His touch sends pleasant tingles throughout my body before he looks back up at me. "Are you sure? Once I take these off gorgeous, I'm not going to be able to stop." "I love you, please, I'm ready for this, and I'm ready for you." I don't know what to do with my hands so I run them up his forearms as I keep contact with his eyes. Dropping my hands down to his knees I welcome the feeling off the shocking tingles vibrating through my legs as he thumbs my hips. Slowly I unwind my legs from his weight as he leisurely pulls the bottoms over my butt and over my thighs his eyes not once leaving mine as he throws them to the floor. .-.-.-. This bit is r-rated so to read it you are going to have to go to my bonus private chapters book no follow needed. .-.-.-. "Are you okay, you don't hurt?" He was out of breath and I don't blame him, so was I but he was worried about me. Burying my head into his chest I breathe in his scent releasing how much stronger it is now that were fully connected. He even smells like me. "A little but I'm okay." Ryder's hand runs up and down the length of my spine before he slowly cups my bottom and pulling the soft sheets up over the top of us. "You feel amazing, that was amazing." His lips press against the top of my head as his other hand gently runs through my hair. Smiling against the warmth of his chest I look up at him to see his eyes returned to his beautiful hazel. "It was perfect, you're perfect but... why did you bite me again." My fingers run alongside his jaw, feeling the light sheen of sweat that covers both of us. "It's completes the bond and it was a way to keep my wolf in control." His chest was rising and falling easily despite my weight on top of him. "You're wolf?" He breaks eye contact before they come back to meet mine. "You're his mate as well. He was fighting me for control, he wanted to take over and mate with you." Shifting on top of I feel a sharp pulling pain below and we both wince with the feeling before I gently lower myself back down on his chest. "You're wolf is going to mate with me?" I could still feel him inside me, even though he wasn't moving he was still sending tingles through my veins. "He'll take over my body. Neither of us will risk hurting you by shifting, but he won't cross the line of taking over unless he knows that you are ready." His hands gently stroke through my hair as he connects his lips to mine. I kiss him back as he rolls us on to his side. I felt cool, the heat was gone and the only thing that I felt now was Ryder's arms holding me tight as he continued to pleasure me without even trying. Not once had Ryder ever done something to me that was out of my comfort zone so I knew he and his wolf would keep their word. "I love you," he whispers once we're finally separated. He kept his hand cupped around my cheek as he stared into my eyes. "I love you too," I was tired and I just wanted to sleep but I had one final question for him. Taking a deep breathe I run my fingers over his collarbone. "What if I'm pregnant, how will you know?" Slowly his hand slides down to rest on my stomach and I shiver at the feeling. "There's a very high chance that you are and I should be able to smell your scent within a couple of hours." Resting my hand over the top of his hand I wiggle in closer to him as I intertwine my legs with his. "And if I'm not?" If I was pregnant, I didn't mind. I just wanted to wait a little longer. The smile he gives me is confusing. He wanted pups yet now he seemed like he didn't and that the idea of me not being pregnant was something that he wanted. "If you're not we've still got plenty of time but contraceptives will work now that you're not on heat so it won't be for another couple of months before you go back into it." "That's going to happen again?" The end result was nice but the build-up hurt. Ryder chuckles lightly his hand moving from my stomach to rest on my hip. I could feel him starting to get excited again but he continues with our topic. "Yes, Ellie's been going through hers for the last three years she has it every four months and has since she turned eighteen and every time it pisses Maxon of because Cole, Reynolds and I can sense it. You're heat will be more repetitive maybe every two or three months." "You can sense when Ellie's in heat?" For some reason that annoyed me, Ryder was mine, not hers. Only when his hand wraps around mine do I realise that I had it fisted. I was angry. I was more possessive of him now that I was fully connected to him. "Yes, I can sense when anyone is in a heat because no one is ranked higher than me, and since Cole and Reynolds are equally ranked with him they can sense it as well. The smell of a shewolf in heat is what attracts a male which is why Maxon hates it because the smell sexual attracts our wolves, we wouldn't disrespect him like that though. And before you ask, nobody should be attracted to your heat other than me because the only people equally ranked to me are family. Though your guards will be able to sense when you are they won't want to act on it." Sighing I drop my head back down onto his chest just wrapping myself into him. My eyes starting to drop closed. "Just go to sleep. I'll be here, always baby."He wrapped himself around me tighter and the feeling all of him pressed against me was a comfort as I fall into a deep sleep.