Chapter 39 In The Office

Chapter 39 In The Office
SIENNA

My phone beeped, showing my boss’s name, but I didn’t bother to pick it up. I couldn’t. I’d been doing a lot of thinking after what happened between us at the bar. Yeah, I was having fun and enjoying the whole thing between us.

What would happen after he found a girlfriend? Would I be discarded like a used product? Don’t get me wrong—I had no expectations from him or this relationship. I knew whatever we shared would never go beyond the bed and sexual desire, but somehow, my stomach dropped every time the thought crept into my head. I didn’t want that.

My body had gotten used to him.

So, I had decided to end whatever was between us and leave it at a strictly employee-employer relationship.

He’d been calling and texting me since that night, but I didn’t pick up, even though there was a terrible urge to hear his voice. Yes. That was what he had done to me. I craved his voice like a daily meal… as if my life depended on it.

After ringing nonstop, the phone stopped and started all over again. Still, I didn’t move. This was best for me. The only way I could escape unhurt was by ending things before they got any deeper than they already had.
Ignoring the call, I buried my head in work and continued inputting the data for a client’s order. 

After what seemed like an eternity, I finished the project and printed it out. Now, only one thing remained before I could send it to the production team—my boss’s signature.

And unfortunately, no one else could go in my stead. So, I needed to face the same devil I’d been running from.

Shit. I hadn’t thought this through properly before ignoring my boss. I should have known it wouldn’t be easy, since we worked in the same place and he was literally the CEO.

What now?

My throat dried up and my feet grew cold as I imagined his reaction. I bet he would be extremely exasperated when he saw me.

Shutting my eyes, I let out a sigh, my grip on the document tighter than ever. Then, I opened my eyes, stood up, and headed toward his office.

When I got to his door, I stood still. My hands instinctively moved over my dress, adjusting it and pulling it lower toward my knees. Afterward, I took one last deep breath and knocked on the door.

There was no response, so I took that as a sign to go inside.

“Every task should be sent to Ethan.” His voice resounded with his head still bowed. “I don’t want anybody in my office today,” he added.

My steps halted, and my lips pursed. My heart beat slow and steady but terrifyingly, making a dum-dum-dum sound that almost made me slump.

“I apologize, sir,” I mumbled and bowed slightly.

At the same time, he raised his head, and before I could turn, his voice reverberated, “Stop, Sienna.”

As though controlled, my movement halted at his order. I lowered my head, biting my bottom lip. My knees weakened. I would have collapsed if I hadn’t struggled to maintain my composure.

“Come here,” he said authoritatively.

I didn’t argue or refuse. Like a fool, I approached him and stopped in front of his desk.

He raked his gaze over me, flirtatiously and lustfully, swirling his tongue over his lips.

“You’re ignoring me,” he stated.

My chest tightened. I didn’t respond, and my face remained lowered. I couldn’t gather the courage to look at him. I was scared I would get lost in his eyes. Afraid that my self-restraint might break.

“Look at me.” His baritone voice wafted into my ears. I hesitated, biting my lip aggressively, hoping the pain would remind me not to fall for his intoxicating gaze and voice. “Sienna,” he called.

This time, I couldn’t stop myself. I raised my gaze, meeting his directly. And just as I feared, I found myself getting lost in them. They sparkled, pulling me in against my will. At that moment, I knew ignoring my boss had been a failed attempt. There was no way I could do it.

Then, his lips curled into a smile. Gosh. I almost smiled back. I almost did, like an unrestrained fool, but thanks to my nails pressing into my skin, I managed to jolt myself back to sanity.

“Come closer, Sienna.” His voice was extremely soft but commanding. I found myself obeying him before I could mentally warn myself not to.

“I… There’s something I need to tell you,” I mumbled, still standing where I was.

His smile widened. “And that is?”

“I don’t think I can do this anymore, boss,” I said, averting my eyes from his.

“Look at me, Sienna,” he ordered. “Don’t break your gaze from me,” he added.

Sighing, I shifted my eyes back to him. “What we’re doing is all shades of wrong. There’s a high probability of someone getting hurt in the process, and that person will be me in the end,” I let out swiftly, wanting to spew everything before the little courage I had gathered evaporated.

“We both know this thing between us isn’t going to lead anywhere. Let’s end it before things become more complicated,” I added, my skin growing sticky from the sweat covering my body.

He didn’t break his gaze from me. There was a smirk on his face—the kind that told you you’d been deceiving yourself. He stood up and began closing the gap between us. My heart thumped faster, and my feet grew cold.

Then, he stopped right in front of me. Instantly, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. “Look at me and tell me you don’t want me,” he said in a breathy whisper, our noses brushing slightly.

My throat went dry as the slight contact sent a rush of salacious sensation through me. I clutched the hem of my dress tightly.

“I’m waiting,” he whispered, his voice sending me straight into a trance. “Tell me you don’t want me, Sienna.”

I swallowed, anticipatory and scared—not of him, but of being unable to stand by my own decision. A while ago, I had been certain I wanted nothing to do with him. Right now? Every thought and decision had evaporated. My body and soul yearned for him as much as I wanted to leave this sin.

“Bo…” His fingers brushed my thigh, sending chills of desire down my spine. My entire body shook as if I had just been electrocuted—or maybe I really had been electrocuted by his touch. It felt so good and so wrong at the same time.

“I’m listening, Sienna,” he breathed against my neck, his fingers gradually moving higher up my thigh. My core shamelessly tingled in anticipation of his touch.

When the warmth of his mouth hit my skin, I shut my eyes and craned my neck, inviting him to take things deeper. I had lost control of my body. The last thread of my restraint had snapped.

At that moment, his fingers grazed my core against my panties. A salacious feeling coursed through my veins like fire on dried leaves. At the same time, he swirled his tongue over my neck.

I moaned softly, like I wasn’t the one who had wanted to stop things with him a while ago.
Slowly, he rubbed my core while licking and biting my neck. The craving for him and his touch skyrocketed, and my body shook, begging for more.

I tossed the documents onto the table and encircled my arms around his neck. His fingers caressed my core through my panties. Then, he unhurriedly shifted the fabric to the side and gently pulled at my clit.
The sexual satisfaction I got from that gesture couldn’t be explained. It spread through my body unrestricted. He pulled back and pierced his gaze into mine. Lust and sexual hunger rolled in his eyes. They burned for me just as my whole being craved him.

“Say it, Sienna,” he growled. “Say it. Do you want me or not?” His breath was heavier than his words, but they still penetrated my ears. At the same time, he pushed two fingers into me.

My mouth parted, but no sound came out. I suppressed the moans, remembering that we were in the office. The door was soundproofed, but I didn’t trust it completely. If even a slight moan drifted outside, I would have to explain myself to dozens of employees, and they wouldn’t stop teasing me even if I denied it. I didn’t think that was the kind of work life I wanted.

“Say it… What do you want?” His fingers moved in and out of me slowly. “Do you want me to stop?”

“Ah!” I shut my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder. “Bo… B…”

“Say it or I’ll stop,” he threatened in a croaky voice. And just as he’d said, he halted and began to withdraw his fingers.

“No,” I grabbed his arm, stopping him from pulling his fingers out completely. “Don’t… Don’t stop.”

A victorious, satisfied smile creased his lips. “Do you know what you’re doing, Sienna? It means you cannot step out of this relationship no matter what.”

I nodded instantly. “Fuck stepping out,” I cursed. “I don’t want to step out. I… I want you,” I confessed. His eyes lit up at my words.

“Good girl,” he muttered and deepened his fingers inside me. “You’re such a good girl.” Then, he intensified his pace.

My legs weakened, and I collapsed against him. Still, he didn’t let go. He kept thrusting in and out roughly.

Soon, the pleasure rushed to my brain, building rapidly. My vision blurred and my eyes rolled upward. The urge to urinate gripped me, and before I could even react, a urine-like liquid splashed out of my core as I orgasmed.

“Take my pants off.” His authoritative voice reached my ears after he allowed me a few seconds to rest.

Without arguing, I stepped forward, knelt in front of him, and unbuckled his belt.
“Look at me,” he ordered.

And I did, while zipping down his pants. I pulled them down, and his erection sprang free, pointing at me as if it had recognized me as its master. My body vibrated with excitement.

Without him asking, I took his cock in my hands and rubbed it slowly. Then, I leaned forward and brushed my lips against its tip.

He hissed, squeezing his eyes shut and gripping my hair tightly. “You’re such a bad girl,” he said.

As though that was exactly what I’d been waiting for, I took all of his cock into my mouth, gagging on it. Another moan escaped from him as my warmth enveloped him.

Unhurriedly, I moved my head forward and backward, teasing his balls at the same time. His grip on my hair tightened. Leaning back, he helped control the movement of my head and mouth.

As his moans grew louder, my urge to satisfy him intensified. I didn’t stop. My pace quickened. Soon, I felt his whole body shaking, followed by a warm release in my mouth.

He let out a loud breath.