Chapter 47 That Person Is Playing With Me 1
MADISON POV
After leaving the mansion, an even greater emptiness has settled in my heart.
I knew that my decision to abandon Dimitre would have consequences not only for him but for me and especially for our little one.
Besides the enormous void I would feel for him, as I am feeling now, what would I tell Nadia when she asks about her father?
Furthermore, doubt still haunts me: Did I do the right thing?
Should I really believe a simple piece of paper?
I don't know, but I would risk everything to have my daughter back.
Three damn days have passed, and I still haven't heard anything about Nadia; this person must be testing me.
I did what they asked and yet they're making me languish in a fucking hotel room in the middle of nowhere.
I'm pacing back and forth, mentally berating myself for not staying and telling Dimitri everything.
That would have been the right thing to do, but my motherly instinct kicked in, and here I am, waiting for news that can't possibly arrive from a damned son of a bitch who wants to see me away from my Sex God.
I decided to take a relaxing bath.
The room was very small, lacking any luxury; it only fit a bed with one broken leg and a dresser next to it, and a bathroom that looked like a sardine can.
I couldn't waste the money I got from Dimitri's safe like that, so I chose this run-down hotel in the middle of nowhere, far from the city and far from Dimitri just as it said on the paper.
In the bathroom, I take off my clothes and step under the cold water, as cold as ice.
I wasn't used to the freezing water anymore; at the mansion, I always took a bath at a comfortable temperature, or in the bathtub with Dimitri, followed by a good romp to relax but that comfort was over.
The thought immediately comes to mind: when all this is over, what will become of my daughter and me?
I hadn't thought about that.
I can't go back to Dimitri; it will just be the two of us in our world, and I need to find a way to take care of myself and my daughter properly, without any more nightclubs or anything like that.
My shower doesn't take long; I come out of the bathroom naked and get quite a shock when I find another red box in the center of the bed.
Holy shit, how did that end up there? My subconscious spoke.
There was no way someone could have entered that room without me hearing them.
I grabbed my towel, wrapped it around myself, and slowly opened the bedroom door.
There was no one outside except for a drunk trying unsuccessfully to get to his room.
I closed the door and stared at the box again.
Half of me was afraid to open it, but the other half was encouraging me to go ahead, and that's what I did.
I pick up the box and shake it, trying to guess what's inside, but I don't hear anything.
Then I open it and find another note.
" Congratulations, good girl, if you keep going like this you'll soon see your sweet Nadia.
DAMN IT — I said angrily.
I can't believe it took a damn 3 days to receive this, and what the hell is this "soon" nonsense? I want my daughter now, damn it.
I kick the broken leg of the bed in anger and frustration, causing it to break even further.
Great, wonderful— I say ironically to nothing.
I couldn't wait any longer.
I only had a few measly minutes with my daughter.
I was missing her growth, her first smile, her attempts at speech that every baby makes.
All of that I was missing because of who?
I didn't do anything wrong to deserve such a horrible punishment, my whole life has been a mess.
I had remnants of happiness, but I want complete happiness.
I deserve it, I know I deserve it.
Amidst all the things I did in that nightclub, it's no reason for God to forget his daughter.
It's impossible that I deserve to be away from the people I love most in this world when so many others out there do far worse and don't receive the punishment they deserve.
I decided to go out for some fresh air; I couldn't stand this sardine can anymore, I was suffocating inside that room.
As I passed through the filthy reception area of the roadside hotel, I was disgusted by the way the old pervert was staring at my ass.
I left that place and finally breathed fresh air.
Outside there was nothing, just the road ahead with countless cars passing by.
I walked along the edge, paying attention to the speed at which each car passed me; some even honked.
When I arrived at a nearby gas station, I went into the little shop to buy something to eat, but unfortunately, I hadn't brought any money.
I only had my card in my shorts pocket.
I knew I could be tracked if I used it; Dimitri could find me and ruin everything, but that's exactly what I wanted, so fuck it.
" I just want to fuck "