Chapter 41 Dizzy Me

Chapter 41 Dizzy Me
MIA

I woke up to lilies on my nightstand again just like days ago. 

The next day after that I got a pack of new toiletries and perfume but unlike the lilies, they were given to me by Caleb. 

He didn't say who they are from. 

He just gave them to me and left. 

I moved the lilies to my nose, taking in the beautiful scent. I closed my eyes as I sniffed more of it. 

There are three lilies just like before. 

So pretty.

I never thought they would feel so pleasant waking up to them. 

I love them so much. 

I have always wanted Axel to give them to me. 

But he is not a flower person. 

I caressed the petals as I thought about how many gifts Axel has given me. 

Nothing. 

Thinking about it right now, he never gave me anything. 

He never gave me a thing. 

I am still trying to accept the fact that he never loved me. 

I was actually the only one saying the words all through. 

My heart tightened as I lowered my gaze, feeling beyond stupid. 

And the thought of him with another girl as we speak? 

I let out a sigh as my heart ached more. 

I placed the lilies on my bed, got on my feet, and walked towards Jay Jay's crib. 

It is a beautiful day. I can't waste it by feeling unhappy over someone who is clearly in the arms of someone else. 

I have my bundle of joy here. 

I smiled as I leaned on the crib, staring at my best friend in the whole wide cruel world. 

"Hey, Jay Jay," 



HOURS LATER...... 

I descended the steps, feeling very uneasy as I held Jay Jay closely. It is time for dinner and Coco called me a few minutes ago to join the others. 

The table is filled up and when I say filled up, the boss is present. 

I am instantly reminded of last night when he saw him in my room out of nowhere. 

I didn't hear him come in. 

It felt like he appeared in my room. 

If not Jay Jay, only God knows what he planned to do to me. 

My privacy is no longer private. 

That's the third time he entered my room without my notice. 

Why is he terrorizing me? 

I think I have to go to the kitchen. 

Yes, just like the last time. 

I got to the last stair and headed towards the kitchen. 

I heard someone from the table snapping his fingers and next,  Rowland stopped me, making me notice his presence close to the kitchen. 

"You need to go to the dining table, Ms." He said. 

I shook my head slightly. 

He nodded, gesturing in the direction. 

I let out a sigh, turning towards the table. 

I took steps towards the table while staring everywhere but at the table. 

I got to Jay Jay's chair which is surprisingly close to the boss. 

My uneasiness increased as I managed to place Jay Jay in his seat with my nervous hands. 

I felt an intense gaze on me, making me look his way. 

He is wearing reading glasses, sipping his tea while staring at me. 

I withdrew my eyes from him instantly, getting more creeps than usual even with his reading glasses. 

It made him worse. 

I sat in my seat as one of the maids placed my meal and Jay Jay's in front of us. 

"Kai, I didn't tell you earlier," Imani spoke up, breaking the silence which was dominated by the clicking of utensils. "The Winchester real estate will be at the company by ten am for a meeting." 

I fixed Jay Jay's napkin, still feeling his dad's intense gaze on me. 

My carefree eyes moved to him and I locked eyes with him instantly again. 

I lowered my gaze, forcing myself to focus. 

"Your presence is needed," Imani said as I fed Jay Jay. 

"Can't it be moved?" Caleb asked, making Imani scoff. 

"Excuse me?" Imani asked. 

"He has a meeting with some artists same time tomorrow," Caleb said. 

I fed Jay Jay, still feeling his dad's gaze. 

Isn't he listening to Caleb and Imani?

Why is he staring at me?! 

"You mean YOU should move that silly meeting. The Winchester's meeting is more important. Do you know how much we will get once we close the deal?" 

"The meeting with the artist is most important. They are the biggest artists in the city under the boss and they represent Bricktown." Caleb countered.

Imani scoffed. "Kai, please tell him." 

No response. 

"Kai?" 

No response. 

I moved my eyes to him. 

His eyes are on me. 

I lowered my gaze. 

God, what is wrong with him? 

"Kai, can you please tell your puppet here that....." 

"The artist first, Imani." He finally spoke up, making Imani scoff. 

"Seriously?" 

"Move them Winchester whatever to another time." He said, putting down his glass. 

I almost flinched but composed myself as I fed Jay Jay. 

I can't wait to be done with this dinner and go back to my room. 

Jay Jay is staying on my bed today. 

I can't afford him coming in and doing anything to me. 

Jay Jay is my shield tonight. 

Sorry, buddy. But I have to use you to keep myself safe from your menacing dad. 

He looks like he could eat me up at the slightest chance he gets. 

I really need to get out of this place. 

I picked up my glass of water and took half of it. 

I took more and emptied my glass. 

I proceeded to feed Jay Jay. 



MINUTES LATER.....

MIA'S ROOM

I placed Jay Jay on my bed, humming a lullaby as I patted his back gently. 

Convinced he is asleep, I covered him with my duvet and placed a kiss on his temples. 

I got out of bed gently and moved towards my bathroom. 

I closed the door, massaging my neck and feeling dizzy. 

I shook my head, trying to keep track. 

I took off my clothes slowly, letting is fall my legs carelessly as I walked towards the showers. 

I turned it on and the cold water hit my skin, making me flinch a bit. 

I moved my hair back, taking the water. 

I licked my lips as I rubbed my body. 

After some seconds or something, I was done. 

I dried my body with my towel, feeling dizzier. 

I shook my head, massaging my neck. 

I moved towards the spot where I hung my night gown. 

I grabbed it and put it on. 

I reached for my robe, looking around for my panties. 

I couldn't find it. 

God, I feel drowsy. 

I took steps towards the door as I struggled to put on my robe. I walked into the room, losing balance in my legs. 

I fell on my bed as I struggled to stay awake. 

What is happening to me? 

I reached for the bed, trying to help myself up. 

The dizziness added. 

"Jay Jay....." 

I placed my hand on my temples. 

"Jay....." 

Darkness dominated me. 



AN HOUR LATER........

Slowly, I opened my eyes, feeling a bit dizzy. 

I closed my eyes again. 

I let out a sigh as I felt the need to touch my temples. 

I attempted to raise my hand but.....

What the....

My hand is stuck. 

I moved my other hand. 

They are both stuck. 

I looked at them and my heart dropped. 

I am seated on a mysterious armchair and my hands are taped to the wooden arms of the chair. 

What the.....what is this? 

I struggled to get off but the tape is hand. 

I whimpered as my heart picked up.

What is......

"Them tapes aren't easy to tear off, shorty." 

I froze. 

I looked in his direction. 

He is seated opposite me on the couch, shirtless but in his sweatpants, smoking his big brown cigar while staring at me. 

The sound of my heartbeat can't be louder than it is right now. 

What is going on?

How did I.....

"What are you....." Jay Jay came to my mind instantly. 

I looked towards my bed. 

He is still asleep. 

"Jay Jay...." 

"Shhh, you don't wanna wake him up, do you, shawty?" 

I swallowed, staring at him as my heart kept pounding. 

He smirked, taking a drag of his cigar and puffing out smoke. 

If he was scary before, I was wrong. 

He is the devil. 

What is going to happen to me?

"Wha....what are you going to do to me?" 

He smirked. 

My legs felt numb. 

I moved my hands, trying to get off these shackles he called tapes. 

"Are you going to kill me?" 

"Nah," 

"Le....let me go, please," I begged, struggling to break free.

"Shhh...." He hushed, taking out a gun. 

I swallowed a whimper as terror washed over me. 

"It's late, shawty. Don't wake ma kid." 

I shuddered, staring at him. 

"We're gonna do this nice and easy," 

Do what? 

He reached for the stool next to him and picked up three more cigars. 

Next, he leaned closer, moving towards me without standing up straight, and settled close to my lap. 

I moved back which is not possible, shuddering in terror as his icy blue eyes looked up at mine. 

God, did he drug me and then tie me up like this? 

His cold hands brushed the sides of my bare thighs which my short nightie couldn't cover, making me cringe as the thought of being bare in between my legs terrorized me. 

I was so dizzy that I couldn't find or put on my panties. 

Oh God. 

Please.

Please save me from him. 

Please. 

He kept brushing his hands on my lap, adding to my misery as he stared at my lap while doing it. 

He looked at me. 

"Fucking tensed up." 

I stared at him as I shuddered relentlessly. 

He smirked, moving his hand slowly under my nightie. 

"Stop, please...." 

"Shhh," he hushed. 

I felt tears coming. 

"I know you still ain't ready for me. Yet." He added, smirking. 

I stared at him. 

"But you gotta give me something to help me wait." 

I furrow my brows. 

"'Cause girl it's been torture after torture. This got no fucking negotiate." 

I don't understand what he is.....

"Now, relax and don't wake my fucking kid." 

I looked at Jay Jay. 

"'Cause even if you do," 

I returned my gaze to the devil crouched down in front of me. 

"I will still get what I want either way. But if you go ahead to make a noise, I will fucking shoot you." 

My stomach churned. 

"So.....ready?" 

I shook my head. 

No. 

He grabbed one of my legs and placed it on the armchair. 

I whimpered, holding down my scream as he taped my leg to the arm of the chair next to my taped hand. 

He did the same to my other leg, taping it to the other arm of the chair. 

Now, my legs are apart and I am bare to his dangerous lustful eyes. 

He rested his eyes on my bareness silently for seconds, biting his lips in an evil way. 

Tears filled my eyes as I remained still. 

"Fuck," he muttered, looking at me. 

I shuddered. 

"Strawberry juice. Prettiest pink shit I have ever seen." He said, smirking. 

A tear rolled down my face. 

"Aw," he tilted his head. 

I looked away. 

"Them tears ain't gonna work, shorty." 

I shuddered. 

"You didn't shed a tear the last time you touched yourself in your fucking bathroom."

I froze.

I looked at him. 

He raised his brows. 

How did he know that? 

"Surprised?" 

I didn't respond but kept staring at him. 

God, how much had he seen that I didn't know?! 

He picked up his cigar without taking his eyes off me. He sniffed the body of his cigar, still maintaining eye contact. 

Next, I felt him put the cigar inside me. 

I let out a tiny whimper. 

"Hmm....." He hummed, smirking. 

God, what is happening? 

He sniffed the second cigar. 

He put it inside me too. 

I felt two cigars inside me. 

He picked up the third one. 

Sniffed and put it inside me. 

I bite my tongue as I feel my body responding to the contact. 

He did all that without breaking eye contact. 

He raised a lighter and lit it on. 

I gulped in absolute terror. 

What is he doing?

I can't move at all. 

The tape is very tight. 

My body is fighting between incoming pleasure and terror. 

The cigars feel like three fingers inside me. 

My brain is telling me they are cigars but my body is ....

My body... 

He lowered the light without taking his eyes off me. 

I looked at the light as my body weakened. 

The hotness of the lighter hit my thighs as he placed the lighter underneath the cigars, lighting them up. 

Smoke oozed from the cigars as my heart was pounding. 

I can't tell exactly how I am feeling right now. 

"Ever heard of a smoking pussy before, shawty?" He asked, smirking. 

I stared at him. 

He looks like an unhinged psycho right now. 

"Never heard it?" 

I didn't respond. 

He put the cigar he was smoking earlier in his mouth, took a drag, and puffed out smoke. 

"Well, I just cooked yours. Congratulations." He said, grinning. 

"Si...sir, ple....." 

He grabbed the cigars out of me and crashed his lips on my bareness in an insane flash. 

Ohhh.......