Chapter 31 Sexy Kitchen
MIA
I walked out of the bathroom dressed in my pink nightgown and robe, still coming down from my high and feeling pleasant between my legs.
I walked towards Jay Jay.
He is sound asleep.
I leaned down and covered him properly with his duvet.
I blew him a kiss before walking towards my bed. I got under the duvet and lay on my side, staring at a random place as I thought about the feeling in the bathroom.
I am still feeling that way.
I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling as I thought of all the nights I spent with Axel.
We never do it during the day.
Just nights.
Beautiful nights.
I enjoyed every night that we had.
The way he touches me.
The way he kisses my lips.
I miss him.
I miss us.
I miss those nights.
I miss everything.
I might never see him again and that hurts.
I stirred to the side, feeling my heart ache as I thought about that girl.
He is still with her.
All this while he has been with her.
It really hurts.
He didn't even listen to me when I called.
When I heard his call, I felt a little bit of hope.
Finally, he called and I will get help to leave this place.
But one call from her and he discarded me.
My phone got destroyed right after.
Well, I thought about my destroyed phone.....
The way the angry boss destroyed it. I thought about it all through the day.
I realized that even though he didn't destroy my phone, I am not sure if Axel will help me.
He is so invested in that girl.
I don't even want to think about what they must be doing right now.
She called him her man.
He didn't even deny it.
I covered my face with my palms as tears filled my eyes.
He didn't deny what she said.
This is the second time I am hearing her voice in his background.
I guess she is living with him now.
God, I love him.
I love him so much.
He is my first in everything.
My heart.
My body.
Everything.
Hell, I pictured us married and with adorable kids running around our home.
But he doesn't love me back, does he?
He couldn't listen to me when I needed him the most.
He ran to her the minute she called.
I sniffled as more tears flowed.
I let out a breath as my eyes moved to Jay Jay's crib.
My heart felt a tiny bit of gladness.
Jay Jay.
I smiled a bit.
My adorable little friend.
Slowly, I got out of bed and walked towards his crib.
I leaned on the crib, staring at him as he let out tiny snores.
My heart melted.
We had a lot of fun at the pool today.
The sun wasn't a bother thanks to the water.
Jay Jay was very happy.
It gave me so much joy.
He is really my breath of fresh air in this place.
Sometimes I look at him and surprisingly, I feel safe.
I feel like I am where I am supposed to be.
I leaned down and caressed his cheeks, fighting the urge to pinch them.
He hates it when I do that.
Sighing, I walked back to bed.
I got on it and turned off the lamp on my nightstand.
I lay on my back and my eyes rested on the red light coming from the CCTV camera.
Tiny terror washed me as I recalled last night and how Jay Jay's dad almost broke my face with just one hand.
He is so.......
I don't know.
He does have the best black skin I have seen.
His sister too.
I don't know many black people but they have nice glowing skin.
But they are scary.
They give me the creeps.
His sister especially.
Jay Jay is just different from them.
I can't say now though. He is still a baby.
I stirred to the side, covering myself with the duvet.
I just hope he grows up to be something different.
Something good.
Not as dangerous as his father or aunt.
NEXT DAY......
THE DINING TABLE.....
I picked up a portion of cereal and fed Jay Jay.
I used his napkin and wiped his lips as he hit his toy on the desk of his high chair.
It is Monday morning. Work day for Jay Jay's day and we are both ready to go with him.
We are currently seated at the dining table with others, eating breakfast.
By others, I mean Jay Jay's family.
His dad is seated in the head seat as always. Next to Jay Jay is his mean aunt.
Opposite us is Caleb. The calm one.
And then the more wicked dreadlocks one I noticed to be called Tyrell is seated opposite as well.
I have to be here because it's my best friend's family.
Well, he is the only reason I am stuck here.
I fed him again and wiped his lips.
I felt eyes on me, making me look in that direction.
I locked eyes with the boss.
My heart dropped.
He is really staring at me.
I gulped, adjusting myself on my seat as I focused on Jay Jay.
"Did you get him to sign the papers, Caleb?" Jay Jay's aunt spoke up.
"Um....he will sign them," Caleb said.
Jay Jay's aunt scoffed.
"Seriously, Caleb?"
Caleb didn't respond.
"Kai, we need your signature. It is important for the meeting."
I fed Jay Jay again.
"Why haven't you signed them?" I heard Jay Jay's aunt ask.
I wiped Jay Jay's lips.
"Kai?" Jay Jay's aunt called.
I moved my eyes to the boss.
His eyes are still on me.
I averted my eyes instantly, feeling uneasy.
"Kai," Jay Jay's aunt called again.
I flicked my eyes at him.
He is sipping his drink.
God, why is he.....why is he staring at me?
"Caleb, please make sure he signs the papers."
"Yes, ma'am," Caleb said.
"I am off to the company. See you all there." Jay Jay's aunt said, pushing back her seat and standing on her feet.
Her heels clicked as she walked away.
Jay Jay made sounds as I fed him. He got his toy on the table as he made his sounds.
I held his toy, attempting to take it from him but he is not having that.
"Sorry," I almost whispered, whipping his lips.
"Let's go," I heard the boss order, adding to my uneasiness.
I sensed him getting on his feet, followed by Caleb.
I looked at Caleb. He gave me a nod as the boss headed out.
Caleb joined him and I quickly took in some spoonfuls of my meal before picking up Jay Jay and following them out.
Another day in this new life of mine.
Let's go, Jay Jay.
HOURS LATER.......
KINCAID REAL ESTATE COMPANY.......
AT THE GARDEN.....
"What kind of flowers do you like, Jay Jay?"
He made meaningless sounds as he reached for the plants close to him. I moved away, preventing him from grabbing them.
He has a strong grip.
Babies do.
"We can't afford to destroy someone's work, do we, little guy?" I chuckled, admiring the numerous flowers in the garden.
"My favorite is lilies. I love them."
He made more sounds.
"Hmm, what about yours? You are a boy. You have to like male flowers."
We are currently in the garden, walking around and admiring the plants and flowers. We got here a few hours ago and my best friend and I have been here ever since.
I think his dad and aunt are having the meeting she was talking about at the table earlier today.
Speaking about his dad......
I felt his eyes on me almost all through the ride.
It was uncomfortable.
I was uneasy till we got down.
Caleb took us to the garden instantly and my bestie and I love it here.
The garden is huge and close to the sitting out close to the trees.
The one I sat on that day I was given an option to run.
I still don't regret running.
I feel like Jay Jay needs me.
And I need him too.
Despite everything I have been through, and still going through, he makes me happy.
He reached for another plant. This time, a flower.
"No no no, that's a rose, Jay Jay. Don't destroy it. Here," I placed my locks on his tiny hands.
"Play with my hair, okay."
He made a sound, gripping my hair tightly.
"Ow," I chuckled, looking at him.
His eyes are on me.
"Stop being mean,"
His lips formed a smile.
"Aw..... alright be mean."
He bounced happily, making me chuckle.
I reached for one of the lilies. I felt its softness.
I love them.
They are very pretty.
White and spotless.
I took out one.
That won't hurt, will it?
I smelt it.
"Smells nice, Jay Jay."
He reached for it.
I moved it away. "No, buddy."
He kept reaching for it.
"No. Your tiny hands are lethal."
He made a cranky noise.
I fixed the lily in my hair, shutting him up as he stared at my hair.
I grinned.
"Pretty, right?"
He bounced happily, saying whatever.
"I'll take that as a yes. Aw, thank you. You are pretty too."
I moved around, staring at more flowers.
Ooh, an orchid.
Pretty.
NIGHT HOURS........
KINCAID MANSION.....
THE KITCHEN.......
I washed off Jay Jay's water bottle, his bowl, and his spoon in the sink.
Done with that, I placed them aside on the counter.
I reached for the kettle and filled it up with some water. I moved it to the gas cooker, turned it on, and placed the kettle on it.
I let out a breath, moving towards the extreme counter.
I stood on my toes as I reached for Jay Jay's cereals in the upper cupboard. I opened the cupboard and I saw the cereal.
I struggled to reach for it but fell on my feet.
I kissed my teeth out of frustration.
The cereals will stay in my room from now on.
My height can't help me right now.
Plus, it is risky being out here at this time.
Especially without Jay Jay.
What if his Aunt walks in right now and kills me?
Then hide my body. She has that potential.
I shuddered at my thoughts.
I need to hurry.
I managed to get the cereal and dropped down on my feet.
I placed the cereal down on the counter before standing on my toes again and closing the counter.
"So tiring," I picked up the cereals and turned.
Only to bump into a hard chest.
I froze.
Familiar chest.
This time without a tank top, exposing the tattoos on his bare chest.
Familiar scent.
Height.
Glowing dark skin.
My heart sank.
I looked at who it was.
I locked eyes with his blue ones.
I gasped, taking steps back as the cereal fell out of my hand.
I looked at the cereals on the floor and then at him.
He was wearing only sweatpants with his hands in his pockets, staring dead at me.
That stare.
That stare since today.
I don't understand why.
God, he looks scarier shirt...... shirtless.
The most muscular body I have ever seen and a lot of tattoos on it.
I met his eyes again.
He is staring at me.
God, what does he want?
Water?
The fridge is right behind him.
Why is he staring at me?
The kettle whistled, taking my attention.
The water is ready.
I moved my gaze to him.
He kept staring at me.
"I....I....the water...." I gestured at the kettle.
He didn't make a move but kept staring at me.
Oh God.
The water is for your kid's midnight meal.
Stop scaring me like this!
I attempted to move towards the kettle but stopped myself.
I looked at him.
He is staring at me.
I gulped, taking a step again to walk past but....
He grabbed my arms, forcing a whimper out of me as my heart dropped.
He moved me back and pinned me against the counter behind me.
My wide eyes rested on him.
My heart pumped violently.
His eyes fell on my lips and then my eyes.
God, I am about to die.
His eyes fell on my lips again as he tightened my arms.
I whimpered again, attracting his eyes to mine.
"Listen, white girl,"
His alcohol and cigar-mixed breath hit my face, adding to my terror.
Oh God.
"I wanna fuck you."
I froze.
"I'm gonna fuck you."
Wha......
"Hard," he blurted calmly.
I froze again.
"Harder,"
I gulped in terror.
He gripped my chin instantly.
I let out a whimper as he stared at my lips.
His eyes moved to mine again.
"And harder."
My legs weakened.
"I'm gonna fuck you till your eyes roll out of your brain, white girl."
I held down a gasp.
The darkness in his eyes is serious and.....
And scary.
"You only have a lil time to be ready for me."
I quirked my brows.
He raised his brows. "You fucking feel me, shorty?"
"I.....i don't.....i don't under...."
He grabbed my waist possessively, pulling me closer instantly and I collided with his hard chest as his eyes disturbingly rested on mine.
My frozen body felt numb.
"Your lil time starts now."
What?