Chapter 98 Trying to ignore her

Chapter 98 Trying to ignore her
Axel's POV

Her eyes looked like the glossiest yet softest shade of brown as she looked at me, I hated how it made me feel sorry that I'd just told her off.

A little pout formed on her lips and I turned away from her quickly, she knew exactly what she was doing by looking at me that way. She knew damn well that I could read and almost feel the meanings behind all of her facial expressions, even now.

I dragged the chair that was pushed into my study table and sat in it, maybe if I managed to ignore her for long enough she'd take a fucking hint and leave my sight. I huffed angrily as I sat, the main source of my anger being that she still affected me, it scared me that she did.

My ears itched to pick up the sound of her feet leaving the room and shutting the door behind her, but it never came. I stared blankly at the system in front of me, I pretended like I was going over some important numbers on the spreadsheet I'd displayed before myself.

My attention span was suddenly unreliable as fuck, all my mind focused on was how she'd looked me over and bit her lips a few minutes ago. As I shut my eyes momentarily, a visual of her biting her lips flashed wickedly making a wild heat spread through my body.

I opened my eyes almost immediately and shook my head to clear the visual before it ruined me. Why did she have to appeal to the one part of me that I had almost no control over when I was around her? She'd awoken my burning desire to fuck her by simply showing me that she was still just as attracted to me.

Meanwhile, as my mind wandered, she stood quietly against the door despite being told to leave much earlier. I wasn't facing her but I could feel her gaze piercing through my skull from behind my head, it pissed me off.

I turned around abruptly to face her as she rekindled my anger, I figured that I needed to tell her off more sternly to get rid of her.

"Leave. Now!" I ordered her with a slightly raised tone but she didn't flinch, and nor did she make a move to leave.

Instead, she folded her arms over her chest and took a more determined stance, did she realize that I was in charge here? Why the fuck wouldn't she listen to me? My annoyance increased as I saw her stern expression as well, coupled with her stance.

"Why are you still here?" my annoyance laced my tone as I questioned her and I hoped she'd pick up on it and fucking leave already.

No answer. She simply adjusted her stance and shot me a knowing look, how the hell was I supposed to know why she was still here after I'd asked her to leave twice?? She was truly getting on my nerves, I hated it.

"Fucking answer me, Lisa." I moved the chair in a swift motion and stood up in frustration as I waited for her reply, which had better be swift.

"I'm not leaving here until you're ready to listen to me." An unusual confidence exuded from her as she spoke. She'd dropped the puppy eyes routine, I see.

"You don't get to make demands, you have no right to!" I retorted and inched further toward where she stood, anger clouding my thoughts.

"I'm tired of you being stubborn, if this is the last moment we'll share- you'll listen to what I have to say, Axel" She'd slurred out the last syllable of my name seductively and my eyes darkened as I noticed it, what the fuck was going on?

"No. I don't give a fuck anymore, all your explanations sound pointless" I eyed the distance between us wearily, in a few long strides I could cover it and she'd practically be beneath me.

"I'm not explaining for fuck's sake, I'm apologizing but you're hardly hearing it!" She yelled angrily and I froze where I stood, she had no right to be angry at me right now, my head spun, and the sheer audacity she'd gathered let her raise her voice at me.

"You owe me th-"

"I don't owe you shit. Don't fucking play that card with me, ever" I shook off the shock of being yelled at by her the second she tried to claim that I owed her the right to be heard out, I gave her countless opportunities to have come clean in the past.

"Shit, fine." She slapped her arms by her sides in frustration and I assumed she'd finally leave the room since her argument was now pointless.

But she didn't, she stayed put and stared at me.

"Aren't you going to leave?" My frustration peaked as I asked.

"I meant it when I said I wasn't going to leave until you listened to me" She shrugged as though she was being impossibly infuriating, and she was doing it on purpose.

I covered the space between us in no time and I was hovering over her, "And I ordered you to leave"

She looked flushed for a second, but she quickly regained her composure and cleared her throat.

"No." came her calm reply.

No? What the fuck did she mean no? "It's called an order for a reason, you don't get to say no." My gaze held hers.

We were dangerously close and I could see the top of her breasts that had been exposed slightly by the V-neck T-shirt she wore while I kept hovering over her. I swallowed sharply and averted my eyes to her face as a desire to push her against the door and fuck her overwhelmed me.

Shit, I could barely focus on anything other than how re-energized and luscious her skin looked again after she'd eaten diligently in the last few days. Her lips weren't glossy as usual but the deep pink on her lower lip looked brighter, I guessed she must've used chapstick-fuck, I wanted to kiss her lips and find out which flavor it was.

"I said, " No." She closed the little space that separated us and her body was now flushed against mine, every hair on my body seemed to stand upright as her skin touched mine, igniting a fire I'd fought to water down.

I searched her eyes longingly as her chest rose and fell in what I assumed to be angry breaths, I was fucking mad that she thought she could be mad at me as well. But instead of focusing on my anger, my eyes wandered to her cleavage which seemed to be more tightly pressed against me.

More of her breasts had spilled out and I found it hard to control the blood that ran straight to my dick as I thought of how good her boobs felt being pressed against my chest. I tried to move away from her the moment I felt my erection, but her hand on my arm stopped me as I turned.

"Don't look away from me, Axel." Her voice was low, her eyes seemed to be brimmed with the same desire that threatened my entire being as well.

"Don't fucking touch me." I roared slowly as I turned to face her after I'd yanked my arm away from her grasp.

The line between my anger and my overwhelming urge to fuck her thinned uncontrollably as she touched me, I needed her to stop.

"I'll do whatever I want unless you talk to me." She placed both her hands on my chest, grabbed two fist fulls of my shirt, and pulled me towards her with full force.

I fucking lost it the moment she did that, I pushed her against the door and had a hand over her neck while she still fisted my shirt. In seconds, I bent over slightly and my lips covered hers in a rough and breathless kiss, it felt as though my insides would fucking explode as I deepened the kiss.

Watermelon. Her chapstick flavor was watermelon, I'd finally tasted it as I used my tongue to deepen the kiss further.

She struggled to maintain her stance so I used my second hand to grab her waist and pull her tightly against me as we kissed. I knew that I shouldn't have been kissing her but once I started, there was no stopping me, I've never wanted to fuck a woman as badly as I wanted to with her, always.

Her hands tugged at my shirt as though she wanted to take it off, so I moved my hand from her neck and used it to take off my shirt without breaking the kiss. She traced her hands over my chest and drove me crazy until her hands began to wander lower.

Before she could touch the band of my pants, I grabbed her hands and pulled away from the kiss. I held her gaze and shook my head.

"I'm in control. You don't get to make love to me, even though I can't resist you" I didn't want her caressing my body like she did while I assumed we were in love, I just couldn't help myself when it came to her but there were boundaries she didn't deserve to cross.

I took my pants off myself instead, she watched me closely like she couldn't bear to look away. I wasn't patient enough to watch her take off her clothes, so I ripped her shirt off her to reveal her breasts which had pushed me over the edge in the first place. I used a less angry grip to take off her pants as she struggled to stay calm.

While she stood and struggled to catch her breath, I whisked her into my arms by lifting her by her thighs and having her legs wrapped tightly around my waist. I let her back rest against the wall before I pulled her toward me and thrust into her roughly, over and over and our loud, breathless moans filled the room.

I watched her eyes roll back in pleasure as she fucked her against the door as well, she rode her first release with a scream while she struggled to hold on to me. I had her bent over at the edge of the bed next and I pulled her hair roughly while we fucked, as much as our sex was fueled by anger- it still felt like a much-needed release, sex with her was always so unreal.

As soon as she got up from being bent over, she pushed me against the bed and got on top of me before I could persist and rode me with her hands in my hair, grasping tightly. In no time, I came and my knees buckled underneath her from the waves of pleasure that thrashed against me.

Our eyes locked just before she collapsed on my chest and attacked my lips with a kiss that felt like I'd unlocked an insatiable hunger within her. I matched her hunger with the kiss because that's just how helpless I felt when it came to her.

In no time, I held her tightly by her waist and fucked her while she moaned i my mouth and kissed me still. I cursed in her ears from the immense longing for her that had almost ruined me and fucked her even harder as I neared my release again.

This time, we came together and I felt her legs thunder from her orgasm seconds after her mind had ended, it drove me crazy. She finally got off me and fell restlessly on the bed right beside me while we struggled to normalize our heavy breathing.

What the fuck was that? My sanity seemed to have momentarily returned.