Chapter 34 Back at Nathan's arms (R-18)
Nalzen
It hurts to leave Aaron that way. But Nathan and I need to talk. There are so many things that we need to talk and settle about. He is still holding my hand while driving. And I let him be.
I have sin to him and I need to pay for it.
He brings me to his old condominium. I'm just wondering why in here?
I remember he already bought a new one when we are still together last 2 years and thought he sold this old one.
"I thought you were living in the new condo?" I ask confused.
Nathan just smiled at me and squeezed my hand.
"No Dear, I don't like it there. I prefer it here." He answered sweetly.
He is so sweet today.
"Is your business in Germany stable right now?" I asked concerned.
I saw that his eyes flickered!
Is he hiding something at me?
But whatever it is. I know that it is personal about their family business.
I just hope that everything works fine.
"Y-yeah. It's all settled now that's why I go back in here. We will launch a new business. " He excitedly told me.
And hearing all of it. I'm glad that all is good.
Except for my heart...
I miss Aaron now but I can't run back into him.
We parked his car and we went inside.
This is the moment of truth...
My life will be changed in just one night.
I hope Aaron is doing alright tonight.
Nathan cooks a late dinner.
As he arrived late and is hungry.
His cooking skills are still very good and delicious.
But why do I feel the food is lacking something? Or it's just my taste buds.
And I miss Aaron's cooking.
How can I throw him away out of my mind? I just can't.
I guess he will always be at my mind no matter what. And will always knock in my heart.
"Why? You are not hungry?" He asked.
"Not so, I've eaten at the hospital-" I stop as I can see hatred in his eyes.
"I see, just eat what you can have." He said not looking at me and continuing to eat.
Now we are in the living room. He turned on the television but not the lights.
I started the conversation.
"I'm sorry Nathan," I said.
"Nathan? Dear, Did you forget me?" There's hurt in his words and it's visible on his face.
"It's not like that Dear, but can you please listen to me first?" I beg for him.
"Okay, go start from the very beginning and I will listen." He calmly said.
I told him about my parents' last and will testament.
From the moment Nica suggested I Rent a Husband to pretend until she and Uncle Alberto betrayed me.
But I did not include information about Aaron and what I truly felt about him because I'm still confused.
"I don't care all about those past happenings in your life Dear. I'm here now and I will never leave you again. Let's start a new leaf of our relationship." He said then hug me.
I hug him back but it feels empty.
I miss Aaron's warm hug...
But it will be forever in my memories. My sweetest memory.
And then I told him about Nica's company which I already own now.
And tell him that I will start working next week but he insists for me not to work and just stay in his Condo!
"Dear, that cannot be! You know that I love fashion. It's my hobby and therapy as well." I beg for him.
I don't have the right to hurt him. I will stay humble but not for this job.
"You like to keep what Aaron has given to you? I can give you companies too!" He's angry again.
"Dear, it's not like that. I like the company and that is all." I said calmly.
"And you like the one who gives it to you too?" He sarcastically said.
"What's happening to you? You said it's okay and now you are like that?" I can't control my anger anymore.
"Everything is okay with me. Except for your love to Aaron!" And he shouted, slapping those words at my face.
I guess I can't lie to him.
But still, I cannot tell the truth in his face.
He will be hurt and devastated.
I can take all the pains and hurt instead, just for them.
"Dear, can't you support my company? I told you that I will file an annulment tomorrow." I told him so that he will calm down a bit.
I'm not used to an obsessed and jealous Nathan.
I know it's my fault and I can't blame him. But I like Z Fashion and wanted his support on this.
"Fine! Just do what you'd like to do. But after your work, I will pick you up." There's finality in his voice.
And I'm l not used to it! I think it will kill me if his attitude will continue.
I didn't speak again as I have nothing to say.
I'm very determined to work and stand on my feet.
Aaron always supported me and I miss him very much...
"I'm sorry Dear..." Nathan said and pulled me towards him.
He kisses me aggressively. It's been so long since we didn't see each other in Germany. But why do I don't feel the heat?
I can't feel lust and desire. It's like I'm kissing in there like a statue with no feelings at all.
I'm sorry Nathan...
I just let him kiss me all he wants.
Touch me all he wants...
He unbuttoned my polo shirt and caress my brasts.
But where are lust and desire? Why did they stay in Aaron's arms?
Nathan is drunk with pleasure while I felt I'm being punished for what I did.
He takes it all off! And kiss every inch and part of my body.
I understand him as he missed me. But I didn't feel a tingle every time his lips touched my skin.
What is happening to me?
He pulled my pants and there he caress my precious jewel.
I guess in this part I'm weak. But this is the right thing to do.
He is my boyfriend and I'm back now in his arms where I truly belong.
But my heart felt empty!
You should bear and face the consequences Nalzen.
You played with fire and that's all you've got.
I'm sorry Aaron...
Nathan pulls down the last piece of my clothes and puts it aside.
He sucked my clt thirstily.
And no matter how I control myself not to moan but I still shouted. I'm feeling the pleasure now.
But I'm wondering why Nathan is so aggressive today.
He didn't do it with me before. And now he's so skillful in pleasuring me.
He sck it using his teeth! I can feel the combination of his tongue and teeth and I'm beginning to like it.
He touches my breast again while sucking my clt.
And I let out a moan. I can't control it anymore.