Kill or die

I look at Philip somewhat confused, after all I had just denied myself, so I should be shitting what I do.

"What was Mio, don’t you like me like this?" Of course my tone was loaded with debauchery.

"That’s not funny Giulia, come down from this crap". Says all stressed out getting up red, the cutest thing.

I raised my hand and kept him from coming towards me. I looked at him well. Now he was just in a shorts and his manly body was showing. I had to control myself so I wouldn’t steal him and trap him in captivity. Laughing at my crazy thinking and I focused back on my task.

"Do not do this..."

It was too late I had already thrown myself. As soon as I come back to the surface and start breathing normally I feel strong arms surrounding my body. First I get scared, but then I recognize that touch.

"I can’t believe you jumped". Speak with that husky voice right next to my ear.

"I can’t believe you jumped". I talk laughing, knowing how crazy we are. " Come after me handsome?" I couldn’t let you piss him off.

"I came". Answer me.

I turn to Philip and our eyes again cling to each other. It was an otherworldly connection, how could I feel that?

"You came after me, Mio". I use your nickname on purpose to move.

Philip approaches and pulls me for a kiss. His beard went against my skin and made me feel a sense of another world. Her lips and mine followed a perfectly harmonious dance, causing us a unique pleasure.

After the kiss we faced each other, I soon put my fingers on her lips and I was drawing her contours.

"You’re the weirdest, most indecisive, clueless person I’ve ever met". I speak quietly, still walking my fingers across my face.

"And you are a great son of a bitch who came to ruin my plans". Philip speaks quietly, with that sly smile.

"The "big motherfucker" part, I get it, and I take it. But I’m innocent on the second charge." I’m laughing.

"Yes, you ruined yes". - Repeat now staring me seriously.

Then my smile disappeared and a gigantic question arose in my mind. Philip always did this, left a doubt in the air and, of course, I would not leave anything cheap.

"What have I ruined?" I ask approaching him and running my arms around his neck. " What was so terrible I made you to discard me as an old object". I speak and do not forget to make use of my good old friend, irony.

"Don’t talk like that". Says pulling me against his body hard and looking deep into my eyes. " I did not discard you Lia, I just saw that you are too good for me". He responds by staring at me and demonstrating truth.

I get thoughtful, because your family is a mess and I believe your family is horrible. Is that why you’re excited? Was Philip really protecting me?

"What does this mean Philip?" I ask straight and showing a little of my messy feelings.

"It’s very complicated". He responds by releasing me and looking in any direction that wasn’t me.

"I have plenty of time". I speak crossing my arms and facing him.

Philip looks at me as if I were from another world and was trying to exterminate him. Exterminating is a very strong word, but I wanted to make him suffer a little. Very little. I liked when I saw men making some effort for me, after all it was always me who ran behind.

But if it worked with Philip, I would not accept normality at all. I didn’t need expensive things, but I needed meaningful things. Things that told me, no doubt, that I was the only one I wanted.

"Then it’s decided". I speak away from him, after he ignores my question. " You stay in your corner and I stay in mine". I show a vengeful smile.

Philip was still in the water, watching me from a privileged view and I went straight to the wheel of people who were applauding my achievement.

"Now let us turn the bottle again". Viddia speaks loudly and everyone shouts.

After many turns, a blessing fell on me, Fernando was in my hands. He slandered me more than once and I couldn’t let it come cheap. I wanted to humiliate him, at least a little bit.

Everyone looked at me expectantly and I already knew what I would do, I showed an evil smile. I took a half beer bottle and walked to him.

"Is that it? Drinking?" Fernando asks with an ironic laugh.

"It could be a drink, but I have no way to baptize her so let’s see her dancing skills".

I put the bottle down and change the music. I start screaming like crazy remembering the fever that was this song.

"It’s all very simple Fernando". I speak going to him with a smile. " You have to dance, but you have to roll until you get very close to the bottle".

Fernando looks at me as if I was the devil and wanted to get me out of the land. But there was no way, I was cute and was on earth. And I’d have to dance there anyway.

"If you don’t, I’ll rip your beard off". I threaten with an innocent smile. "And it will be with tweezers".

I’m vindictive, nobody needed to tell me that I already know. I didn’t like Fernando, but I would love to see him dancing. Fernando went towards the bottle with the ugliest face in the world, I took my phone and started recording.

Maybe this recording will help me someday. Fernando rolls all hard, but it was one of the scenes that I would never forget. The challenge ends and he takes the bottle and throws it away, making everyone laugh.

Soon the bottle is turned over again and I was eager to know who would be the next monkey. Then fell Philip and another girl, who was super excited to have a kind of "power" over Philip at that time.

"It’s not really a challenge, it’s a question". He says smiling and then he looks at me, which I don’t understand. " Is it true you have a bride?"