Chapter 17 Chapter 17

Chapter 17 Chapter 17
Enzo.

I can't sleep. Goddess! I won't dare close my eyes.

What I have done weighs on me like a tone of bricks. This changes everything.

I watch her sleep. Calm now. Bella is curled against my chest, her breath even and slow. She looks peaceful unlike earlier.

This was supposed to be a platonic relationship. Purely business. But now, she is in my arms, naked, and claimed. 

It scares me because I will do it again. I lost my control over a girl for the first time and i feel more ashamed because my dick is fucking hard for her again.

I tried. I can't believe all my effort went to drain under one moon with just her scent of arousal.

Why am I holding her like this. So securely as if she'll be harmed if I don't do it right. I should have left the moment I pulled out but instead, I pulled her on my chest, held and watched her sleep all night without blinking.

My gaze lowers to her soft body. Her breasts. Goddess! she came violently when I sucked on them . They are still slightly swollen but her nipples are now soft and lighter from intense sucking.

Against my better judgement, my finger so slowly brushes and circles the soft peak, tweaking it slightly and watching it harden under my touch.

Bella stirs, shifting closer. She presses her face in the crook of my neck without waking.

I wonder how I am supposed to erase her soft whimpers from my head. Will it be possible to let her go now? After tasting her. After knowing how good she feels? Goddess! I don't want to imagine the thought of another man laying a finger on her.

"What am I going to do now?" I murmur against her skin and breath in her scent.

The morning light creeps the curtains illuminating the room. Goddess! this means we need to go back to the camp ASAP.

As if on cue, the girl in my arm stirs.

Bella slowly blinks awake and lifts her head to meet my gaze. I silently watch her shyly look away and hide her face on my chest. What do I do with her now?



Bella.

Goddess, this is so embarrassing. I am awkwardly on top of him naked, and I can't believe he has been watching me sleep.

Unlike other times, Enzo's gaze is no longer cold. It's warm. He is intently staring at me as if he's memorizing every detail on my face.

I shyly look away and hide my face in his chest. Goddess,his how did I get in this position? on top of him, my legs on his either sides. I am straddling his naked body and my tits pressed on his bare chest.

"Morning" his voice rambles above me. Low and rough. We fucking did it, goddess. What happens now?

"Morning" I respond and quickly bite my lip feeling more embarrassed.

Enzo doesn't say anything else. However, I feel his hands on my back, gently caressing my skin. They are soothing just like yesterday.

Enzo lifts my hips slightly and that's when I feel him. His erection nudging at my entrance. I am still sore from yesterday. Still wet.

He doesn't push in. Enzo remains at my entrance and lifts my face to his instead.

"You are still sore, right?" he murmurs, his eyes never leaving mine. 

"Yeah" I whisper and he nods 

"I will be gentle" he responds and guides himself inside me so slowly as if I might break if he isn't careful.

Honestly, I still find it hard to believe he can be this careful.

My body opens up for him. I can feel him inside me every inch, he makes me feel so full.

Enzo starts to move in long slow strokes as if he doesn't want this moment to end. His hands gently cups my breasts as his thumbs traces lazy circles around my nipples.

Goddess! it feels so good. It's so good I want this moment to last forever. I want Enzo to keep touching me like this.

Fuck, I just want him inside me always. His eyes are on me. Silently watching my every reaction.

"Does it feel good, little wife?" he asks, voice tender .

"Yes" I breathe out a whimper when he rolls my nipples between his finger and thumb.

"You are so beautiful" he whispers leaning forward and captures my nipple into his mouth.

Fuck, I love it when he touches my tits. It always has my body shaking with great intensity. It's feels delicious, so fucking good I want him to keep his hands there.

Every of his touch is careful, pleasure starts to build in warm unhurried waves.

My head falls back as my lips part with a breathless whisper of his name.

"Enzo" goddess what do I tell him? the way he tweaks my nipples, the way he moves in me so deliciously. I don't want this to ever end. I never imagined having sex felt this good.

I feel him swell inside me and my walls clamps around him.

"Let it go, baby" he mumbles and my toes curl as my body shivers with great euphoria. Enzo follows with a guttural growl.

We remain joined. Breathing hard. No one talks anymore. This is it. We both know that. When we pull apart, this chance might never come again.

Enzo traces slow circles on my back as I silently listen to the sound of his heartbeat.

"How are you feeling, now?" he murmurs, his movement stopping just for a second.

"Better" I respond without looking at him.

"We need to go back" he whispers and I bite my lip so hard. There goes the sad reality.

"Must we?" I dumply asks and he sighs shifting beneath me. Enzo gently lifts me and lies me beside him.

"Yes. You have two hours to get ready" I watch as the man who literally worshipped my body the whole night walk to the bathroom and only then, does reality sinks.

He only touched me because I was in heat. He was only helping and this meant nothing to him.