Chapter 10

After I got out of the hospital, I went straight to the grocery store. It seemed that I wasn't with myself and I didn't pay enough attention to what I bought, so the ending was that Zoren scolded me when he got home that night.

"That's why you have a list with you, right? What was that fucking for, huh?!"

I bowed down. He was very angry and looked hot-tempered. As soon as he entered, I saw it. It seems that something bad happened in his work and then I added more.

"Sorry. I'll just come back tomorrow to buy some more. It's just happened tha-"

"I don't need to hear your excuses," he said and passed me. He went straight to the kitchen and headed for the fridge.

Just a simple wrong purchase of detergent and shower gel by me made him angry. And the ones I didn't buy because I missed them.

"What did you do all day? Why haven't we had dinner yet?"

"Uhh..."

What did I do all day? Nothing. I felt like my heart was hurting. So it seems like all parts of my body are affected. I'm lazy and I don't feel like moving. And now that Zoren has come home, it seems that I have just now returned to my senses.

He violently scratched his head while messing with his hair. He closed his eyes tightly as if he was also very tired.

"I'm not in the mood. I need to vent out. Go into the room first."

"Sorry," I said and immediately followed his order. I lay down on his bed and let myself be stunned on the ceiling.

Why is this happening? Why does my mom have to be sick? It's hereditary I know. But is it necessary this early? She's just in her mid-forties. I know she still has many dreams for herself. For me. For both of us. But she's now bedridden. I can hardly see her anymore. We can't talk anymore.

"Why only here? Why not on your bed?" I heard a woman's voice outside so I got up.

Zoren didn't answer. And I didn't hear anything else after what the woman said.

I stood up and walked towards the door. I slowly opened it and my eyes immediately widened at what I saw. I was stunned.

I didn't think he could do it even though I was here!

"Oh, Zoren..."

The woman was sitting naked on the sofa with her legs spread apart.

"Fuck!" His head was moving under the woman as he moaned. 

I swallowed.

Zoren was still wearing his suit but he was kneeling on the floor while bowing in front of the woman.

I covered my mouth and immediately closed the door. But because of the speed and confusion, I got to close it stronger.

"What is that? Is there anyone else here besides the two of us? Did you invite more?" I heard the woman ask.

"Leave," Zoren said in a cold voice.

"What?" the woman asked hysterically.

"Just leave."

"Zoren, are you serious? We're in the middle of something!"

"I said leave!" Zoren shouted that I'm sure the woman would be scared. Because even I was scared of the scream.

I let out a breath and faced the door again after a while. I slowly opened it but I was surprised when what appeared to me was Zoren's serious face.

"You peeping?"

I peeked behind him and confirmed that the woman had indeed left. Why did he leave? It's obvious that they both enjoy what they do.

"What are you doing?"

I looked up and looked back at him. "Why did you send that girl away? It's obvious you're not done yet."

He chuckled and opened the door properly. He entered the room and immediately passed me.

"What you did is something you shouldn't do, Melissa," he continued. He went straight to the bathroom and immediately brushed his teeth. He left the door open so I could see what he was doing.

"I'm sorry. That was not my intention."

He didn't answer me. After a few moments, he finished brushing his teeth and immediately went out. I thought he was going to pass me again so I stayed where I was. But he stopped and stared at me seriously.

"Do you know you disturbed us?"

"I told you. It was not my intention. I was just surprised when I suddenly heard a woman's voice so I peeked."

He didn't answer me. But his eyes only stayed on me. After a while, it went down to my lips.

Oh no!

I swallowed. Why is he looking at my lips?

"I'm hungry and because you disturbed us, it is now your responsibility to quench my hunger and make me satisfied," he said in a drunken voice then immediately claimed my lips…

My eyes widened. To my surprise, I couldn't not move immediately. His lips started to move and I kept looking at his closed eyes.

I didn't know a kiss could be this good. This is the first time I have been kissed like this. Is this why many people are excited about it because it's so delicious?

Zoren put his tongue inside my mouth. I closed my eyes. I can't explain the feeling. Something seems to be flying inside my stomach. I'm tickling and I don't understand which side I'm tickling.

He put his wide hands on my back. He hugs me. I was startled when they entered under the blouse I was wearing. They move and caress my back upwards.

Using one hand, he unhooked the bra I was wearing. My eyes widened immediately. It was like waking up from a wonderful dream. NO! NIGHTMARE! It's a nightmare that shouldn't have happened.

I pushed his chest hard causing him to stop and move away from me. I slapped him so hard that his eyes immediately widened.

I thought he would be angry. But only for a few moments, an insulting grin escaped his lips.

"Even if you slapped me that hard. It still won't change the fact that you've enjoyed the kiss, Melissa Loyola. You enjoyed my tongue and lips.”