Chapter 33 No Choice, Shawty
MIA
My heart picked up instantly.
I don't know why it does that.
He is seated on his usual head seat, dressed in an ash-coloured suit, black shirt inside his jacket that has the first three buttons left open, revealing his....
Diamond necklace?
They are really shiny.
He is staring at his phone, scrolling slowly with his thumb.
I returned my gaze to my meal and Jay Jay's.
Yesterday, he stared at me constantly.
Today is different.
This just encouraged my beliefs.
His words last night weren't real. It was a dream.
I moved my eyes to him again.
He is still staring at his phone.
Why isn't he eating though?
God, why am I concerned?
I fed Jay Jay again.
He made happy sounds as he ate, slicing the silence on the table.
I was expecting his aunt to be talking about business right now.
I mean that's all I know she is always on about.
Killing inclusive.
But no.
Everyone is silent.
Jay Jay made more sounds, making me smile.
I fed him continuously.
I looked at the boss again.
His eyes are still glued to his phone. He picked up his mug without taking his eyes off the phone screen.
I watched as he sipped.
I averted my eyes from him as I picked up Jay Jay's bottle and fed him some of his juice.
He drank adorably.
I love watching him eat.
He looks passionate.
I chuckled inaudibly, smiling as I watched him.
I took a spoonful of my eggs, taking in the divine taste.
Apart from Jay Jay, another thing I like about this place is their meal.
I have been eating good food ever since I came here.
Food I really can't afford.
It is a luxury I am grateful for.
I have a bestie and good meals.
I am happy to have them.
And grateful.
TWO HOURS LATER......
KINCAID REAL ESTATE COMPANY......
I cradled Jay Jay, patting his back slightly as I stared at the beautiful wallpaper on the wall opposite where I am seated.
It has been like two hours since we got to the company and we are currently in the boss's office.
I am seated on the comfy black sofa with Jay Jay in my arms and the boss is seated on his desk with his sister, standing on his right and leaning closer to him, explaining things to him on his laptop.
By his left is Caleb who is also leaning but a bit, staring at what Imani is explaining. Opposite them are seated two familiar men dressed in black suits.
I have seen them before but I don't know their names.
They are all focused on what Imani is saying.
I can hear them but I am far from understanding.
Imani turned the laptop around to show the men seated on the seat.
I averted my eyes from them and returned my gaze to the wallpaper in front of me.
It is a picture of a village filled with people. Their houses, animals, and farm.
It is very interesting to stare at.
It is very large. It covered all the wall but stopped next to the door I think it's the restroom.
God, speaking of the restroom.
I am pressed.
I looked at Jay Jay.
My little guy has fallen asleep.
I looked at the desk.
They are still having their meeting.
The boss is focused on the laptop.
I moved my eyes to the guard who was standing close to the office entrance door. He is a familiar one and like the other men, I don't know his name.
He is quite tall, fit, and dressed in a black suit.
He is standing there with his two hands folded down his belt area like the bodyguard that he is.
I shifted on the sofa gently and placed Jay Jay on it so he could sleep properly.
I pulled down his shirt to cover his belly before getting on my feet.
I walked towards the guard, attracting his eyes.
"Um....I need to use the restroom, please."
He moved his eyes ahead.
I pursed my lips, waiting for a go-ahead.
I know I can't use the boss's restroom. I need to use the company's restroom.
I guess he is seeking permission from the boss before he can let me go.
I doubt if the boss's attention is here. He looked very invested in their discussion.
The guard's eyes returned to me and he opened the door for me.
My bladder was excited before I could even think.
"Thank you," I almost muttered as I walked out of the office.
I let out a sigh, rubbing my hands randomly as I walked along the hallway.
Not long later, I got to the restroom. I walked into it and headed towards one of the toilets.
I closed the door, raised my dress, pulled down my panties a bit, and sat on the toilet seat.
I relieved myself, feeling my bladder breaking free.
I didn't think I held that much.
It must be the two glasses of water I took before leaving the mansion.
I let out a breath.
I grabbed a tissue and wiped myself off before putting on my panties and flushing the toilet.
I fixed my dress properly and walked out.
I walked towards the sink, staring at myself in the huge mirror.
My hairstyles didn't look this good until now.
I smiled as I lowered my gaze to the tap. I turned it on and began washing my hands.
Done with that, I drew out tissue from the box close by and wiped my hands. I looked around for the trash can and spotted it on the floor close to the sink.
I leaned, opened the can, and dumped the tissue in.
I stood up straight and the last person I expected to see appeared in the mirror and behind me.
The boss.
My heart left my body instantly.
Also a gasp.
I turned around with impulse but he moved closer to me, grabbed and twirled me around in a flash.
I am facing the mirror again as his hand snakes my waist and the other hand grips my neck, making me raise my chin in terror as a tiny whimper escaped my lips.
Oh God.
Oh God!
My heart pounded incredibly fast and my legs felt numb as I stared at him in the mirror.
His huge hand around my neck felt like I could be snapped at any millisecond if I made a move.
His towering height is the creepiest I have ever felt.
His other hand around my waist felt.....
God, this looks like a monster and a prey situation.
I am the prey.
He lowered his head on my shoulder and his nose sniffed me from my shoulder to my hair.
Awful goosebumps washed my body as I cringed, trying to move away.
But his possessive hand around me held me tighter.
He sniffed me more.
I gulped manageably at the sight in the mirror.
Wha.....what is he doing?
How....how come he....he is here?
He is supposed to be in a meeting, ri.....right?
Why is he here..... holding me like this?
I rested my trembling hands on the counter to help my balance.
Next, he took my earlobe in his mouth.
Terrified chills ran down my spine violently.
I moved but he held me still.
"I love the way you smell, white girl." His breath on my skin wasn't any better.
"The shit is intoxicating," he snarled, giving me another sniff.
This time, a long sniff.
My shoulders tensed up. I can't control the way I am trembling.
He doesn't........he doesn't seem to care about how I am trembling.
"So.....you ready for me?" he asked, unwrapping my waist slowly.
I furrowed my brows as I stared at myself in the mirror.
He is still moving his nose on my hair and shoulder like he could feast on me.
"Tell me you ready right now and I'mma fuck the white out of you this minute."
My belly churned.
"Wha.....what?"
Slowly, he looked up from my shoulder, giving me his scary icy blue eyes.
I gulped in terror.
He released my neck but explored my hips with his hands.
"I told you last night, white girl. I wanna fuck you."
I froze.
"I wanna fuck you so badly,"
God, it wasn't a dream.
"Lookin' at you right now, I wanna do it this minute. You ready, ain't yo?" He asked, placing his nose on my hair again as he moved his hands up my arms.
My entire body felt discomforted.
"Tell me you ready for me, girl."
My heart pounded as I opened my mouth to speak.
I don't know what words are.
He kept sniffing me, wrapping his hands around my body.
Tears approached my eyes as my body begged to be set free from his possessive hold.
"Damn, your body is soft as fuck."
My eyes brimmed.
I am racking my brain on what to do right now. In this situation and position.
I thought last night was a dream.
It clearly wasn't.
That was me telling myself if it was.
"Tell me, white girl. Are you fucking ready for me?"
"I....I don't want..."
"Shhhh,"
"I don't want this...... please."
He scoffed darkly, sending more terror to my soul.
"You see, shorty...." He wrapped his hand around my neck again.
I raised my chin, struggling to control my breathing.
He placed a kiss on my shoulder, making me close my eyes and a tear rolled down.
"You can't tell me that. You have no choice in this shit."
I froze, opening my eyes.