Chapter 45

Zachary's Pov.

"F*ck off, Zachary Wilson."

I looked at her, confused.

Her face turned red and there was this hurt in her eyes which made me worried. What happened to her?

"September, are you okay?" I asked.

She didn't said anything just laughed, emotionlessly.

"WHY?" She screamed and clutched her hair in between her fists.

I stilled and quickly went closer to her but she pushed me away. "Don't F*cking Touch Me."

She stared at me with nothing but despise in her eyes. And that's when it hit me.

She got her memories back.

Pushing the saliva down my throat, I tried harder to calm by breath but all in vain.

She remember everything. She....She will hate me again.

All of sudden, my head started pounding harder and sweat prickled down my face.

I pressed my eyes shut and remembered all the happy moments I shared with her but everything was in reverse. She was slipping away from me.

"WHY? WHY YOU DID THIS TO ME?" She screamed further, now throwing all the medicine from the nightstand.

My lips quivered and I tried to say something but nothing came out. That's it. Everything is over.

I knew from the start that one such day will come when she'll remember everything and I made it very clear to myself that despite the heartbreak, I'll let her go but I never knew that it'll hurt this much. F*ck, I couldn't even breath.

I love her, damnit. How am I going to live without her? I couldn't even imagine my life without her? I should've controlled my feelings at least then it would be easier for me to let her go.

"You..You.. couldn't even save me from h..him..He r*ped me...You didn't come...You let..me..I hate...you." She stammered.

My heart constricted watching her in pain. She cried, silently. Her tears made me die thousands of time even before my death. I couldn't help but went closer to her. She tried pushing me away but somehow I managed to sit Infront of her.

She didn't look at me. All she did was to cry. She was biting her lips so hard that blood oozed out.

I pulled her lips out from her hold to which she shivered in disgust. Watching her like that, I quickly maintained a breathable distance from her.

"I am sorry." I whispered.

"Why are you doing this to me?" She asked, now wiping away her tears.

"I.."

"From the very start all you did was to hurt me. You killed my parents, you killed the person I loved, you made me feel like a prostitute, you let me r*aped and...Why me Zachary? Why me? What I did to you? I was happy in my life but you took everything from me. Why?" She screamed on the verge of getting a panic attack.

I looked at her in fear and held her hand. She tried removing my hold but I didn't let her. She was struggling for breath.

"Take a breath, September." I said.

She didn't hear anything. Her body was shivering and her hands turned cold. I have no Idea what to do, so instead of everything, I pulled her closer to me and wrapped my arms around her. Surprisingly, she didn't struggle.

"Come on, breath not for me but for Claire." I whispered.

After hearing Claire's name, she tried herself to breath but it wasn't easy for her. She stayed in my arms for I don't know how long.

Seconds passes into minutes, she stayed in same position.

She suffered only because of me and now that she has her memories back, I should let her go. I didn't deserve her. All I could do is to let her free of her own where she could figure out what she wants in her life.

How easily everything changes, isn't it? Few hours back I was planning to buy a house for her and now everything's upside down. Even if I buy a new house, there wouldn't be her to make it a home.

I don't know what I am going to do now. After she'll leave, I guess I should stop working at the restaurant. There's no need though. For whom, I'll earn?

Possibly, I'll do some some part time jobs to earn for my meal of two times. That's it.

And after years, I may cross path with her. She'll be happily living her life and I'll do my best to not come in her sight otherwise she might be disappointed.

I wonder what was happening in parallel universe?

It's time for me to say goodbye to her.

"I hate you." She said.

I smiled. "I know."

So that's it.

"Goodbye." I said and unwrapped my arms around her.

She furrowed her brows in confusion and was about to say something before I left the room.

I quickly went to Riley.

"Do me a favour."

"Sure man."

"Take September to the hospital."

"Okay."

"And Riley..." I paused and went forward to hug him.

He was taken back by my action but didn't said anything.

"Take care of everyone."

"What the f*ck are you talking about?" He pushed me away.

"I am leaving."

"Dude, don't mess with me."

"She got her memories back." I passed him a hollow smile.

And that's when Blake entered into the room. From his expressions, it was clear that he heard everything.

Without a word, he came to hug me.

"You can't just leave man." Riley said.

I know, I can't but I have to.

"I told you before, I'll let her go." I exhaled a deep breath.

"F*ck you." Riley stormed out of the room.

I turned to Blake, he was staring at me with sad eyes. "Don't go."

I shrugged my shoulders. "I couldn't stay here."

"Give her a chance. Maybe she'll forgive you." He tried to fake a smile.

She won't ever.

"I trust you Blake. Take care of everyone."

And with that, I decided to go away from here. Somewhere far away from September.