Chapter 65
Oh no!
"Lara that's-"
"Don't you Lara me, Edward! Tell me why do you keep photos of Emily more than you keep photos of me, us or anything we do together!"
"Its-"
"No! I want the reason why your phone's wallpaper has photo of you two enjoying together in Mauritius when I was also there with you!"
Edward didn't say anything.
"I'm supposed to be your girlfriend, Edward! And you're supposed to be keeping my photos, our photos, in your phone, laptop or whatever! You cut me out of your life so easily forgetting each and every moment we shared in those five years! It's horrible!"
Tears flew down her pretty face, her black mascara flodding her features.
"Lara listen, I didn't cut you out! It's just that I want to give Emily same time and respect as I give to you-"
"Respect!? Edward? Really? You want to give me respect while keeping a separate folder of pictures for your LILY and keeping this office lodged with photos of her, you, and your little cute childhood wity her when I am officially your girlfriend!"
"I can't believe you're fighting with me just because I don't keep enough graphics of you, or us?! I didn't know you were so petty, Lara! "
"Petty!? Do you even know what a girlfriend is!? Do you even know how to treat your girlfriend? No, you don't?!? Cause you're always lilying around, aren't you!? Girlfriends aren't just for satisfying your desires,Edward!? Girlfriends aren't just for banging your d*** into their fucking wet holes!"
I covered my mouth yet again to stop a loud gasp.
"Did you even love me! Do you even love me!?
Edward looked at Lara with softness in his eyes, his hands grabbing hers almost immediately to cover them with his completely.
"Do you!?" Her eyes were pleading him to answer, some tears flowing from the corner.
"I do. Lara. I do. A lot but-"
"Then why is there a huge "but" everytime? Why don't you ever say "I love you" to me? You proposed me saying you liked me but you never said you loved me! Never! I'm still waiting for the day when you would say me those three words I want to hear so badly!"
What! Edward didn't say he loved Lara! Woah! Really! Why!
But he always said to me that he loved Lara? Isn't she the reason we're keeping this fake marriage? What the hell is going on!?
"No. Its not that-"
"I know what that is-"
"Lara, you're thinking wrong again. We're just friends-"
"No! It's always been her, it was never me to begin with!"
"Lara-"
"It's always been that fucking bitch! That fucking whore who would take you-"
"Lara!!! Mind your fucking language!"
Edward slammed his balled fists loudly on the glass table, a faint sound of crack reverberating in the room and I wiped my face frantically with my shirt to stop stupid tears falling so miserably from my eyes.
I trusted her so much! I liked her for God's sake!
It hurts so much to see everyone hating you around in the universe!
"Why should I-"
"Get out!" Edward yelled in frustration.
"Edward, you're asking me-"
"Yes, I'm asking you to get out! Now get out!"
"But you-"
"Are you getting out on your own or should I dare to call the security!?!"
"You aren't doing any good-"
"Get out and never show your face to me again!"
Lara glared at him, her eyes red and glistening with unshed tears.
"Fine! I'm going for now but you better-"
"Get Out forever!!
They glared at each other for a long time, both heaving and tired from shouting and yelling all this time.
She gritted her teeth, before collecting her purse and phone and stomped angrily on the floor to outside, not forgetting to shut the door rather strongly and loudly which resonated the window shutters.
As soon as she left, Edward closed his eyes, shook his head to take a deep breath, his face showing that of a desperation and misery.
He was regretting his conversation with Lara!
He really loves her! Then why is he doing all that!? Why?
I saw him coming towards my door and I locked it silently, snaked my fingers into my pockets to pull out earphones and plugged them in my ears fastly and fumbled with the magazines in washroom to read one.
I heard a loud knock and opened the door, inserting pin of earphones to my phone and searching for any song in haste but I missed pressing click over it.
"Yes?" I said, pretending to dance lightly on the silent mute earphones.
"What are you still doing there!? Constipation!?"
"No no. I was just getting out when I heard this new song came out recently and so I listened to it and.... and... now... I can't stop listening to it?"
"Oh! Then come out when you're-"
"On the contrary, Miranda called five minutes ago to inform me I had to attend a meeting from my hospital which I am joining in and it's important, really important so I must be going now! Bye!" I ran towards the library.
"Lily wait-"
Dragging the huge pile consisting of series of "Mary killed Who!?" and "Lucifer, A serial killer!" books, I yelled to him, grabbing doorknob.
"I hope you don't mind me taking all this and", I picked up some flowers from his desk " these too and", fastly, I grabbed some more books "and these too"
I mouthed "Bye" once again to him before opening the door hurriedly and running outside only to come back again.
"Hey!! And I would like it very much if you could set Miss Vermicelli free! I tied her mouth and legs.. accidently! Hope you don't mind! And call someone to clean the food mess on your table!"
Throwing books and flowers in my car, I grabbed the car door and pushed it open. Hopping inside, I put my head on steering wheel to catch in the breath I was holding all this time.
My phone rang and it was Edward.