Chapter Forty-Nine

It was me who broke our staring contest.

I leaned up to catch Aiden's lips hungrily with my own. Shyness still simmered within me, tainting my movements but I felt confidence blooming in me as well like a wave of heat . Aiden was never afraid to show me what he wanted from me or how he felt and it was high time I paid him back for that level of respect. I could tell he was surprised and unsure but the tension in his muscles quickly disappeared when I bucked my hips to grind myself against his hardness once more, silently letting him know what I wanted from him.

A deep moan rumbled in his chest when he finally cottoned on and in a flash, he was dominating the kiss, nibbling my bottom lip before delving his tongue into my mouth to swipe over mine.

His hands felt like irons branding me as they travelled over my skin. Each touch was like an arousing electric shock and I wanted more. It was my turn to moan when Aiden's mouth attacked my neck again, his wheat coloured hair tickling the sensitive flesh of my neck and jaw while he pressed open mouthed kisses to my skin feverishly. After a few moments he pulled away, eyes dark with arousal as he sat back on his knees, hands going to the hem of his pants which were already hanging teasingly low.

"Are you sure, Ellie?" He asked, the raspiness of his voice sending chills through me and making me shiver.

I nodded, forcing myself to keep my eyes on him even though the shy little girl inside of me wanted to look away. I couldn't stop the blush that marred my cheeks as Aiden slid his sweatpants down, exposing his hardness that stood proudly, precum already forming at the tip. I confess I didn’t have anything to compare the sight to but to me, Aiden looked handsome, his muscular and aroused body stealing my breath.

"You'll burst into flames if you blush anymore." Aiden teased as he leaned down to pepper kisses on my neck and jaw. "Just relax…"

Easy for him to say. He wasn't about to lose his virginity.

I did attempt to relax though, focusing on keeping my breathing steady only for it to hitch when I felt the head of Aiden’s member rubbing against my clit to tease me or perhaps to give me one last chance to back out but despite my nerves I knew I wanted this. I wanted him.

The pain was like something was being torn and I winced as Aiden filled me, my walls protesting as they accommodated his length. It was unpleasant but not enough to have me screaming or crying. It hurt but I could handle it. Aiden was neither too fast or too slow as he entered me for which I was grateful as I don't think I could've endured him going any slower. Yet despite the pain there was something satisfying about Aiden being inside of me. My body was fighting it.

“Ellie,” Aiden’s voice was low and strained and I realised then he was trying to be gentle but this was driving him crazy. “Breathe.”

I hadn’t realised I had been holding my breath until Aiden said something. I let it out in a slow stream, the muscles of my stomach quivering as I became aware of the heat radiating from Aiden’s body, his breath fanning my neck in light pants, the feeling of him inside of me. The pain dulled but the surrealness remained. All I could think was that I wanted more, that I needed more.

“Move, please.” I breathed, shifting my hips to encourage Aiden who was treating me like a delicate flower.

“Are you sure?” Aiden murmured. “Don’t rush if it still hurts.”

“Aiden, move.” I laughed softly, the gesture making me aware of the intrusion.

He kissed me, muffling my whimpers as he began to thrust. Each movement was shallow and careful, letting me get accustomed to the feeling. Each stroke stoked that pain again and again but I also noticed the pain fading as well until the pain was all but gone. I wrapped my legs around his waist, drawing him closer as pleasure began to whisper through my core. At some point my whimpers of pain became moans of need and pleasure, my fingers digging into Aiden’s back as my hips bucked.

Aiden noticed before I did and his thrusts became quicker and harder, pleasure bursting inside of me each time he thrust into me. I was panting and trembling under this adonis of a man as he thrust into me. I don’t know exactly what he did, maybe he shifted slightly but one thrust hit something in me that sent an explosion through me making me cry out in bliss. I arched slightly, driving my hips to meet Aiden’s with each stroke, pushing my breasts into Aiden’s chest. Even that brought sweet pleasure due to the friction of fevered skin on fevered skin but nothing could compare to the storm of ecstasy I felt as Aiden’s hips bucked and drove his cock into me each time.

The room filled with the lewd sounds of skin on skin and our breathy moans. At some point Aiden’s teeth clamped down on my neck, anchoring him to me as his thrusts quickened, drawing us to the edge. I was teetering, needing just a little more to get me there. The pleasure was already building in my core, driving me crazy as I chased my release but I wanted--- no, I need more of Aiden. I needed all of him. I practically screamed when something found the bundle of nerves between my legs and rubbed. I realised it was Aiden’s fingers, teasing the nub so electric sparks buzzed through me and sent me crashing over the edge and into the maelstrom of my climax.

“Aiden!” I cried out, my body stiffening, walls clenching and back arching as wave after wave of my climax rolled through me like thunder. I couldn't breathe or think as every nerve lit up and danced.

I felt Aiden pull out of me just before he came, his hand fisting his engorged cock as he spilled over my stomach. I had seen the look in his eyes when he was aroused before but nothing compared to the look of pure release and pleasure that lit his eyes up like fireworks as he found his own climax. I wanted to see that again and again and I wanted to be the one who gave it to him.

We slumped onto the bed as a tangled mess of limbs. My insides throbbed from having Aiden inside of me and yet my whole body hummed from the afterglow. I felt oddly complete, as if a part of me had been missing and was now found. I had no regrets. If anything, while I looked at Aiden next to me, I felt myself falling for him even more. He is utterly perfect.

He must have noticed me staring at him because he turned to look at me, his cheeks flushed from what we had just done.

He pressed a gentle kiss to my shoulder before speaking.

"Penny for your thoughts."

I smiled, unable to take my eyes off of him. "I was just thinking how lucky I am to have you in my life."

"Oh trust, princess, It's me that's the lucky one." Aiden murmured, lacing our fingers together and kissing my knuckles. "I'd do anything for you, El."

I couldn't help but smile at his words. I know Liam would do anything for me like I would for him. That was what siblings did but for so long it had only been him who had my back and even then he has been so far away because of work for the last few years. I used to be able to tell him everything but the distance and the solitude had slowly ended that. How could Liam help me or support me when he was so far away and when others needed him more? Him being distracted could end with someone being hurt or killed. I couldn't be a distraction.

But now I had Aiden. Yes, it has taken me perhaps far too long to realise that he wanted to shoulder my issues and worries but when you've gone so long only being able to rely on yourself especially when nearly everyone you know has been out to get you or harm you, it takes a while for the blinkers to come away.

"How are you feeling?" Aiden asked me.

"A little sore but good." I replied.

"Hm, well how about I make you feel better?" Aiden leaned in to peck me on the lips.

"How?" I was curious, he clearly had something in mind.

I squealed when he wrapped his arms around me, pulled me on top of him so our bodies were flush, my breasts crushed into his chest.

"I'll show you." He smirked. "sit up for me."

I frowned in confusion but did as he asked. Just as I was about to straddle his hips, Aiden's hands gripped my waist, tugging me towards his head so I was straddling his shoulders instead.

"What are you doing?" I gasped, my cheeks burning as I realised how close his mouth was to my core.

"As I said before," he chuckled, hot air hitting my most sensitive parts. "I'm making you feel better."

Before I could say anything more I felt the wet heat on his mouth on my button of nerves, suckling causing my mouth to fall open and eyes to squeeze shut as pleasure ripped through me once more.