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In many ways, a threesome with Alice and Zofi was exactly what I needed at a time like this. My emotions were in turmoil, and I had been suffering through a quasi-existential crisis trying to understand the meaning of love.

I’d thought I was in love with Naimh, but hearing her scream her ex-boyfriend’s name had shattered my blissful harmony and made me stop to reconsider her love for me as well as my love for her. How much of my “love” derived from our incredible sexual chemistry and her eagerness to let me blast load after load of hot cum up her ass?

I knew I loved Belle, for sure, but I didn’t really know any more if I was “in love” with her or not. We were still super close, and I depended on her as my constant companion. We shared meals and spent lots of time together, she was my frequent overnight cuddle bunny, and I couldn’t count the number of hours we spent just talking to each other. But was that the love of a big brother for an unrelated little sister? And what the fuck was going on with her recent mood swings?

My feelings for Sam confused me. All this talk about Conor being Naimh’s first reminded me that Sam was my first. In the beginning, she seemed driven to make herself “my favorite”, but as soon as Naimh asserted herself as my new girlfriend, Sam willingly took a back seat and stopped being competitive. She withdrew herself both physically and emotionally, to the point where I worried about the state of our friendship and confronted her about it. My fear of losing her amplified what I thought were feelings of love, but maybe that was just possessiveness in reaction to the idea of her dating another guy. And then just yesterday there had been a completely unexpected sweet side to her, a sincere devotion to taking care of me that went beyond her usual role as the BTC’s self-appointed shepherdess. What was going through her head?

Mari was Team Belle, and yet there was a shy sweetness and devotion to the way we made love that revealed deep-rooted feelings for me I couldn’t ignore, even if I didn’t share the same depth of emotion for her as I felt for some of the others. I made her feel safe in a world that had already let her down, and that gave me a sense of responsibility to keep her and protect her. I was affectionate for her, and I lusted for her body built for sex. Her recent flirtations with Gerald certainly tweaked my sense of possessiveness, and I knew I loved her, but romantic love? I wasn’t so sure.

With Alice and Zofi, on the other hand, I had zero worries about leading either of them on. Zofi told me she was a lesbian, happy to have sex with me and get some good orgasms (and one day have my baby), but had already told me flat out that we had no romantic future. Alice, likewise, was my buddy and confirmed we always would be. We would NOT turn into the kind of rom-com movie where two best friends of the opposite sex discover latent feelings for each other and end up falling in love. What Alice and I shared was purely physical, part of her evolution from awkward teen nerd into a fully-formed young woman.

Yes, I liked having an emotional connection with the girls I had sex with. Yes, the orgasms could be more powerful and more fulfilling when boosted by feelings of love. But it was quite a ... relief ... to just hook up with a couple of hot babes without having to worry about the subtext. That afternoon, the three of us put our cares aside and just had FUN with each other, freely.

The girls parked me in a dining table chair and peeled down my shorts. The two dark-haired beauties took turns jacking my dick, bobbing their heads up and down my shaft, and even shifting me to sit on the edge of the chair so one of them could duck down between my legs and suck on my testicles while the other one blew my cock.

Zofi was the first to take things to the next level. She wasn’t kidding about adding Alice to her personal BTC collection. One minute, they were kissing their way up the sides of my shaft to meet at the top and start making out. The next, Zofi tackled Alice onto the floor and started digging her hands into the Korean girl’s clothing.

A minute later, Zofi got Alice to strip off her jeans and panties and sit up on top of the dining table while Zofi sat in the chair next to me and started going down on her. Alice moaned and groaned, holding the brunette’s head to her crotch before glancing over at me with heavy-lidded eyes, muttering, “I planned on getting fucked on this table. I just didn’t realize Zofi would get to me first.”

I laughed and relaxed, in no rush and happy to watch the two gorgeous girls going at it, especially when Alice pulled up the sports bra to her armpits and started fondling her big breasts. A moment later, she hefted the nearest one and offered it to me.

I was quick to stand up and move around the corner of the table to get a good angle for bending down and suckling on the proffered teat. This also put my dick within range of Alice’s right hand, and she quickly wrapped her fingers around my throbbing meat and started stroking.

Meanwhile, Alice groaned, “I still think I’m pretty straight, but hot DAMN Zofi you’re really good at eating a girl out.”

Zofi popped her head up and winked. “Thanks for the compliment. I do aim to please, and I’m not stopping until I get you to squirt your honey into my face. But in the meantime, boyfriend, come over and plug it into me.”

Alice released my cock and nodded for me to go on. Zofi stood up from the chair she’d been sitting in, thrust her ass out, and wiggled it enticingly. The lissome brunette was still dressed from school in a pretty button-up blouse and tight jeans. I had to work a little to get her jeans down to her ankles and she stepped out of them. The blouse I didn’t bother with as I got into position behind her butt.

Zofi was pretty wet to begin with and started fingering herself as well. Her left hand was in perfect position to help guide me into her soaking-wet sweet snatch from behind, and she picked her head up out of Alice’s crotch to moan rapturously.

Alice smirked. “For a self-proclaimed lesbian you sure do like getting dicked. It’s pretty hot to watch.”

I blinked in surprise and looked up at Alice for a moment before returning my attention down to Zofi. “You TOLD her you were gay?”

Zofi glanced back at me, panting in obvious arousal. “We drove here together. I thought she should know.”

“I thought you told me not to tell anybody yet.”

“Alice was easy to come out to. She’s a really cool chick.” Zofi smiled up at Alice before looking back at me. “Besides, I don’t plan on staying in the closet much longer. It’s only my parents that really worry me.”

I arched an eyebrow. “Does that mean you’ve already told Sam?”

Zofi nodded. “I told her on Valentine’s.”

“I was wondering about that.”

“I also told her I was in love with her.”

That brought my eyebrows up. “How did THAT go?”

“It’s fine. We’re cool. She doesn’t love me like that, but we’re cool.”

My jaw was open. “Umm ... okay...”

“Don’t worry about me; I’m good. Some problems aren’t fixable and I’ve made my peace with it.” Zofi sighed and then clenched her cunt around my cock. “And start fucking already. We’re all here to have a good time, right?”

I nodded and started pumping. “Right, right.”

Alice moaned and fondled her own breasts. “Now I’m imagining sucking a creampie out of a lesbian’s cunt.”

Zofi’s eyes lit up. “Oooh, now I’m imagining that too! And then after, I can suck a creampie out of you!”

Alice grinned at me. “Sounds like a plan.”