Chapter 2 Chapter 2
Jojo
I was bracing myself for what Morne was going to say, if he takes this news so easy was, he ever in love with me? That was the thoughts that went through my mind. Until he stopped at our spot, our spot where we always came out to make out or just be alone. It had the most beautiful views. As we stopped Morne looked at me and there were actual tears in his eyes. “Oh Morne.” I said moving closer to him and hugging him. “I don’t want us to end Jojo.” “You said we knew this day was coming.” “I know I did but it doesn’t make the pain any less.” He opens his side and got out of the truck he opened my door and helped me out. Will Benjamin ever be this kind to me? Will he ever help me out of a car or will he just worry about the side pieces he so obviously has. We got on the back that was kit out just for us with a mattrass and blankets. Morne pulled me to him and held me. “I don’t want to let you go.” “Me neither.” I said starting to sob. We held onto each other as we cried, the cry turned into a kiss and before I knew what was happening Morne was on top of me kissing me. I wasn’t afraid we did this a lot, kissing each other laying on top of each other, but tonight felt different I’m not sure if it was because this will be the last time but it felt more intense. He kissed me in my neck right at that spot where I always get wet, then he whispered in my ear. “You can’t give your virginity to him angel.” I pushed him a bit off me and looked at him in total shock “You always knew I have to.” “But don’t you love me?” He asked with tears in his eyes. I felt so sorry for him. “Off course I love you I always have and I always will but you know I can’t sleep with you.” He got off of me and was so angry I’ve never seen him so angry before.
“You telling me you are going to give your virginity to someone you don’t even know? You don’t’ even love?” “That is what my parents promised them.” “And you are just going to go along with it, come on Jojo you are your own person you can decide who you give your virginity to and I think it should be me I mean we are together for 5 years now and I’ve been patient, but I’m not letting you go not until you sleep with me.” I was actually in shock, where did this come from, he was always okay with not having sex. “Morne, I don’t understand.” “Aren’t I making myself clear enough Jojo your virginity belongs to me, it’s your choice how you give it to me, I can take it or we can actually make love, I can show you how much I love you.” “If you really love me, you won’t have threaten me by taking my virginity, that’s called rape Morne.” “I know what it’s called Jojo, but we love each other please I’m begging you I need to be inside you only if it’s just once I need to feel you all around me, I’ve been patient all these years hoping you will someday give in but you never did, now I’m begging you for our 5 year relationship if you ever felt anything for me you won’t give that fucker Ben your virginity you will give it to me the one that’s been by your side, that got you through a lot with your parents, the one that stood by you when you wanted to go and study law. I was the one that gave you the courage to speak to your parents and make your point, me Jojo not Ben.” I knew everything he was saying was the truth and when I really think about it, why should I be a virgin for Benjamin or like Morne called him Ben, he fucked around a lot in Europe it’s not like he was keeping himself for me. But at the back of my mind, I was still thinking about my responsibility to my family and the fact that I didn’t want to disappoint them. Morne took my head in his hands “Stop over thinking it angel, just let me love you just once please Jojo.” I couldn’t believe the words that came out of my mouth I mean he did threaten to rape me if I didn’t do it but that is not why I said “Okay Morne.”
“Oh, Jojo you won’t be sorry not for a minute you will feel what love really feels like I’ll give you something he would never be able to.” “I believe you Morne.” I was still sitting when he jumped up and went to the front of the truck to get something. When he came back, he was putting fairly lights all over the back of the truck. “What are you doing?” I asked shocked, was this always his plan? “I’m making your first time; I mean our first time special.” That was sweet I thought but I was stuck on ‘your first time’ and then him correcting himself to our first time, did he have sex before? I berated myself ‘Stop overthinking everything Jojo’ When he was happy with his lights, he came to me and started to kiss me again.
He started kissing my lips then he went down to my neck I was still wondering if I should stop him but when he moved to my breast and start to suck on my nipples I lost all rational thinking. He pulled my shirt over my head to make it easier for him to suck my nipples and play with my breast while he was doing that he unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them off, next was my panties, the cold air on my pussy felt weird we always had our cloths on when we did anything, I wanted to put my hand over my pussy I mean he hasn’t seen it yet but he held my hands enabling me to do anything. “Morne please let go of my hands?” “No, you will just try and hide from me and I want all of you tonight. Tonight, you are all mine.” He said as he took out some ropes.