my fingers kept going lower and lower until....I stopped just a few inches away from his V line. I wanted to continue but I decided to edge him a little bit, I withdrew my hand, and stared up at him, batting my eyes innocently at him as if I didn't just cockblock him right now.

"Nice game," he drawled. "Don't complain when I start mine." He moves closer and tug at the hem of my dress, I adjust myself to help him take it off. The cold air hit my skin as I'm just left in my underwear only, now I was fully exposed and vulnerable. I felt shy but at the same time I felt bold.

He tilted his head, examining me carefully, I wanted to cower under his stare, but something held me still. "You're amazing," he breathed out as his fingers trailed from my legs to my thighs, grabbing it softly. "Extremely amazing."

He lifts my thighs up with both hands, placing them on his shoulder. I was genuinely confused on what he was thinking, but I stayed still, watching him. Oh- you submissive naive little girl. 
He tugs at my underwear, and I arch up to help him take it off. Now- I was only left with my bra. I swallowed hard, my eyes still fixed on him, watching his every moment as my heart hammered against my ribs in anticipation. He takes his hand and glides his finger over my heat, just right where my sensual bud is. I jolted at his touch, making him arch a brow in concern.  

"I'm alright," I said, trying to reassure him. He nods and continues working his finger, gently massaging my bud causing my eyes to roll back. A hiss escaped my lips when he pushed his finger in, I bit down on my lower lip as a moan threatened to escape. 

The feeling was foreign, strange, pleasant and I could feel myself tightening around his finger. I could no longer hold back my moans when his pace quickened, causing my mouth to hang open.

"Fuck," he grunted and slid his finger out, only to replace it with two fingers, stretching me. A louder moan escaped my lips this time, his pace quickened again, I could feel my stomach tightening and clenching. Just as I was about to reach my climax, he pulled his fingers out and chuckled.

"You asshole!" I snapped when the realization dawned on me.

"Payback." He winked.

He gently grabbed my waist and lowered me in level with his hips. He slid off his trousers, leaving him in just his boxers, he tugs at the hem and once he pulls it down, his dick jolts up to his belly button.

"I-" my mouth fell wide open at the sight of it. There's no fucking way that would fit in my without tearing me apart!

"Silvana?" His voice made me look up at him, his face was etched in concern. "A-are you sure?"

I bit down on my lower lip, nodding nervously. He frowned. "Words or I stop."

"Yes, please." 

Fuck, I'm so hopeless.

"Okay."

I suck in a deep breath, bracing myself for whatever was going to happen next. I mean- how bad could this hurt?

My thoughts were shattered when he pressed his tip against my entrance, he looked down at me again for approval, and I nodded. Inhaling sharply as he slowly entered me. He held back a few times, allowing me to get used to his size but hell- was it a drag?! He did this a few times before I was able to finally stretch around him a bit more, making him go further in. 

"Fuck!" I cursed out loud as his pace quickened. He's losing it, I could tell, he's enjoying this so badly and so am I.

It was extremely painful, but the pleasure was much more than the pain. Each time he pumped into me, my whole body felt like it was on fire- both in a good and bad way. But I didn't want him to stop- fuck it- it was too good. The more he kept on going, the more the pleasure increased more than the pain.

As he continues to thrust into my body, my insides churn and they start to feel a little tight. "G-garrick...I think I'm going-" I say breathlessly, but he ignores me and quickened his pace causing me to moan even louder. His groans were increasingly growing louder too, indicating that he was also close.

My walls tighten around him even more, causing him to moan louder. He pulls out quickly, then slams right back in immediately causing my mouth to gape open.

God- he's going to kill me.

As I reach my climax, he covers my mouth as I began to curse out, Fuck- I couldn't believe such words were spilling from my mouth. 

Finally, he released himself into me, I could feel him pulsing inside me. He moans as he cums, his mouth gaping open and his thrusts slowing down.

He pulls out and collapses onto my chest. We both lay entangled on the bed, breathing heavily. I ran my fingers from his hair to his muscular back. "How do you feel?" He asked, looking up into my eyes.

"I feel....damn," I giggled. "Way better than I thought,"

"Good," he rests his head on my chest again. "I'm sorry if I hurt you though,"

I wrapped my arms around him tighter. "It's fine, Garrick. I even think you were holding back,"

"Of course I was."

"Tch," I hissed. "Are you calling me weak?" I taunted.

"Yes," he countered. I playfully smacked him causing him to laugh. He then looked up, staring deep into my eyes. "I love you."

A blush crept up my cheek. "I love you too."