Chapter 31 Aching for Him
Alessia’s POV
The drive back to the Ferrini mansion is finished in silence. I stare out of the window, brooding all the way. He doesn’t say anything else and neither do I. Besides, what else is there to say? The battle lines have been drawn. I shift a bit, longing for a hot bath to soothe my throbbing clit. Once again having a flashback of the ladies giving him a blow job earlier on. I suck in a deep breath, squeezing the seat belt as if it will ease my suffering.
Soon enough I exhale in relief when I sight the Ferrini mansion gates up ahead. Oh Dios, finally I can have a bath and soothe my aching pussy in hot water. At least I didn’t give in and beg him to take me on the road home. Not that the need isn’t there, it is. It remains between us, a pulsing, living, burning desire to feel him, touch him. The constant flashbacks of his dick. I cannot get it out of my mind. It’s haunting me, and that was his wish all along. The car comes to a stop by the marble entrance steps and Alex steps out first, stretching his legs, and I step out after him, pulling my fur jacket closer around my body as the night had grown chilly.
We walk into the house together without saying a word. The mansion is quiet, only the dim lights are on in the foyer. I presume the ladies have retired for the night and Luca went home. Alex walks beside me silently as we head up the stairs. His bicep grazes my jacket a bit and heat blooms in my core as I suck in a deep breath. Still very much aroused and attuned by his closeness. I can’t believe after what he put me through tonight my body is still so aroused for his touch. It’s ridiculous. At the first floor, Lucia appears in the hallway as if she had been keeping vigil. Relief fills me as I stare at her kind brown eyes. At least someone is here to take my mind off him.
“Signorina, welcome back,” she says as she joins us.
“Thank you, Lucia.” Once we are at the door, Alex steps back, gesturing for me and Lucia to go in.
“Cara mia, Lucia will look after you.”
His voice is gruff. I look at him for a moment, then I nod and step into my room. Lucia steps in behind me and Alex doesn’t join us. I feel a bit disappointed that he doesn’t come in and continue to tease me. My feelings toward him are so confusing. Merde! I shake my head.
Lucia faces me, her eyes soft. “You look tired, Signorina.”
“I am very tired,” I mutter. And so damn aroused I could cry, I add silently to myself. I don’t even want to think about what happened in the club. But the memory is imprinted in my brain forever.
Lucia heads for the bathroom. “Let me make your bath.”
I give her a relieved look. “Thank you, Lucia.”
She walks into the bathroom and I undress slowly and follow her, my skin still feeling very hot to the touch. As soon as I step into the tub and the warm water touches my body, a sigh escapes me in relief.
“Mmmm, this feels good, Lucia.” The smell of the candy apple shower gel she used wafting up to my nose and helping me relax against the tub.
“Yes, Signorina.” Lucia picks up the sponge and pours the trickle of water on my sensitized nipples. I hiss loudly.
“Ohhh!” Clutching the side of the tub as fire zaps through me.
Lucia stops, her face filled with concern. “I am sorry. Did I hurt you?”
“No, Lucia.” I bite my lip as I feel my face warming up. “I am just very sensitive right now.”
She nods her head as if she understands what I mean, and she glides the sponge over my pussy next, and I gasp.
“Ahh Dios, Lucia…” I hold on to her arm gently.
Her eyes move to mine and whatever she sees there, she finally gets it.
“Oh, Signorina, I get it now.”
I blush, sinking my head into the water, mortified.
“Alex, look at what you are putting me through. I curse you,” I whisper continuously. “I curse you and your beautiful Dick ”
Lucia sighs. “Your body wants him badly,” she says softly.
“My body is a traitor. It might be willing, but my mind isn’t,” I correct her quickly.
She gives me a tender look that says she doesn’t believe me but will not argue. I gulp, deciding to take my matters into my own hands. Then I lower my voice, hoping Alex isn’t in the bedroom waiting. I don’t want anyone to hear what I have to say.
“Lucia, I need a favour.”
Her brows lift in surprise. “Anything you need, Signorina. All you have to do is ask.”
“Please… is there a way you can buy me a…” My cheeks heat up. “A dildo?”
Lucia freezes for a moment. “A sex toy?”
I nod, my face I am sure is as red as a tomato now. “Yes, please.”
I sink under the water for a moment before resurfacing again. “I don’t have any money, but I need it.”
Lucia drops the sponge and faces me. “There is nothing to be ashamed about, Signorina. You are a woman with needs. What you feel is very normal.” She pauses. “I don’t know where Signor Alex took you, but I understand it affected you deeply.”
I groan, covering my face with my hands. “Alex did this to me on purpose.”
“I know,” she says.
“Can you help me?” I ask her quietly. “I can’t go on like this.”
Lucia seems to be in deep thought for a moment before saying, “All you have to do is ask Signor Alex for money to buy tampons. I am sure he will give you more than enough, so I will buy it for you.”
Heat fills me again at the thought of owning a sex toy.
“You would do that for me?” I ask, just to be certain.
“Si, Signorina.”
I squeeze her hand once. “Thank you, Lucia.”
I sink down deeper for a moment. Now that it’s sorted, I can finally breathe better. I want him badly. I need something to take away the ache and to quench the fire for now. I slowly emerge again as Lucia washes my hair quickly and I step out of the bath.
She uses a towel to dry my hair and speaks gently. “I will go and get it tomorrow.”
I take a deep breath and nod my head. That is sorted, but for tonight the ache inside my body has just begun, and I pray he doesn’t make it worse by deciding to spend the night here again.