I was the Unhinged one. They aren't wrong though. So, I have learnt to accept it. My half amber, half sapphire eyes staring back at me. A constant reminder of what those sick Bastards did to me. As if the nightmares weren't enough, I even had the reminder when I was awake. My past haunting me like a shadow following me everywhere I went.
"Fuck what anyone thinks" Layla my wolf growled in my head. She really was a hard case to crack, one minute she almost seems normal then others she is just a savage, primal and acts out of instinct, we still don't know what's wrong with her and our bond. We have learnt to accept it. No point crying over something that can't be changed.
"Behave, please don't embarrass me" I whispered back to her.
"Behave? You embarrass yourself, got nothing to do with me. Besides, everything will change soon" She told me. I wondered what she meant, and I could feel her pacing in the back of my mind, always so restless, always watching, looking for an opportunity to shove past my walls I had carefully built to keep her contained. "You never make any sense"
"Everything will make sense, make sense" She rambled
"What will?" I asked annoyed.
"When we turn eighteen, yep eighteen then everything makes sense" Clearly, she didn't know what she was talking about, so I gave up trying to get answers. I walked out heading back downstairs, only to run back into Amber who was trying to sneak off with her mate. She found her mate on her sixteenth birthday, I haven't found mine. Layla and I don't think we have one because of what happened all those years ago. I was often jealous that everyone else in our grade either found their mates already or had boyfriends. People steered clear of me, I'm the unhinged one, the dangerous one, keep your children away parents would say, something isn't right with that one.
Even if we did have a mate, I would have to reject them. I am not mate material, no one wants a broken Mate. Layla didn't agree, she thinks our mate would accept us, love us despite our fucked-up situation. She also said she will kill me if I reject our mate. Like I said she is unhinged, to kill me she also kills herself, I think she forgets that part.
My wolf one minute is lucid the next batshit crazy. I shake my head at the memory. Amber holds a finger to her lips, and I smile as she and Shaun sneak out the back, no doubt to let their wolves free in the forest surrounding the property and to escape the watchful eyes of her father.
I make my way down the stairs when I suddenly get hit with the most intoxicating scent. Mmm someone must be baking chocolate cookies, my mouth instantly watering, there was something else too though a masculine smell. I hear voices off to the side coming from the kitchen. I quickly duck around the corner and run for the board room. I can't afford to be late; I open the door and all eyes turn to me.
Shit I am already late. My father has a lazy smirk on his face like he expected nothing less, Reid didn't even look in my direction at all, he knew I was on my way down. Aria was glaring. I shrunk back under that gaze before realising I'm also an Alpha technically, so I hold my chin high and walk to my seat, ignoring her eyes boring into me. I notice the Alpha from the Forest pack is already here and the Alpha Thomas from the Red Moon Pack, but the Crescent Moon Alpha was also running late. I sat in my seat. I hated the Crescent Moon Alpha, I heard he was obnoxious and liked to sleep around. I met him when we were rescued from the hunters, and haven't laid eyes on him since. Only heard the rumours about how he killed his own father and took over the pack. Apparently, he is ruthless and merciless when it comes to his pack which is now the biggest pack in the country.
I knew he would be pissed when he finds out mine and Reid's packs were merging, making ours the biggest and strongest in the country. I stared at the ceiling waiting for the last Alpha to arrive bored already. Only looking up when that intoxicating scent hit my nose again just before the door opened, and in stepped the Crescent Moon Alpha.
I must admit he was hot as fuck. He froze his eyes looking around the room before landing on mine. He looked shocked before he composed himself and walked into the room taking the seat across from mine. My wolf was going crazy trying to take control.
"Settle the fuck down, what's gotten into you Layla?" She didn't answer, just kept pushing against my skin.
Reid spoke, pulling my attention back to everyone in the room. What I wasn't prepared for was the creepy bloody way Alpha Damien was watching me, like I was a piece of meat he wanted to devour. I glanced around at the others, but no one was paying him any attention to notice. I sat back in my chair and glared back at him, hoping he would look away instead, he smiled. He was gorgeous I must admit, but then most werewolf men were. He wore a button up shirt that had the arms rolled up to the elbows he looked business like yet casual, the rolled-up sleeves showed just how muscled he was, I could also tell he had tattoos running up both arms and across his chest, I could just make them out from the few buttons of his shirt that were undone.
"I wonder what they are of?" Layla said excitedly. That's when I realised, I had been staring no checking him for too long. I quickly pulled my eyes away, looking towards Reid who was standing at the front explaining something that I missed. Yet I could feel him still staring.
I looked at him out of the corner of my eye and he smirked, raising an eyebrow at me, which made me blush. He knew I was having trouble trying to ignore him.