Chapter 169

Chapter 169
Mia. 

I sadly sigh after listening to their conversation. Men think just because they have muscles and all, they are invincible. 

Why don't they go after Maxim and see what happens? Even the guy I love doesn't trust me. 

Pff. 

Thank God I have Fabio. 

"Do you need a place to sleep or are you returning home?" I rejoin Alessio and Nicole. He wanted to say hi to Rico, only to find him in the middle of doubting my decisions. 

"It's too crowded here, bunny. We will be back in the morning if that's okay with you" Alessio mumbles, throwing his heavy arm on my shoulder. What do these guys eat?

"It's okay, I think I should call it a day too," I say imagining myself in those soft and warm covers. 

"How are you holding up? A lot has happened..." When his eyes sadden, I quickly shake my head understanding where his mind is going. My bitchy mother. 

"I am fine Alessio, there was no other way out" I glance at Nicole and slightly smile. She must still be upset that I killed her brother. 

"Okay, you two talk. I will find Carl and Fabio" Alessio kisses both of our heads and walks away. Nicole and I remain silent and it's super awkward. 

"Okay, I am sorry I killed your brother" I start even though I know I am not sorry. 

"No, Mia. I am sorry my brother almost killed you. If Rico didn't get in front of those bullets, Alessio would have never forgiven me. I have been feeling so guilty thinking you hate me" Nicole quickly states taking my hand in hers.

"Of course, I don't hate you. I can't believe we misunderstood each other all this time" I chuckle and she joins me. That is a relief. 

"So, what's up?" I pull her with me to the kitchen and yawn for a thousandth time. It's already eight and it appears these men are going nowhere anytime soon. 

"It's been good, Alessio and I are doing fine" She beams and I nod with a smile, sharing her joy.

"Look, tomorrow my friends and I are going out, you should come" I invite Nicole hoping Kay won't mind. 

"Sure, I would love to"

"Okay. I need to lay down a little" I yawn once again and she pushes me towards the stairs with a chuckle. 

 

Rico. 

"Good night boys" I lightly hit Marcus's shoulder excusing myself. I need to lie down. 

It's 9 pm and people are gradually leaving to my relief. 

"Hey, Rico. Have you seen Mia? We have something for her" I look at Ed and the girl standing beside him in confusion, until my eyes land on the bloody plastic bag in her hands. 

"Whatever it is, it can wait" I mumble taking the stairs to our room. 

"You have to help me, Rico. I can't lose my job" It's the girl's turn to talk and I turn to them with a glare. Didn't they understand what I just fucking said? 

"I said it can fucking wait, stop nagging me" Fuck, I hate it when people waste my time.

"It's fine, Rico. I will take care of it" Fabio intervenes and I thank heavens. Talking to people causes my head to ache. 

"Oh! Shit," I hear Fabio's shocked voice behind me but I don't turn back. 

The room is empty when I open the door, but the sound of the running shower restores my hope. I need a shower too, so I head to the bathroom and after undressing, I get in the cubicle but she doesn't turn around. Is she angry or something? 

She is leaning forward on the glass walls with her eyes closed. Looking at her this way, I kind of feel guilty for impregnating her. She is too young for this, and to think she is carrying twins. I wanted a big family but I also need to prioritize her feelings. 

After all, when all these kids grow up, they will move on with their lives and it will be just me and her. I don't want to wear her out like my brother is doing with Kay. Maybe I will just settle with these two. If in the future she wants more, It will be okay too. 

I don't want the kids to shift our attention from each other or strain our relationship. I can lose everything but her.  

"Baby?" I mumble holding her from behind. She doesn't react in any way. Did Alessio tell her what I said earlier? That must be the reason because we were fine earlier " I am sorry" I kiss her shoulder and Mia finally turns to face me. 

"Can you help me wash up? I feel sleepy" She whispers and I nod grabbing her shampoo. 

"I trust you, baby, I was just worried he might show up and do something stupid"  

"Don't apologize, I don't know if the plan will work but I like being optimistic" Mia wraps her hands around me and buries her face in my chest. 

"About the kids, I don't want to push you hard, baby. How about we settle with these two" I whisper and she lifts her face to look at me. The way her eyes sparkle at my words, the way she watches me with gratefulness makes me realize something. 

I would have lost her if I kept pushing. How stupid was I thinking? One thing I learned from Carl's situation is that we should be in these together. Kay was crying because she felt burdened. I can't let Mia feel that way, especially when we aren't even married yet. I can never take advantage of her love for me. 

"I am really sorry, for not considering how you felt about all this" I remorsefully whisper, tracing my thumb on her right cheek. 

"This means a lot to me, Rico. Thank you for thinking about it" Mia sighs in relief placing her head back on my chest. "I was so worried of losing you in the future just because of this" My eyes widen as I stare down at her soapy hair. 

Fuck, I didn't see this coming. I think I have a lot to learn about relationships. I should go back and listen to Mum's advice. I just realized everything she said was true. I lift Mia's head and slowly kiss her. 

"I love you, baby, you are everything that matters to me in this life. From today onwards, feel free to tell me if something is bothering you. Anything sweetheart, even when the sex isn't good" I stare into her amused eyes and her smile softens my heart. 

"Baby, the sex is brilliant, it's so good" She playfully moans and I chuckle when she bites her lip. "Now that we are being open, I hate you smoking, but I won't tell you to stop. Promise me you will do it minimally" Mia whispers and I quickly nod. 

I love this.  

"I just realized for two grown-ups who are willing to spend their lives together, we should learn to live with each other's flaws. We can't always make things go our way in a relationship. We have to consider our partner's emotions or views about certain matters. I love you Rico, and I want to spend every day with you. I don't want to lose you" Mia moves her hands to the back of my head and gently pulls me forward. She loves me. They say eyes are doors to the soul. 

I like what her eyes are portraying. And I will be a big fool if I let her walk away. 

"Does that mean it's a yes?" I smirk and she chuckles, blushing deeply. "Or will you think about it if I ask nicely?"  I bite my lip and she hits my chest turning around. She is so embarrassed. 

"You are such a bully, Rico" 

"Am I now?" I snake my arms around her and pull her body towards mine. I can feel how fast her heart is beating and it makes me proud to know it only beats that way for me. 

"I love you, princess" I kiss her temple and resume cleaning her. 

"I love you more, baby" She whispers back with a yawn.