Chapter 7
I didn't see that coming. Maybe I was just too aggressive. Confused? Maybe I was just driven by the idea that I felt something for him. I'm still clouded.
"Hey, you're zoning out..." I turned to Tremor when he held my hand. We are inside the coffee shop. He invited me afterward to the bridge. I didn't notice that I was stunned and the coffee in my cup was getting cold.
"Sorry," Tremor sighed, but he chose to give me a warm smile and remained silent. I'm just thankful that he felt I was thinking a lot, so he just chose not to talk anymore. After a few minutes, we decided to go home as well. He sent me home. He didn't last long either because he was still attending an event, so I just thanked him and gave him a look.
I was so nervous the moment I stepped inside the house.
Is Hunter here yet? Is he still with Amari?
I tried to shrug that thought away and chose to walk upstairs. I was about to enter my room when the other door opened. Hunter was then thrown out with messy hair and wearing only a simple muscle shirt and jogging pants.
"Where have you been?" he asked coldly. Shouldn't I be the one to ask you that?
“Kimmy's house," I answered sparingly. I was ready to enter completely when he restrained me by the arm. "Are you sure?"
“Yeah, and I went out with her brother, Tremor. My friend.” I saw how his jaw clenched. He's being like that again. I don't know why. Tired, I turned my back on him and entered my room. I don't want to prolong our conversation because I don't like what my own body is doing anymore. I need to stop it before I get even more hurt. I went down to make myself a meal, but all I saw was Hunter cooking. He was simple, wearing his pj's. Her hair is messy and she is focused on what she is doing.
I remember when we were just married. I hate him. I hate him... I despise him. There was not a night that I did not cry. I could not accept the decision I made, but every time I think of Lucifer, the strength to stand up for the decision comes back to me.
I didn't expect that the time would come when I would fall for the person whom I was able to decide upon, why I was able to sacrifice my freedom even though I knew nothing of what had happened then and he seemed so mad at Lucifer.
"Sit down, it's almost over," his resounding voice filled my ears, causing us to fix it. It was only then that I noticed that he had glanced at me. I sat quietly and watched him seriously, and he didn't cook oysters and scallops anymore. It's a chicken dish, but I don't know what to call it. Only he knows that because I'm not familiar with it. There are many more dishes I don't know about. "Why are you so quiet?" he asked crookedly, after leaning against the counter.
"We don't talk often. Why are you still wondering?" I asked weakly. His face wrinkled even more. "Didn't we talk that we were going to try to work this marriage out? Now, why does it feel like instead of trying to get close to me, you're distancing yourself? "Do you still need to ask that? After you left me earlier with Amari, You took me to your office but left without me? Jerk.
“Yeah, but it looks like it's okay with you even if this marriage doesn't work anymore. I'll just wait until you declare that I've paid Lucifer's arrears to you when we get a divorce.” Coldly, I said it was too late to withdraw more.
I saw how dark his face was. His jaw twitched, and he also removed his arms from the clasp. He turned off the stove and walked closer to me. He propped his hands on the table. He bowed, while I stiffened, looking up at him. Our faces were only a few inches away. I can feel his warm breath against my skin. I gulped as I closed my parted lips. My eyes were also slightly cloudy and my chest was pounding hard.
His hawk gray eyes were now in a darker shade. It pierced me, staring at me intensely.
“Hear me? No one's going to sign a divorce paper. I won't let you go, Dimaria. You're mine. As long as I live, no one can get you from me. And if I die, I'll make sure I'm with you. " I was touched by what he said. I could see in his eyes that he wasn't joking. Strong and sharp, his eyes were threatening. I almost swallowed hard as he raised his hand. He cupped my jaw, making my lips part. From my eyes, he dropped his gaze to my lips.
I thought there was nothing darker than what I could see in his eyes. I was wrong.
I rarely knew what to listen to. A loud thump in my chest made me deaf because of him. In one swift movement, I felt his lips again against mine. My eyes widened slightly. It wasn't the first time he kissed me like this, but the reaction of my body felt new to me. With a swift gradation of intensity, my hand gripped his shirt on his shoulder. His insistent mouth was parting my shaking lips, sending wild tremors down my nerves, evoking the sensations I never knew I was capable of feeling. Before, a giddiness spun me round and round.
I didn't have a chance to monitor everything that was happening around us. I just found myself sitting on the table, with Hunter between my thighs, as we kissed each other hungrily. His right hand went to hold the back of my neck, pressing me closer to him. A moan escapes my lips when his hand slips inside my shirt. I can feel its warmth every time he grips my waist. It crawled up, causing me to feel the heat I had never felt before.
I could hear our violent and fast breathing. I could hear the sounds of our kisses. I can hear his soft groans and low grunts. Every time his body presses against mine, I feel the thing between his thighs. It was hard to poke at my sensitive part. And it gives me a kind of a strange sensation I can't name. He's driving me insane. I nearly lost my sanity. His tongue explored the insides of my mouth as he began removing my bra from inside my shirt. He did that in a swift move. My hands reach for the hem of his shirt and help him remove it, breaking our kisses in seconds.
His kisses trailed down on my jaw, neck, and the valley of my shoulder after one deep kiss. He made me lie as he remained towering over me. His one hand reached for my wrist and pinned it off above my head while his other hand was busy massaging my mound.
Loud moans started to escape my lips. The possible shame I would feel has now gone. All I want is to get this through and reach for something with Hunter's help.
"H-Hunt..." I cried his name when I felt his hand caress the sensitive part inside my shorts. He moved slightly away to remove my shirt. He just did it quickly, and even before I could speak or come back to myself, he kissed me again. My hand was grasping onto his hair as he started to play with my femininity. I arched my body and almost bit his lip. I closed my eyes, and when his kisses landed between my breasts, I closed them again. His tongue runs over my skin down on my lower abdomen, his left hand massaging my left mound while his right hand continues to play with the thing between my thighs.
I started to breathe heavily. I no longer know how many times I mentioned his name.
He pulled down my shorts, leaving me wearing nothing at all. Her lips stopped near my private part and she looked up at me. I met his gaze with my parted lips and half-open eyes. I can imagine how erotic that expression is, but I don't care anymore. He rose slightly from the nod, holding my waist. Desire and lust were all over his face as he licked his lip, still staring at me, surveying my whole life.
I wanted to be ashamed, but with the admiration in his eyes, you immediately disappeared. I am confident he likes what he sees.
Is that to say I'm better than the women he fucked?
I felt bitter and the moment he kissed me again, I immediately turned away. I placed my palm on his chest, creating distance between our bodies. He frowned at what I had done.
"What's wrong?"
"Dinner... let's eat."
"Aren't we already having dinner?"
"Hunter... let's stop." He chuckled before kissing her neck and nibbling her ear sensually.
"You know we both can't stop. Can't you feel how wet you are for me?" Can't you feel how hard I am on you? Hmm? "Dimaria?" in a hoarse and enticing voice, he says, still kissing me. There were tears in my eyes because even though I knew I would give it to him, I was hurt by the fact that we had experienced so much from him. This is how he is with his women, right?
I tried to get up and I did, but the two of us were still close and he was still between my thighs.
His dark eyes pierced into me, with confusion written on them. When he saw tears in my eyes, it was as if water had been poured on him, and he immediately walked away.
"Why are you crying?" I shook.
"Nothing."
I pushed him a little, and this time he didn't stiffen. I picked up my clothes and put them all on before him. I didn't have to hide my body from him because he had already seen it. After that, I immediately left the kitchen, and even though he called me, I didn't come back, answer, or even look back. I can feel my heart twisting.
I remember her leaving me earlier, her going with Amari, and the conversation I saw in her car.
I was so sure he wouldn't go after me. I went into my room and turned off all the lights before sinking my face into the pillow. In the dark, I cried with pain and jealousy.
"Wife, the dinner is ready. Let's eat." I heard his gentle voice, which made me cry more. When I didn't answer, I felt my bedroom door open. I heard his footsteps.
"D-Don't turn on the lights," I warned him. I was nervous, but when I felt that he had reached the edge of my bed, I took a deep breath and tried to wipe away the tears. "I'm going to sleep. Tremor and I ate earlier. I'm full, so go out.
"What's wrong?" I felt his embrace so strongly that I almost winced in shock. I didn't realize he was already lying next to me.
"Nothing."
“Didn't you like that before?”
"No," I lied, so he immediately fell silent. I heard her violent sigh and felt her tighten her hug on me before it gradually became loose. “I'm sorry, I won't do that again.”
“Just leave. I'm going to sleep, Hunter. I have a lot more photoshoots to finish tomorrow,” he did not say a word.
"Can I sleep here?"
"Never!" I was alert and pushed him slightly.
He still wasn't shaken until his phone rang. Because it was dark, I could quickly see the screen of his phone. The moment he looked at it, I almost felt bitter when I saw Amari's name.
Don't answer.
I will let you sleep here next to me.
Just, please. Don't answer her call.
I immediately smiled bitterly in the middle of the darkness. The last thing I knew was that he left my room while talking to Amari. And soon I heard the start of his car engine, and you left immediately.
He chose to leave me here alone with Amari, again.