Chapter 20 The Alpha’s Wild Thoughts
SSS+ Alpha Marcus Pov
“Darn it!”
I swore as I frowned in irritation when the lighter wouldn't light up.
I stood by the window of my room and from here, I could see the large swimming pool at the back of my home. I closed my eyes in frustration as I tried to calm my raging blood, but somehow, it just wasn't working.
I inhaled deeply, my deep eyes stared at the water but my mind wasn't on that, instead, all I could think of was the moaning sound of Elena which I had mistakenly heard.
I licked my dry lips, and with a flicker, the lighter finally came up. I put the cigarette in between my lips, then lit it up with narrowed eyes that showed danger and mystery.
I took in one big drag, tilted my head to the side, and let the ring of smoke blur the confusion on my face.
I had only wanted to teach her a lesson after seeing how she danced in front of those people, but I don't understand how things escalated into me almost losing my reasoning in front of an omega that belonged to my friend— A girl I knew I couldn't, and mustn't have anything to do with.
When Richard had reported to me that Elena wasn't in her college, I hadn't felt anything, instead, I had ordered that he must find her and bring her back even if he was bleeding, because I knew that he wouldn't die, and if he died, then he just wasn't strong enough.
In our world, the strong are respected which is why everyone would do anything to become stronger even if it were something forbidden. The S+ Rank Alphas want to become an SS+ Alpha, and even the SS+ alphas wish to become higher even though they knew nothing could change their body constitution.
I snorted, my eyes bloody and ruthless like I wasn't thinking of the beast side of humans.
I pinched the cigarette in between my fingers and allowed it to burn as I watched it with eyes filled with danger and coldness.
When Richard had told me that he found Elena, I still hadn't felt anything, but the strange thing was the sudden annoyance I had felt when I heard she had gone to the club. I didn't know what came over me, I had left the house and asked my men to drive me to the club.
I forgot all about my indifference, but still, I felt it was because she was the daughter of my friend and she was under my care, but—
Darn it!
My eyes darkened with chilliness that could freeze one’s soul to emptiness, the cigarette I was smoking continued to burn, but it lay helplessly on the ground where I had thrown it in irritation.
I pursed my lips, my body radiated coldness as I recalled the scene I had met when I got to the bar. The moment I sighted her in the midst of other people whose faces my senses blurred, I felt so much fire burn through me.
“How could she wear a dress as skimpy as that and dance in front of others?! How dare she?!”
Even if everything had ended, the rage still burned through my body at this moment when I remembered how she had danced so seductively.
I swallowed, closed my eyes and inhaled deeply, and when I opened them back, I lit up another cigarette and inhaled.
At that time, I didn't know how I had lost control of myself. I had been calm on the outside, but my whole being felt uncomfortable, as if my possession was being watched and targeted by others. And when I saw the eyes of others on her, I had the urge to purge out their eyes and feed them with it.
I sneered coldly. Elena didn't know, but I had asked one of my men to take care of two males who had looked at her so inappropriately and even dared to touch themselves disgustingly and take some pictures.
This was the first time in a while I had gotten so angry, and it baffles me that it was because of Elena. I don't know why I reacted so unusually, and I don't care to know, but I don't want to see her in a scene like that ever again! Because she—
My thought suddenly paused, I tilted my head, furrowed my brows into a deep frown.
“She is what?” I muttered to myself, my eyes narrowed in concentration, but suddenly, a thought flashed past my mind, and my eyes turned darker, colder and the air around me became even more dangerous.
“That little vixen!” I cursed under my breath.
Recalling what had happened in the car, how I had given her a sound warning, but lost control of myself instead, I gritted my teeth in dissatisfaction.
“What the hell are you doing going into a daze while looking at her lips?! What the fuck did you want to do?!” I questioned myself ruthlessly.
As a high rank Alpha who is feared by most people, I had always prided my self control unless its that time when my rut takes over, and whenever it's getting to that time, it's either I call Victoria, the beta woman who had stayed with me the longest who is also Richard’s sister, or I fuck other omegas, Beta or even Alphas, but it has always been done to go through the process.
But still, not once have I lost my senses staring at a woman’s lips and having the urge to plunge my tongue into those parted sexy mouths of hers, and I even thought about how it’d feel like putting my dick in her mouth—
Fuck!
“Disgraceful! How can someone as powerful as I think of this?! And not to anyone else but… Elena?” I inhaled the smoke, then spat it out as I thought about the situation. “I knew it! I shouldn't have allowed her to stay here.”
I let the cigar stay in between my teeth, and my hand flicks on the lighter. I watched the fire burn and go off repeatedly, but my mind couldn't help but recall the sound I had heard again.
I ground the cigarette in between my teeth.
I had left the car after I noticed the situation in the car had become dangerous and Elena had fallen into her desire. But then, I had stopped on the way, turned around to bring her back because I wouldn't have her go back to that club!
But who would have expected to hear the most stimulating sounds when I got to the car?
I closed my eyes, and the moans and whimpers I heard filled my mind.
Her moans had sounded so low, charming to fault. It rang out, paused then rang out again like a cello that forced one into the world of lust.
I had felt my finger tremble, my eyes had darkened with not rage but lust—Shocking lust!
Her cries had forced thought into my head. And I found myself seeing her kneeling in front of me with her hands tied, her body covered in my marks, her lips parted with tongue out as I slapped my hard dick on it.
I had pictured her bent in a wild way as I do the unimaginable. Fucking her until she is all swollen, whipping her until her body only knows mine, and biting her until she has my name on her whole being.
I had the urge to do wicked things to her, I wanted to hear the sounds of her cries, her painful whimper as I went in and out of her, her body weakening under me as I possessed her, took her, bred her and had her covered in my semen.
“Urggh! Darn it!”
I snapped out of my thoughts, my breathing choked, the cigarette in between my lips had already become wet, and the lighter in my hand had broken into pieces.
My eyes which had become bloodshot from my nasty thoughts stared at the huge bulge in the middle of my trousers, and somehow, I just knew something was about to change and if I don't do something about it, all my thoughts… it might happen one day, and..
“I wouldn't give a fuck anymore!”