Chapter 54 Ready For Him
Aiyana's P.O.V
The tickles from his stubble woke me up with giggles as he kissed my face so much that he covered every single organ at least three times.
“S-stop.” I managed to voice out in a fit of giggles which was met up with laughter of his own that just made wanting see his face so bad in this moment.
It was an actual laughter, not the usual smile or little chuckles, so I opened my eyes knowing, and just as I had imagined, he looked so handsome, carefree and at peace in this moment, I wished he could always be like this.
“What?” He asked with a smile still present on his lips as he observed that I was looking at him. Hopefully, he doesn't realise how much in awe I am of him right now.
“You're very handsome when you laugh.” I responded, not even bothering to mask it at all as recently, it had been easy.
Easy to express my feelings, easy to actually receive his love and return it.
I grew up hard, and although it was not his type of hard, I had never been shown love or how to love. It was always survival and I think that is the reason why he always felt somehow that I wasn't ready.
Now I was.
Now I trusted him. More than I should actualk6 because I did with my life.
As my head ran through ever6 thought, it came to one conclusion.
That I was actually really in love with this man. Yes, I had known that I was interested in him but now I know that besides that interest, I want to see him smile, I want to make him happy and keep him happy, I want him to live with me and if he was dying , we die together.
I loved him to the extent of being comfortable with the idea of dying with him.
As my heart enlarged with the realisation, I moved without even thinking and placed a kiss on his forehead, but I didn't stop there.
From u8s forehead, I moved to his nose and then to his eyes, ears, cheeks and finally, his lips.
All while I kissed him, he wore a shocked expression even though a smile shine through it.
The suprise on his face made me feel a little bad because I was the reason, always been the reason why he didn't act on his life for me.
Yes, I wuestioned it but now , I realise that I indeed was not really ready at the time. It would have been purely physical and that was not what he wanted.
“I'm honoured.” Was all he said with a smile on his face as he sat up. However, as soon as he did, I backed up knowing what exactly that look was.
He looked like a hungry man, just presented his best meal after starvation for several days.
While I knew that I was ready, he looked like he couldn't wait and would take me right there and then. I didn't doubt it for a second.
It was actually wild how he could switch from such an adorable smile to one of a predator in mere seconds.
Immediately his attention shifted from me for a second, I ran. Ran away because I can't have my intimacy displayed on the cameras that the men could watch.
Well, should watch as it was their jobs to
I also hadn't brushed my teeth and I knew fir sure the next thing he wanted to do was drag me into a deep kiss, and I would simply pass away in embarrassment if I haven't brushed my teeth so I took the best option. Running away.
“This is the last time you'll escape me.” He promises as he walks until the room immediately I was able to run into and lock the bathroom door.
“Love you too.” I responded with a laughter that immediately seized in my throat as I heard Jerome groan out, and nit the train that would have me hit and buggered one that came with;
“Oh no.” I heard him whisper out with a groan that just meant everything bad, making me rush out of the bathroom after quickly rinsing my mouth.
His expressions weren't any better and before he could say another word, I know what exactly.
Well, who exactly was the reason for this exclaim.
There was only one person that would have him reacting in such a way. He immediately looked defeated.
The smile that I was admiring on his face long gine as he ran a hand through his face, plopping himself down on the bed.
The sight of him like this and the realisation if what he just found out and what it meant for him, broke my
heart.
“Gerald was the one placed the bombs in the house.”