Christian didn't know how to react to what he had just witnessed, he was confused on if it was right for him to judge the matters from what he was looking at, right there was the same person he detested kissing his woman on the lips, confused he turned away and walked out of the scene.
It was an awkward moment for the other woman who remained on the bed, she looked up at Rian with detest.
"I didn't ask that you show up, this is the right place for us to meet."
Rian wasn't exactly excited about how she was speaking to him. If anything, he would want her out of that place as fast as he could. The thought that she was sharing a house alone with a man was quite out of the ordinary.
He tried kissing her again and she averted her lips.
"Now what?"He questioned, his voice a tone higher.
He stood up from the bed and stormed to the window, he saw Tonia driving out.
"Ain't you ashamed, you share this place with a man that has his own woman… "
She rolled her eyes."Told you severally, this is all for show."
He wouldn't take anything that she was saying to make it worse hated the fact that she had anything to being here-
Much as possible he wanted it all done with, he wanted her just one place and that was with him.
She was angry and it had nothing to do with what he was saying, it was a different anger… she was mad at the fact that she was fucking , what shame it would be if anyone got to know .
Deep in her mind she knew she couldn't tell anyone, it was impossible for her so it was best she lived with the shame.
*******
Apparently, she wasn't the only one burning with jealousy, he did too -
Christian drops the cup on the table burped as he wobbled Into the room, it was all he could do to stop himself from barging Into the room and kicking him out of his fucking House.
He had that need to bury himself in some things , anything as the evening neared-
He had thought about burning all his energy in sex again with Tonia that evening but she had called to tell him she wouldn't be coming home that evening.
He tossed and turned finding it harder to sleep, he popped in two spills hoping it would get him that rest he so much Craves but it did nothing of such.
His eyes was wild awake, with all his nerve still racing, he hated this he fucking did, he dragged his feet to the balcony -
After what seemed like a while of him staring blindly at the sky he walked back to the room and made way to the bathroom.
A quick shower , and he could feel all the memories flooding his mind, this time it wasn't all Tonia, hos mind went back to that night he fucked her -Laura, the night she had conceived and trapped him into all of this.
He ran his finger through his hair, enjoying those sweet memories of the night at the car as well. Had she thought it would be easy to rid that memory as well?
He still carried the scars, the fact that all he thought about while fucking Tonia the previous night was her fucking face.
As the hot shower water sluiced down his skin, he wondered how bad she got it as well- he wondered if she felt the same way he was feeling.
She had seen the way she acted after that day definitely, a part of her still held out to him.
An unpleasant weight pulled on my chest as soon as he was done and he could feel himself struggling to get hold of himself with every passing moment.
When he was perfectly calm he walked out of the bathroom and headed back to where he laid. In a restless daze, he finger combed hai wet hair and sat with a thud on the bed.
It occurred to him that he had not checked on her for the past minutes ever since he walked out, as the minute trickled slowly he wondered if he was doing the right thing, A good man would have gone to ask her why she was
that way but at that minute he didn't feel like it.
He was beginning to learn that perhaps he was greedy and it was going to be the undoing of him , he wanted both women and it didn't look like he might have any, at least not at the moment.
In the way he wished he could only flip a switch to get rid of this attraction he was feeling, it would do him a lot of good, despite all of that he still felt it- he still had that fascination so deep in his skin it was like it had always been there, lying dormant.
He laid on the bed, his breathing turned shallow as I relived the night: his presence brushing her, her moaning in his ear, her and on his dick as he is pushing my dress up and up.
He wanted this woman like he hadn't even known you could want anyone, yet it was getting him crazy-
Throwing the covers back, he slid out of bed and padded out of the room he made way to her wing.
He had seen Rian leave earlier so he was not worried of bumping into him. With the scratchy sound he opened the door and walked in.
He looked down at her and he took her gaze in slowly, he took it all in without giving any hint, he took all her gaze in at once.
Climbing to the bed, he lay there by her, she didn't stir as she looked to be deeply asleep-
He didn't know if it made sense to touch her, he thought about it but was content with just looking deep in her eyes.
Her eyes flips open all of a sudden, they stare hard at themselves.