Chapter 23 Chapter 23
Jojo
I couldn’t believe this was my first date with Benjamin and I could literally talk to him about anything; he was so layed back and just so inviting. And his kisses Oh my God, I think my toes curled just by him kissing me. I felt so much better since we talked about Morne, now from my side there is no more secrets. We talked while we ate about this and that nothing important but then again at this stage of our relationship everything is important. I looked at my watched and actually jumped up from my seat. “What’s wrong did something bite you or something?” Benjamin asked with a smile on his face, “No it’s past 2 am my mother is going to freak out if I don’t get home right now. In fact she might kill me.” I wanted to walk to get my bag but Benjamin stopped me. “Hey you with me calm down, they won’t freak out.” I looked at him a bit confused; would she really not freak out. He took my bag from my shoulder and threw it back on the couch. “You staying with me tonight, it’s way to late to leave in any case.” I looked at him very suspiciously I wasn’t ready to have sex with him not yet, the wounds from Morne haven’t healed yet and by that, I mean emotional wounds. “Don’t look at me like that, no funny business okay, maybe just a kiss or two.” “And you will explain to my mom when she wants to cut my head off tomorrow morning when I go home?” “Who says you going home tomorrow morning?” I slapped him on the chest “You do know I need to go home sometime, right?” “We getting to know each other Jojo, who knows how long that can take.” He said smiling at me. He put his hand at my lower back and we moved to the room, when we got inside, I stood and just looked at the bed, I’m going to share a bed with my fiancé, yes, we only going to sleep but I’ve never shared a bed before.
Benjamin disappeared and came back with sweat pants and a T-shirt “You can get dressed in this and there is a toothbrush in the bathroom.” “Thanks” Suddenly I was shy again. I walked to the bathroom brushed my teeth. Pulled my black dress over my head and got stuck, “Oh fuck” I said out load. This is what happens when you don’t want to ask for help and your hair get stuck in the zipper. I tried everything but nothing worked in fact I think I made it worse. I tried to pull it down again but my hair was stuck, I needed Benjamin’s help but all I was standing in was my lacy G-string and my lacy bra, I needed to look sexy everywhere not just my dress. “Benjamin.” I called out. “Yes.” I heard him. “I need help.” “With?” I heard him he was closer. “I’m stuck.” “Oh dear, can I come in?” “Well, you can’t help me from outside.” “That is also correct” he said as he opened the door, I heard him breathing and then I heard him stop breathing. Like he wasn’t there anymore, I couldn’t see because my head was stuck inside the dress. “Benjamin?” I asked “Yes sorry I’m here. What have you done.” He came to look at the situation with my head in the dress and my hair stuck in zipper of the dress. He also tried to pull the dress down but couldn’t. “Why didn’t you ask me to help you with your zipper beforehand?” “I thought I could do it on my own.” “There is nothing wrong with asking for help.” I was getting irritated but didn’t want to snapped at him so I just kept quiet.
His hands were in my hair and he worked so softly with me, “I might break a few” he said. “As long as we don’t have to cut a whole bunch, I’m good.” He pulled hard but at least he held my head while he did it so it didn’t hurt so much. “There” he said as he pulled the dress over my head. “Thank you so much.” I said as I looked at him and then I realized why he stopped breathing he was looking at my almost naked body. My nipples were so hard and you could see that through the lace. He abruptly turned around and walked out. “Okay then” I said softly to myself. “What was that about.” I got rid of my bra because I never slept in one and I’m definitely not going to start with a lacy bra. The shirt was so long I didn’t even feel the need to put the pants on. When I walked out, I found Benjamin standing with his back to me, he was also naked he only had his boxers on, I wanted him to turn around I wanted to see what was going on in the front. But he was ignoring the fact that I was in the room. He walked to the one side of the bed got in and then actually opened the other side for me “Get in.” But even that sounded angry.
We were both looking at each other, Benjamin was frowning “Benjamin did I do something wrong?” I asked him. “No why?” “It just looks like it, your whole demeaner has changed, you look angry.” He took his hand and wiped a hair from my face and tucked it behind my ear. “Sorry angel it’s just you looked so sexy in the bathroom and when you came out of the bathroom, I’m just trying to stay a gentleman and not grab you and devour you.” Fuck those words went straight to my pussy clearly, she was ready I wasn’t but my pussy was. I leaned into him and kissed him. It didn’t take him 5 seconds to take over the kiss and pull me to him and really really kiss me. I’ve never been kissed like Benjamin kisses me. And believe me I didn’t mind one bit, Morne was fading from my memory with each touch Benjamin gave me.