CASPAR.
'What a lie! What an audacious lie to say to me! Can't she think of something reasonable to make me forgive her? Why is she trying to fool me and make me feel empathy for that bastard child?' I thought as I stared down at her pretty face, her eyes filled with tears and hatred for me.
I couldn't even imagine the burst of anger happening inside my heart. I wanted to cut, crush, and destroy everything in my sight and I was barely holding myself back. Because… because I don't want to hurt her… oh such an idiot I'm.
The tears in her eyes were enough to break my will to torture her. The look of hatred forming in her eyes was killing my soul hundreds of times. I never thought I would love someone so much that even my soul would cry for her pain.
"I'm not lying to you, Caspar," she said in an indifferent voice which kinda hurt me, even though I wanted her to talk to me like this.
"If you don't believe me, do the DNA test."
I turned back and glanced at Alex, indirectly asking him to leave ASAP and get the DNA results. Because if the child I kidnapped after locking Bella turns out to be my daughter, then it will add more fuel to my revenge.
She killed me knowing very well that she was pregnant with my child! What a dangerous, heartless woman! I closed my eyes as I controlled my urge to grab her by the throat and do the most aggressive stuff with her.
When Alex left, she crawled toward my feet and mumbled, "That is not my husband. He's my brother, my elder brother Olivier Dior."
"Oh," I reacted with no interest.
She looked at my face and understood that I was not believing in her, but still, she continued talking, "W-When I was staying at my friend's villa in London, my friend's husband sent two bodyguards to protect me…"
"I was continuously attacked by my father's sent assassins and I had to protect my newborn daughter…so… Later my brother happened to regain his memories and recognised me…"
I remained quiet, I could never believe that Olivier would be alive. He was announced dead and it was a very fictional reason saying he lost his memories.
'What a load of bullshit is shoving in my mind to believe in her?' I couldn't help but laugh at her, I was at the peak of emotional frustration that nothing made sense to me anymore. All I could think of was her lying straightforwardly onto my face.
"I know you don't believe me but let me tell you," she turned dead serious as her tears dried up on her cheeks. "Olivier will find me. He will be here in a few days, weeks or maybe months. But he will come to find me and my daughter."
A bitter smile played on my lips as I mocked her, "And what's that supposed to mean? Do you think I'll be scared of your so-called husband who you just mentioned as a brother?"
I leaned forward, close to her face and grabbing her hair, I yanked her face up to look at me. "I don't fucking how big of tycoon he is. I'll rip his head off and feed his body to my hunter dogs!"
My other hand clutched her throat, causing her to cough in suffocation. "This is Black City where I'm the judge. I'll erase his existence from this world and from your memories. You must only remember me, my torture and hate me."
Look at me! Look at my pathetic self, I was talking like a madman now. Showing my obsession with her, letting her know that I'm fucking jealous of her new man. Making her realize that I still love her and can't endure her loving another man…
And I was willing to go against the morals of mine and kill the bastard who touched her. Yeah, I'm fucking pathetic loser.
"Caspar," she called me and oh fuck why did her voice melt my damn heart every time? "He's my brother we are talking about. You can't kill him because he's not easy like me. He's our elder and you know what that means?"
Ignore! I was not even listening to her words, I was drowning in her melodious voice while my eyes acknowledged her gorgeous lips with red lipstick on.
"He will see you as his enemy if you do not stop this nonsense. Let me leave with my–"
I could no longer resist and ended up kissing her. My body tensed as I grabbed the back of her neck and pressed her close to my chest, our noses collided, I breathed her, she breathed me.
I kissed her, she followed me and it was perfectly in sync until I realized that I was distracted from my main goal. Tightening my grip on her throat, I groaned, breaking the kiss, "Bella, this is not what I want."
I choked her jaws, making her lips prout and then kissed her aggressively, almost biting her lips.
"Ah," she cried, unable to keep up with my force. "Leave me. Stop, please. You are hurting me… Caspar stop."
She kept struggling, pushing me back with her shoulders and chest but I was fucking enjoying it. Yeah, that's the kind of reaction I wanted to see, the expression of seeing someone you know turning into a bad guy.
Soon I tasted blood in my mouth and immediately moved my lips from her. Her lips were bleeding because I might have ended up biting too hard. She was staring at me with her dead eyes, no signs of emotions. It appeared like she wanted to end this all by dying…
"Are you satisfied? If not, I would suggest please take out your knife and cut my body… that might please you and quench your fucking thirst for revenge," she sniffled, making me feel guilty again and showing herself as a victim.
How unfair is that! I got up and was about to leave when she screamed,"How long…"
I looked back at her, she was suffering from inside. "How long are you going to keep me locked in this hell? And what are you planning to do with my daughter."
"I'm not letting you go anywhere and the same goes for your daughter. If the DNA tests show I'm her father, then she will be adopted into the Mcadam family and will live with her stepmother."
"What?" She looked horrified by my words and I almost wished to console her and take back my words. However I remained quiet and managed a grin on my face.
She got more infuriated by my mockery grin and losing her composure, she bawled again, "Caspar, I'll not allow you to ruin my daughter's life. You must never hand her over to your fucking Nancy Mandarin. I'll not let you or that bitch destroy my daughter's future…"
"Respect," I warned. "Bella, stop calling my wife with such degrading slang words or else I'll be forced to do worse."
She started laughing like a crazy woman, getting up on someone on her tied feet she leaned against the wall.
"Coward!" She cursed me as expected. "You are a fucking coward man who is using our daughter to take revenge on me. How cool is that? Bravo, I applaud your courage and reputation, Sir Xavier Hill."
"Your codename Xavier Hill is respected throughout the world… and no other family of Mafia dares to mess with you. You surely live up to your name."
She was roasting me in a very hateful way and I would be lying if I said that I'm not getting angry. Taking long strides toward her, I flung my hand in mid-air to slap her; however, my consciousness didn't allow me to do it.
I punched the wall until my knuckles started bleeding. Turning my face at her, I coldly scoffed,"You are the biggest coward! Do you even know what your father did? Do you have any idea why my father planned to assassinate your brother, Olivier?"
"W-What are you talking about?" She gave me a confused look and before she could start nagging at me again.
I interrupted her, "Your father, chairman Austin Dior, had me kidnapped by his men because he wanted my father to step down from the Mafia Boss title."
"Your father wanted to rule over the American empire of the Mob world. He was not satisfied with having only control over the French mob…"
"No… it's not true," Bella continued denying and accused me of lying.
"They're true. Your father is not a saint, I still remember the days I spent in his cold, dark basement where he would kill the people in front of my eyes."
She was shaking her head left and right, "It can't be… How could Dad hide such a big secret from me?"
"Because he wanted to use you as his prawn," I laughed bitterly. "I barely managed to escape from that prison because living there without light and eating rotten food had me wishing for death."
"You don't even know how bad my physiological traumas are. Your father ruined my childhood, made me a child who only sought revenge, dreamt of slaughtering people who hurt him."
She fell down on her knees, her face was sad and she was regretting everything she did so far because of her father.
"You know what, Bella?" I continued, I wanted her to regret it even more. "I agreed to marry you in the first place to get revenge on your family. I wanted to acquire your father's business and bring you and your whole family on the streets."
I squatted down to look at her depressed face. "But you would wonder what stopped me from conquering my revenge? It was you."
She raised her face and stared at me with sadness and sorrows, unexplainable in words. I cupped her face, and aggressively replied,"When I found out that Ishabella is you, I stopped my plan of acquiring your father's business, massacring your family. I stopped everything… Forgetting and forgiving your father's deed, because all that mattered to me at that time was you."
"But you betrayed me. You insulted my love. You fucking ruined me, Bella and I'll never forgive you for that,'' I growled, pinning her against the wall. "I'll destroy your family and this time nothing and nobody can stop me. Not even you, Bella!!”