Chapter 45 Paranoia
As the sun invaded the beautiful dream I was having, I wake back to face the reality that hit me like a ton on bricks as I remember all the events from last night that would’ve had my cheeks pink if I was pale enough, but thankfully, I wasn’t.
“Wow, I’m really a whore.” I say to myself but unfortunately it wasn’t in my head as the next thing u hear is the little voice I had come to adore and expect as soon as I woke up.
“What’s a whore?” Noah asks as he jumps in bed with us like he had been doing since the very first day he came here.
As soon as the question leaves his lips, I almost choke on spit as I stare at him in shock.
Of all things he had to learn from me, he took that word.
Before I could even explain or avoid answering that question, I heard Jerome laugh lightly behind me, waking up to the commotion.
“Stop laughing, help”. I mutter out through gritted teeth from the embarrassment but he just laughed harder with Noah laughing with him like he knew why he was laughing and I couldn’t help but smile myself.
He was so adorable.
“With what in particular, if you mean the same thing you asked for last n...” He started but in a panic, I shut him up by hitting him in the chest with my elbow, making him gasp in shock.
“Noah, come here.” He finally calls for his naughty nephew that I think lowkey knows what he was doing because he was as naughty as his uncle but very good at playing innocent.
As they interacted, I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my lips at the thought that the man that everyone considered so dangerous.
‘He would make a good father’ I thought to myself and immediately, my perverted mind started playing the images from last night and although I tried to push it down, I couldn’t.
Well, I didn’t actually want to.
It was new and thrilling at the same time. So thrilling bother at first I regretted not doing anything before now but I was actually happy that I didn’t do it so causally at the same time.
His touches.
I felt him everywhere. Well, almost everywhere.
He literally kissed my whole body. From my temple, to my nose, my lips, my neck, my breasts and down to my toes.
I never felt such a butterfly effect feeling in my whole life.
Just when I thought it was crazy to have that feeling at the pit of my stomach, I experienced it on my skin and it was euphoric.
The more I thought about it, the more I became aroused.
Until I remembered that u was actually the one that made him do it.
“Make no mistake though, I'm yours in heart, body and soul and if you want me right now, you can have me.”
“I want you to touch me now” I responded and it was like he prayed and waited for that answer because immediately those words left my mouth, his lips were on me in a second.
He kissed me like he was hungry and that aroused me so much, I knew that if I didn’t stop him myself, I wouldn’t have folded like a pretzel and properly go all night.
While it might sound like an exaggeration, I actually believe it to be an understatement as that man was ready for anything.
I was surprised. Not at the fact that it was him but at the fact he wanted me so bad.
It made me think about just how he was able to conceal such a need and unleash it the second I asked for it.
Gosh, I wanted him so bad but I was still skeptical about our situation and all the matters in between because while we could have sex and still get separated, yesterday made me realize that the day we do, is the day I laid myself to him and it would crush my soul to be away from him.
It was best I waited.
“Aiyana!” I heard Jerome call out with a raised voice, standing in front of me with a very worried expression imprinted on his face.
“Are you okay?” He asks looking worried as I nodded my head to say no.
“I’m alright, sorry. I just got lost in my thoughts.” I responded as I took Noah’s hands and moved to head out of the room, but was stopped with a hug and then a kiss on my temple.
“You’re so beautiful, princess.” He compliments with a smile and walks away from us.
“Eww, kissy kissy” Noah mocks as we walk out, making me laugh.
Oh, the innocence of children.
In between my happiness and contentment while making breakfast for Noah as he had turned down every meal that wasn’t mine, especially breakfast, I felt unease.
A very sudden unease that I usually felt when I was watched and as I looked in the direction tugging at me, I only saw a guard there which was very normal but I didn’t feel as normal.
Maybe I was being paranoid but I just couldn’t shake off the feeling that the guard was changing posts as I could swear I saw him in front of my room as I walked out.
I also knew It wasn’t time for their shifts yet.
“Aiyana, can I have it now?” Noah asks for the rice crispies I had prepared for him, breaking me out of my thoughts as I handed it out to him, while also making my mind not to alarm him if he was actually watching me.
I would tell Jerome but only after I was sure that it wasn’t paranoia.