Chapter 85 Chapter 85
Benjiman
I grab Sandy’s arm as the rest ran out of the salon. “Leave me alone.” “Oh, why you not going anywhere right I told you to stay.” The owner ask me, “Can I leave?” “Yes, my business with you is done but I want to leave you with a warning if you are thinking of opening another gossip factory, I will find out and I will work you out of it as fast as I can. This time I paid for the place next time you will lose it, do you understand me?” “Yes.” Then she was gone. “I waited for everyone to leave, Mrs. Preston was the last one to walk out, “Your mother will be so disappointed in you throwing away your families name like this.” “Mrs. Preston I won’t say such things to me at the moment; I might just come after your family next.” She shook her head and walked out.
When everyone was out and Sandy and I was alone I told her “Sit down.” “I’ll stand.” She said with her hands on her hips. “Fine. I want you to know that this.” I threw my arms in the air showing her the hair salon “Was all your doing, I also want you to know you will never and I mean never have a job in Housten again, I will blacklist you everywhere you go. Do you understand what I’m telling you.” She was crying I on the other hand was feeling nothing for her tears. “I asked you a question.” “Yes, yes fine I understand.” “Now please go back to Lesley and tell him his next and then I’m coming for Morne.” “Please don’t hurt Lesley.” She begged. “I’ll see how I feel the day I come for him, now leave.” She got up so quickly she almost fell to the ground but she didn’t, I would have like to see her fell on her face. I walked out got the keys and walked to the front door. Their trading hours was until 10 pm at night no wonder she made so much money but this was the end of the hair salon, tomorrow I’ll put the property up for rent but first the people were standing by to get rid of everything, inside and the signage outside. Tomorrow it will be like this place never existed. When I got in the SUV, I felt good, I started my revenge and I liked it. “Take me to the Hotel please Anton.
Jojo
Benji was gone forever, when I closed the door behind me, I knew I wouldn’t see him again. That broke my heart I couldn’t stop crying. I went to sit on the coach and between the tears I saw there was a picture in the photo frame I bought I got up and took the photo frame in my hands it was a photo of me and Benji on the beach when he asked me to marry me. I held the photo frame to my chest and walked to the bedroom. I got in bed with my dress still on and cried myself to sleep.
Day 1 without Benji
The next morning, I got up and decided to make me some coffee maybe yesterday’s vomiting was just because of the food but now as soon as I smelled the coffee I had to run to the bathroom again. I vomited a few times trying to keep my hair out of the way. When I was done, I laid with my head on the seat of the toilet. “Is this my life now?” I asked out load. I brushed my teeth got in the shower, washed my hair, got dressed in a short and T-shirt and went back to bed. I couldn’t get the energy to make myself anything else, when I saw the photo, I started crying again. And there is where I stayed for the whole day in bed crying about Benji and the fact that coffee is making me sick. But then again, I’m not supposed to drink coffee, am I? Maybe I should do some research. But sleeping sounded like a better option than research. I pulled the duvet over my head and fell asleep again. I probable woke up at 10 pm, I wanted to get up and get something to eat but I was just not in the mood to do that so I got some water and got back into bed, I took a sip of water and cried myself to sleep again.
Day 2 without Benji
The next morning when I woke up, I lifted my head looked at my surroundings and decided nope not going to do this today, so I pulled the duvet over my head and tried to sleep again but sleep didn’t come so easily. So, I got up and went to the living room where I put the TV on there was a moving playing ‘PS: I love you’ I knew I watched it before and I knew what was going to happen but maybe I need to cry even more to get Benji out of my system. So, I kept it there and cried like a baby. Fuck this man died mine is still alive and we can’t be together. As I watched the movie I wondered if I’ll ever get to that stage where I will want to have a romantic relationship again, I just didn’t see it ever happen in my life. It’s going to be me and the baby alone for the rest of our lives, that was all I saw for the future. I fell asleep on the coach with the TV on.
Day 3 without Benji
I think it was day 3 without Benji, I haven’t eaten anything since he left all I had to drink was a few sips of water, I was feeling like crap. I vomited a few times in between I don’t know if it was today yesterday or the day before but I knew I vomited I was still in the clothes of two days ago. And I knew I had to get myself together because I have my first shift tomorrow at 7 pm at least it’s at night I have time during the day to get myself together. But for now, I’m watching PS: I love you for the 3rd maybe 4th time and every time I cry myself to sleep.
Day 4 without Benji First day of work.
The next day I knew I had to start working but I was so tired I couldn’t even get of the coach to go take a shower. I tried to stand but my legs didn’t want to move so I sat back down on the coach I was searching for my phone to call John to tell him I’m not feeling well when I saw dots and then I was out.