Chapter 7 Pathetic

I don’t know if I can still continue this. He holds my chin and makes me look at him in the eyes. Truth be told, the man is very handsome. With his playful eyes, sharp nose and sharp jawline. I think he’s just a bit older than me for maybe at least three to five years, or so I think.

“What can you say?” He asks and I slowly nod my head. Oh my gosh! Here comes the most nasty thing I’ll ever do in my entire life.

He slowly leans his head towards me and I freeze in my spot. He is about to kiss me when I block my pointer finger in between our lips to prevent him from kissing me. I’m not ready! Not yet!

He looks at me questioningly. Probably asking me why I blocked him from kissing me. I smile seductively and lean my lips closer to his ear. “Calm down, tiger. There’s a precise time and place for that but definitely not here,” I whisper to his ear huskily before leaning back to my seat again to look at him with a challenging look.

He shakes his head playfully and holds my hand before standing up from his seat. “Okay then, let’s get out of here,” he says like he’s in a rush.

My face falls for a second but I immediately collect my emotions before he recognizes it and smile. “Tell me your name first? You’re a stranger to me so I don’t trust you. You’re probably some kind of a serial killer.”

“It’s James. Now, come on!”

I slowly nod my head and follow him through the exit but when we reach the parking lot, James accidentally collides with another guy and gets angry.

“What the hell, dude! Can’t you see that there are people in front of you?!” He snarls angrily.

The guy looks at him coldly and I gasp in shock when I catch a glimpse of the guy. He is the son of the customers from yesterday whom I also saw here last night! Okay, I shouldn’t have gasp because they are now both looking at me. I don’t know if the guy recognizes me but he is now literally staring at me intensely like I had stepped on his brand new expensive shoes.

I look away immediately while clearing my throat. “Hey, dude! Didn’t you hear me at all?! Are you deaf or something?!” James is still not finish with his nonsense anger and pushes him harshly that makes him stumble back.

I gasp again and immediately grab his hand before he lands his butt on the ground. He manages to stand back up to his feet and glares at James menacingly.

“A-Are you okay?” I ask him but I yelp when James suddenly pulls me away from the guy harshly and to his side.

“What the hell are you doing, slut? You’re with me and I’ll be the one that will get to taste you, not him! Do you understand?!” He yells in my face.

I feel myself burning with anger at what he had called me. Slut?! I am not a slut! Who the hell is he to call me that?! I know what we are about to do is immoral but him calling me a slut really hurts. He’s literally judging me!

I glare at him and pull myself away from him. “Who the hell are you to call me a slut?! You have no right to judge me!” I shout at him and he smirks.

“Oh, really? If you’re not a slut, then why did you seduce me and make me take you somewhere, huh?” He fires back at me.

Tears well up in my eyes and my throat goes dry. “Y-You don’t understand! Y-You don’t know the r-reason why I’m doing it! You don’t know my life and what I have been through! You don’t know anything at all!” My voice cracks and I start to sob. I don’t wanna do this anymore.

James laughs evilly. “You are very pathetic, don’t you know that?”

Before I could retaliate him, someone punches him right on his face and he harshly falls to his butt. I look at the guy responsible for it and see the guy looking down at James with a very, very hard glare. If looks could kill, James would probably be dead by now.

James groans in pain while touching his bleeding nose. I think his nose breaks off because its angle is now a bit out of place. “Go away before you lose your teeth!” James immediately stands up and run away like his life depends on it.

I slump to the ground with a heavy heart and start crying my heart out. I almost did it! I almost did it just like how I almost ended my life. The guy just stand in his place while looking at me with no emotions. He probably also thinks that I’m a dirty human being.

“I-I thought... I can do it, but I c-can’t!” I sob out. I don’t care if he hears it or not. He’s probably also here for fun and pleasure.

I hear him sigh before he pulls me up to my feet. “Get up,” he coldly says and drags me to his car.

My eyes widen in fear and try to pull away from his grasp but he holds me more tighter than before. My arm hurts like hell from his hold. “W-Wait! No! P-Please don’t! I don’t wanna do it!” I plead at him but he doesn’t budge at all and throw me inside his car then closes the door. I try to open it but it is locked! He gets in the driver’s seat of his car. “Please, don’t do this to me! I’m not a prostitute, I swear!” I plead again while clutching onto his arm.