Chapter 33. Marchel's Apology

Cynthia's POV.

Marchel's face was getting clearer which made me not believe what I was seeing, but somehow this was real. Want me to deny how out still can't

I tried to control my breath which was rising and falling erratically. My head suddenly felt dizzy.

So all this time Marchel was a werewolf? I can call it stealth, right?

I didn't expect that he wasn't fully human, so what about children?

My tears just flowed thinking of my children. How about them? How could they have a werewolf father? The howl was extremely clear, and its face and wolf form was very clear to my eyes.

My head suddenly went blank, I was speechless with my body shaking violently. I'm scared!

When I looked back at Marchel, the man was tilting his head towards the moonlight, and for the umpteenth time, the howling was heard again.

My legs feel very weak because they can no longer support my weight. I tried to convince myself that this was all a dream.

But unfortunately, I realized that even I was currently in a conscious state. So yes, I see it's really real.

"No, I had a dream, yes, I had a dream!" I said that could not accept this fact.

My eyes kept seeing the movements of Marchel's men, without realizing it I screamed when I saw Marchel's entire face.

I bet it's Marchel! It was very clear that my Netra caught his figure.

I can see Marchel flinching at my presence. I stepped back when Marchel slowly approached me. What's that guy up to?

Does he want to pounce on me and my child? Is he here to target my son? Isn't he a meat eater?

I was shaking with fear when the man kept walking towards me. Those eyes were the same as before when he was in the living room.

Yes, I already felt something was different from Marchel's gaze, was it because of this? Because Marchel wanted the bear to turn into a wolf?

"Go away, don't come closer!" I shouted to Marchel when the man kept walking towards me.

Please I'm in a disadvantageous position, I'm cornered against the wall, while Marchel is getting closer to me.

“Don't come any closer, Marchel! I'm scared.." I said hoarsely. I looked at Marchel with a glazed look so that the man would stop approaching, it would be better if the man left.

I seem to have changed my mind after seeing all this, will I be able to live with the werewolves? Or maybe Marchel is targeting the children and me alone for him to eat with his friends?

I shook my head vigorously as I imagined the things that weren't in my head.

“Cynthia…” he said in a low voice.

But who cares? I'm already so scared of that demon human!

“Did you come here to target my son and me?” ask Marchel. I could see Marchel's shocked face when I said that.

I looked at him more and more inquiringly when he did not answer anything. Is what I'm accusing it true?

I cried more and more. My body just slumped to the floor. My legs feel very packed and can no longer support my body.

"Go away! I don't want to see you, Marchel! I beg you to leave here!” I shouted.

But Marchel just kept silent by looking at me. The distance is only a few steps, and it just makes me more anxious and anxious.

I have to be careful, don't we know what will happen next?

“Cynthia, I'm sorry. I will explain whatever I want to you,” Marchel told me.

“What do you want to explain, Marchel? Isn't everything clear?" I asked fiercely.

There was a feeling of disapproval in my heart when I accepted the fact that Marchel wasn't an ordinary human. Actually, what else does the universe want to give me?

I've imagined living happily with Marchel, I've imagined living together by taking care of our three children.

But this time what surprise did the universe send me? why does it seem like the surprises are endless?

“I'm sorry, Cynthia. I love you. And take me actually, I also wanted to find the right time to tell you...” he said while looking at me deeply.

"But unfortunately you know at the wrong time, I'm sorry, Cynthia," he continued again.

I can also hear a tone of regret, but I still can't believe what that man is saying. Of course, I'm still afraid of all of this.

How can I live in the same house with the wolves?

What if Marchel suddenly goes wild? No matter what, inside him is a beast that is ready to pounce on anyone regardless of time and place. Is not it?

It doesn't matter if the Marchel wolf is still dominant. I feel heavy-hearted if I have to accept Marchel.

“I don't want to hear everything you explain, Marchel. Don't bother me, I beg you. I don't want to meet you, I'm so scared."

I replied.

“Cynthia, but I love you! Don't you feel it?” asked Marchel looking at me with hurt eyes.

“After all, our world is different, Marchel! I can't accept you." Marchel walked closer to me and it scared me even more. What exactly did this man want to do? roar me into a wolf? Or will kill me because I rejected his love statement?

“Don't come any closer, Marchel!” I screamed more and more hysterically.

The man immediately stopped again, I quickly got up from my knees even though it felt a little difficult.

"I'm not going to hurt you. I'm going to protect you, Cynthia. You can take my word for it,” Marchel said seriously.

"Who will guarantee that?" I asked.

"Didn't I tell you to trust each other? Trust me, Cynthia! And I also promise not to let you down."

“What should I believe when you say nothing to me? When you do not explain who you are? What should I believe, Marchel, what else?” I asked boldly.

I don't care how Marchel becomes, what is clear is that I can express all my frustration that I have buried.

Anyway what I said is true, right? the man said to trust each other while he just didn't war frankly to me.

Isn't that selfish? What a selfish man!

“I don't want to, Cynthia. Either way, I'll still let you know. It's just that I'm looking for the right time, instead, you know the facts first before the account explains them to you. I'm sorry, Cynthia, I'm sorry… I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner,” she said.

From his tone, I could tell that Marchel was sincere in saying that, but now was not the time to play with feelings. I have to use logic, how can my children be famous too, right?

"Then when are you planning to talk? When? Maybe if you hadn't seen all of this you wouldn't have told me, would you?” I asked, looking at Marchel lightly.

"Maybe you're right, I wouldn't be ready if I told you. Because I don't want to lose you and my child again."

"Isn't it the same as you don't believe me? You don't want to tell me!"

“But I promised to protect you, Cynthia. I'm not telling the truth because I'm afraid you'll leave the account alone. I don't want that to happen!” Marchel said calmly but loudly.

I admit, Marchel's words made me shake when he said that he loved me. But who believes so easily?

Even though we are not that close, how can Marchel say love so easily?

"You liar! You could have pounced on me or maybe my child!”

“Marchel isn't like that, Cynthia. Precisely us. You can trust Marchel, or maybe just trust me if you don't believe what Marcel says. Aren't we friends?" I covered my mouth in surprise at Hana's arrival.

I closed my eyes when I realized that Hana was the same as Marchel, wasn't it all beyond my expectations?

"You guys playing me?" I asked [in disbelief.

"No, Cynthia. Calm yourself then let's have a good talk. Marchel also won't hurt you as you think. So don't be afraid," said Hana who walked closer to me.

"Don't come any closer, Hana!" I shouted.

"What? you don't believe me? Even though I have shown that I do not pounce on you, why are you still afraid of me, Cynthia? I and Marchel will explain everything to you. So please don't be like this.”

“What do you mean like this, Hana? Of course, I'm surprised by all this," I answered loudly.

Hana is indeed good, but it still feels very overwhelming in my heart to just trust her.

Like what I meant earlier if the star remains within them. How can I just believe it?

"Cynthia I beg you, listen to me first, I will explain everything to you, now calm down, okay?" Marchel walked closer to me.

The man pulled me into his warm embrace. I cried even more in his arms, it felt comfortable, my heart is not used to lying, but no matter what, I still can't accept this one when Marchel and Hana are wolves.

“Calm yourself first, Cynthia. I promise I'll explain everything when you calm down later." I hit Marchel's chest many times trying to vent my frustration.

Marchel also seemed not to care about it. Marchel still held me tightly until I finally stopped beating the man's body.

Marchel let go of his arms when he felt I had calmed down. The man then held my cheek and rubbed it with feeling, I was lulled by the stroke that the man gave. Is it true that Marchel loves me?

"How? Have you calmed down? Now let's go inside first, after this let's talk heart to heart, shall we? Don't use anger, I don't want any more misunderstandings between us."