Chapter 62

**Matteo**

Tommaso was a sick bastard. When I received an invitation to a video call from him, a lot of things ran through my mind, but not this. Is he for real? Is he really going to live stream him torturing Lily?

I feel nauseous when I see him slapping Lily in the face, but I force myself to watch. They can see me on their side. The more they think it is affecting me, the worse they will do. I think. Vita bent over me and pressed the mute button. She stood back up, her face outside of the camera when she spoke.

“Matteo, come on! You can’t be seriously going to watching this!”, she spoke angrily.

“So what do you suggest?”, I asked her. Half mocking, half serious. If Vita has any great ideas so that I don’t have to watch this, I would love it. If there is any way for Lily to get freed from that hell without us having to give up our suppliers, I would love to hear it. But Vita shook her head.

“Is he going to rape her on screen?!”, Luciano yelled incredulously, as we watched him push her pants down and shoving his fingers up Lily’s pussy. I close my eyes for a second as I force down the bile. I looked at Lily’s face that is contorted because of the pain Tommaso is causing. Watching this is going to kill me, but I felt like I must watch it if she is experiencing it.

“What are you going to do?”, Ennio asked me. I know he is as disgusted by this as I am, but I also know that he would be the first to remind me of our goals. That I should consider Lily as collateral damage.

“I don’t know. We worked to hard to just hand over our suppliers to that asshole. But Lily doesn’t deserve this either.”, I replied.

“So you are going to torture yourself to watch him defile her?”, Vita argued angrily. I nodded sadly. That was exactly what I planned to do.

I saw them take Lily of the hook and remove the gag. By now she was completely naked, and I could already count the bruises on her body that they must have caused before this shitshow. I felt my hands clench into fists. I wanted to beat the living hell out of their bodies for doing this to her.

“Oh God.”, Vita gasped. I inhaled sharply when I saw Tommaso push down his trousers and pull out his cock. He pumped it a few times before he grabbed her face and he wanted to push his cock in her mouth. Lily clenched her lips together as tightly as she could. I knew she couldn’t see, but she must have heard something.

“Vico, is the sound still on?”, I asked him nervously. Vico nodded and turned it up.

“Bitch, open your mouth!”, Tommaso yelled, while he pinched her nose shut. Knowing that she would need to open her mouth soon if she wanted to breath. Lily gasped and Tommaso shoved his cock in her mouth, while he held her head tightly.

“Suck it!”, he grunted to her. Lily jerked as much as she could to get away from his dick. “Hold her.”, Tommaso commanded to two of his men. They obeyed immediately, and held Lily in place, making sure that she couldn’t move. Not even an inch.

Tommaso put his cock in her mouth again. Lily couldn’t do anything to get it out again, but judging by the rage of Tommaso she must have bitten him hard. I felt a twinge of joy rushing through my veins. A twinge of joy that was replaced by guilt and anger fast when Tommaso kicked Lily in her chest hard.

“Now suck it. Every time you pull such a move, you get beaten. Or raped.”, Tommaso yelled angrily.

“Oh no.”, Vita gasped, and she moved closer to Luciano for support.

I saw the resilience disappear from Lily’s eyes, as she sucked Tommaso’s dick. The bastard was enjoying himself loudly. He was groaning and fisted his hand in her hair. Lily was choking on his dick, but he kept pushing it down her throat. Minutes later Tommaso came in her mouth, and I saw the cum dripping from her mouth as she refused to swallow.

It was these little acts of defiance that kept me alive, that made me believe that Lily was still fighting. Even if Tommaso slapped her face several times for not swallowing after the fact.

Tommaso pulled his pants up and walked towards the camera. In the back I saw the blindfold being put back in place as her gag.

“Hello Matteo, I hope you enjoyed the show. I know now why you kept her around, she sucks it good!”, Tommaso said with a sleazy grin on his face.

“Anything you want to say to me?”, Tommaso asked. Reluctantly, I shook my head.

“No? I will let Lily know that you care more for your business than for her. Let’s get back together again tomorrow!”, Tommaso chuckled, and the connection broke.

I pushed my chair back angrily, not caring where it ended up, and I punched the wall as I walked out of the room.

The next day I sat down in front of the monitor with great trepidation. I didn’t want to think about what they were going to do to Lily today. On the other hand, I also didn’t want to give in to Tommaso’s demands. I knew I was going to lose Lily over this, and maybe that was why I was tormenting myself by watching.

I knew that even if Lily got out of Tommaso’s hands at some point, she would never be able to forgive me for leaving her there. For having the shit beaten out of her, because I choose business over love. I had no doubt that she wouldn’t be able to understand. Watching her now helped me with the guilt I felt over all this.

The video call connected, and I saw the same room as yesterday. My beautiful Lily hanging on that damned hook in the ceiling, gag in her mouth. They didn’t even bother to get her dressed this time. She looked scared, not knowing what was coming her way.

“Ciao Matteo. Anything you want to say?”, Tommaso grinned to the camera. I shook my head angrily. “Oh well.”, Tommaso taunted as he walked away from the camera over to Lily.

“Your boyfriend still doesn’t want you.”, Tommaso taunted her, while he ran his finger down her neck to her breast. I could see her body shiver. “Now, now, you can do better.”, Tommaso scolded her. He grabbed her breast roughly and pulled hard on her nipple. I saw tears welling in her eyes. Tommaso slapped her hard on her breasts.

“You whore! You better like it!”, he yelled at her, as he again shoved his fingers up her pussy. I saw Lily’s eyes close in anguish, trying her best to not let Tommaso notice. I felt her pain in my heart though.

“I don’t know how you do it.”, Luciano said softly, as he sat next to me. I shrugged, I didn’t know how I did it either.

“If it was Vita in there, I would have been a complete mess.”, he whispered. I did not need to hear that. It wasn’t helping me to stay strong for my famiglia and for Lily.

We both watched as Tommaso punched her in the face. Then again, the men lowered her from the hook, removed the gag completely this time, and pushed her down to her knees.

“Suck me.”, Tommaso commanded. Lily tried to refuse again, but Tommaso kicked her in the chest. He ordered her again, and she did as he asked. Tears were flowing down her cheeks, as Tommaso pushed his cock deeper in her throat. Tommaso groaned, and ordered someone that I couldn’t quite understand. Then I saw one of his men shoving a vibrator up her pussy. Lily struggled, but she couldn’t get away.

“He is going to make her cum. Damnit, he is playing a nasty game.”, Luciano whispered in a tone of voice that held somewhere between disgust and admiration.

I knew what Tommaso wanted to achieve. He wanted to get in her mind that I didn’t want her. He wanted her to be disgusted by herself for having an orgasm during something she didn’t want to do in the first place. Tommaso wanted her to hate me and to hate herself. And by the looks of it, he was succeeding.

I didn’t look away for even a second as Lily sucked his cock until Tommaso came, and as she orgasmed at least twice during that time. I saw her teary eyes looking in the camera full of defeat.

Next thing we saw was Tommaso walking around her, positioning his dick at her ass. I gripped the arm rests of my chair as he did. Then the connection failed.

“Vico! What happened?!”, I yelled, desperate for the connection to be restored. I saw Vico typing away, looking confused.

“I don’t know, boss.”, he said doubtfully. I walked up to him and grabbed him by his throat.

“You better fucking find out!”, I yelled in his face, as I forcefully pushed him back in his chair. I walked out of the room pissed off.

I was back in my seat for the third day in a row. I felt sick to my stomach because of the idea that I had to watch Lily suck Tommaso off for another time. Vico couldn’t figure out what happened to the connection yesterday. On the one hand I was glad to not be able to see Tommaso rape Lily in her ass, but on the other hand I would have wanted to see it. To know that it wasn’t some sick mind game that he was playing with me.

The video stream connected, and Lily was hanging again from the hook in the ceiling. Naked, but no gag this time.

“Ciao Matteo. Anything you want to say?”, Tommaso asked me cheerily. I shook my head again.

“Oh well, let’s play. I have to say, her ass is so nice and tight! I might want to try that again”, he taunted.

My body tensed completely, and I felt Vita’s hand on my thigh to comfort me, as well as Ennio’s on my shoulder. Not that there was anything either one could have said or done that would be able to comfort me.

“Ciao bellisima, anything you want to say to Matteo?”, Tommaso asked Lily. Lily looked warily at him, afraid of what was going to happen next.

“Well?”, Tommaso pushed her.

“I love you.”, Lily whispered. It felt like a blow to my gut.

Tommaso lost it completely after she said that. He started punching her like she was a punching bag in boxing training. I heard Lily screaming in agony, but Tommaso didn’t let up. Sweat was dripping from his forehead, but he kept punching and kicking her all over her body. Lily was dangling on the hook from all the force Tommaso punched her with.

Then I heard Vita gasp and squeezing my thigh hard, while she pointed to the screen. I heard her sob next to me. It took me a moment to see, but then I did. I saw the blood coming from her pussy, streaming down her legs. It started with a drip, but then it was a small stream that didn’t seem to end.

At first, I didn’t understand why this was what broke Vita. The asshole had been manhandling her for minutes, but then I finally got it.

Lily was miscarrying because of Tommaso’s beating.

Lily had been pregnant. She was losing my baby.