CHAPTER 20: Kiss
YANNA
I never expect him to say that, even though im drunk I still know what I am saying. We both looked each other until his gazed went to my lips and he slowly approached and kissed me, I feel his lips until he moved. I love the way he kissed me and he even deepened his kissed until he let his tongue played mine. It was to aggressive that I cannot follow his kissed until it separated and we were both short of breath.
SHOCKS! That shouldn't be happen.
" so-sorry" he said but because I still cant get over to what happened I just stared at him.
" uhm so-sorry too" I just closed my eyes and leaned back as he close the door and entered to driver seat.
Our situation is awkward now because we are both shocked of what we did, we are drunk so I understand that I just admit that im drunk but im more drunk to his kissed.
My eyes are still closed because I don't want him to see the guilt in my eyes, I was wrong my gosh! Im married and he has fiance. Yanna what did you do.
" were here" finally we arrived. When I open the door its not opening, I open again I think its lock.
" the-the door is lock" I am nervous.
" yanna" his facing my back and my head id down. Im afraid face him that I might make mistake again and regret what will happen next.
" can you unlock the door" why is that my heart keeps beating so fast.
" ok but promise me that were going to talk tomorrow?" URGH! Why do we need to talk?.
" ok" I said and he signed and I heard the door clicked so it means that its unlock so I open the door and closed it. I didn't looked back so I walked straight home.
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Im at school now for our last examination and after this one its already summer break so its mean im going to 4th year in next coming months the with in a year im going to meet my husband. But I suddenly remembered of what happen to me and troy.
" yanna why are you alone?" tristan sit in front of me while his holding a milk tea.
" I just finished my exam and waiting for debbie and daisy" I answered.
" by the way, troy is looking for you. Are you avoiding him?" tristan is really a straight forward person.
" its not just that im just a bit busy "since that kissed I already avoided him.
" you have to talk to him especially were graduating next week" he said. I've been busy this past few weeks because of our school requirements and know they were going to graduate already.
" troy!" tristan shouted while waving his hand. I turned to troy was when suddenly my heart pounding again. SHOCKS! Calm yanna.
" hi" he said then he came over and sat next to me. Why do you have to seat beside me troy, why are you making me suffer more.
" ill leave you first and looked for others" tristan stood up and he fist bumped with troy.
SHOCKS! I don't know if im nervous or im going to urinate. Are we going to talk about last time? GOSH! My heart don't stop flipping. URGH!
" why are you avoiding me?" his voice was cold.
" im not avoiding you, im just busy with my study" I was nervous when I answered.
" if that's the case… then we talked about last time we met" his voice got colder and colder that makes me more nervous.
" troy that happened is just nothing and we know that we have boundary that shouldn't happened "as I said that as if something suck on my throat.
" so its just nothing to you" he emphasis the word nothing to me but I cant help it I loved the kissed but its wrong.
" we were both drunk and sometimes because of alcohol we cant avoid that kind of thing" I don't know if im saying correctly but I just want to covey to him that its wrong we shouldn't add more because we were already taken.
" I get it" I looked at him and there was angry on his face.
He stood up and left me but as it was moving away I want him to stop and say that its not just that a kissed. I loved the kiss and I think im falling to him.