Chapter 38 38

Chapter 38 38
Lena's POV

I made Percy say it again.

Not because I had not heard it the first time.

Because I needed to hear it twice before my brain would accept it as something that was actually happening and not something my sleep-deprived mind had constructed to torment me.

He said it again.

Same name.

Same two syllables that had been sitting in the locked room at the back of my chest since the day I arrived in this fortress.

Demi.

I stood in the doorway and felt the floor move under me and grabbed the frame.

"That is not possible," I said.

"Rael says—"

"I know what Rael says," I said. "I am telling you it is not possible." I looked at Percy. "Demi is dead. I was told she was dead. Cain told me himself. He described—" I stopped. Breathed. "He described it specifically. He wanted me to know specifically."

Percy said nothing.

Which was its own answer.

Because Percy's nothing was not disagreement.

It was the careful silence of a man who had seen enough in his years of service to know that the things people were told specifically, with detail, were sometimes the most deliberate lies of all.

I let go of the door frame.

"Where is Damon," I said.

"Already at the gate," Percy said. "He sent me for you the second Rael made the request."

I turned back into the room.

Grabbed my boots.

Pulled them on.

Did not look in the mirror.

Did not think about what I was walking toward.

Thinking was the thing that would stop me moving and I could not stop moving right now.

"Percy," I said.

"Yes," he said.

"If this is real," I said. "If she is actually out there." I kept my voice flat. "Then Rael has had her this entire time. Which means everything Cain told me about what happened to her was constructed." I pulled the second boot on. "Which means Cain knew. He knew she was alive and he told me she was dead and he watched me carry that for three years."

Percy said nothing.

"And Rael kept her," I said. "Not because he needed her. He had no use for one woman from a small southern pack." I stood up. "He kept her because he knew about me. Because Corvin told him about me. Because he knew that one day I would end up somewhere useful and when that day came he would need something to walk through the door with."

I looked at Percy.

"She is leverage," I said. "She has always been leverage. She was never anything else to him."

"Yes," Percy said quietly.

"And he is standing at the gate with her right now," I said. "Asking for me by name. Because the vault failed and Lena turned and Corvin is in a cell and forty men are not enough to take this fortress and the only card he has left is her."

"Yes," Percy said.

I walked out the door.

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The gate was cold.

Dawn not quite arrived, the sky that deep grey that came just before the first light, everything colourless and still. Torches along the top of the wall throwing orange light down onto the faces of forty men on horseback arranged in a formation that was designed to impress.

It was impressive.

I did not let it be impressive at me.

Damon was at the gate with Rendal and four of his senior guards. He turned when he heard my footsteps and looked at my face and read it in one second and turned back to the gate without saying anything.

I came to stand beside him.

Looked through the gate.

Rael was at the front.

I had built a picture of him from everything Lena had told me and everything Corvin had let slip and the picture I had built was wrong. Not wrong in the obvious ways. He was not larger or smaller or older or younger than I had imagined. He was wrong in the specific way that dangerous people were often wrong in your imagination. Quieter than expected. Stiller. The kind of man who did not need to perform his own threat because the threat was just a fact about him and facts did not require performance.

He sat on his horse and looked at Damon with the patient expression of a man who had been waiting for this conversation for four years and was comfortable waiting a little longer.

Then he looked at me.

"Sera," he said.

His voice carried easily through the gate. Not raised. Just projected, the way a man projected who was used to being heard.

I said nothing.

"I have something of yours," he said.

He turned slightly in the saddle.

And a rider came forward from the middle of the formation.

Two people on the horse.

The rider in front.

And behind him, hands bound in front of her, a woman.

The torch light caught her face.

My chest collapsed.

Three years.

Three years of carrying the specific weight of someone you loved being gone and it settling into you so completely that you restructured yourself around the absence and learned to function inside it.

And then the thing you restructured yourself around was just not true.

She was thinner. Her hair was shorter. There was something in the way she held herself that had not been there before, a particular tension, the kind that came from a long time in a situation you could not leave.

But it was her.

It was Demi.

She was looking at the gate. At the wall. Searching. And then her eyes found me through the torchlight and the gap in the gate and the thirty feet of predawn dark between us.

Her face did something.

I pressed my hand flat against my sternum and breathed.

Damon's hand came to my arm. Brief. Steady. He felt me shaking and he put his hand there and I stopped shaking because I needed to and that was all I had.

"Here is what I want," Rael said pleasantly. "It is very simple. The deed. In my hands before the sun is fully up." He looked at Damon. "And I ride away. Your fortress intact. Your people safe. The northern pass matter resolved quietly between us without involving the council or any of the pack leaders who are currently sleeping inside your walls." He paused. "Everyone goes home."

"And if I say no," Damon said.

"Then I am afraid the woman behind me has a very long road ahead of her," Rael said. "In the opposite direction."

The gate was silent.

Forty men on horses in the grey dawn.

Demi on the horse behind the rider, her eyes on me, not on Rael, not on Damon, on me, with that expression that I knew better than any expression on any face in the world.

She was telling me something.

I looked at her.

Looked at the way she was sitting. The angle of her shoulders. Her hands in front of her.

She was telling me something and I needed to read it fast because Rael was waiting for an answer and I did not have long.

Her hands.

The binding on her wrists.

She shifted them slightly. Just slightly. And I saw it.

Loose.

The binding was loose.

She had worked it loose.

She was not restrained.

She was performing being restrained.

Which meant she had a plan.

Which meant Demi, even after three years of whatever Rael had put her through, was still the sharpest person I had ever known and had spent the entire ride here preparing for this moment.

I looked at Damon.

He was looking at Rael.

I touched his arm.

He looked at me.

I looked at Demi.

Back at him.

He followed my gaze to her hands.

A pause so small nobody watching would have caught it.

Then he looked back at Rael.

"The deed is not here," Damon said.

Rael looked at him. "I know you have it."

"The deed," Damon said, "is not in this fortress. It was removed last night for safekeeping and it is currently in a location that is not accessible before sunrise." He held Rael's gaze. "Which means your timeline is not possible. Whatever you want to do with that information, do it."

Rael looked at him.

Reading him.

Deciding whether it was true.

It was not true.

The deed was back in the vault with a new lock that Rendal had installed personally at four in the morning.

But Rael did not know that.

And a man who had ridden through the night with forty horses was a tired man, whatever his face showed, and tired men made the mistake of believing the thing that created a problem for them rather than the thing that required them to keep going.

Rael looked at me.

"Sera," he said. "You know how this works. You have sat where I am sitting. You know that a man with leverage uses it or loses it." He looked at Demi. "I would prefer not to use it."

"I know how it works," I said.

"Then tell him to open the gate," he said.

"I am going to tell you something instead," I said.

He looked at me.

"You rode through the night," I said. "Which means you knew before you left that the inside plan had failed. Which means you came here already knowing you had lost the advantage." I held his gaze. "You are not here for the deed. You were never going to get the deed this way and you know that." I paused. "You are here because you needed to look at this fortress and decide whether it was worth continuing to spend resources on."

Rael said nothing.

"So look," I said. "Look at the gate and the walls and the men on them and the announcement that was made yesterday in front of every pack leader in the eastern border." I held his gaze. "And then look at what you are holding and ask yourself whether it is worth what comes next."

Silence.

The dawn was starting.

Just the first edge of it. Grey going pale at the horizon line above the mountains.

Rael looked at the fortress.

At the walls.

At the gate.

At Damon.

At me.

And I watched him do exactly what I had said. The actual calculation. Not the performance of it. The real arithmetic of a man who had been in this business long enough to know when a position was finished.

His jaw moved.

He looked at Demi.

Back at me.

And in the pale beginning of the dawn he made a decision I saw cross his face before he acted on it.

He turned to the rider holding Demi.

Said something.

The rider reached back and grabbed her arm.

And Demi moved.

She pulled her hands free of the loose binding, grabbed the rider's arm with both hands, and threw herself off the horse sideways with the controlled fall of a woman who had planned every second of it, hit the ground on her shoulder, rolled, came up running.

Toward the gate.

The rider grabbed for her.

Missed.

Two of Rael's men moved their horses forward.

"Open it," Damon said.

The gate opened.

Demi ran through it.

I was already moving.

We met in the middle of the gap and I grabbed her and she grabbed back and for one second that was not long enough and also too long to stand in the middle of a gate with forty armed men outside I held on to the person I had spent three years believing was gone.

She was shaking.

Or I was shaking.

Both of us probably.

"I knew you were here," she said into my shoulder. "When Rael said northern fortress I knew."

"Demi," I said.

"I am fine," she said. "I am okay. I am—" She pulled back. Looked at my face. At the mark on my neck. Her eyes went wide.

"Later," I said.

"Sera that is a—"

"Later," I said.

Percy pulled us both back from the gate.

It closed.

I turned.

Rael was still outside.

Still on his horse.

Looking at the closed gate with the expression of a man who had just watched his last card walk through someone else's door.

"Rael," Damon said. Through the gate. Calm. Final. "You have two options. You ride back the way you came and we consider this finished. Or you stay where you are and we have a different conversation." A pause. "You have until I finish this sentence."

Silence.

Then the sound of horses.

Turning.

Forty men walking their horses back down the road in the pale morning light.

Rael last.

He did not look back.

I stood inside the gate with Demi's arm under my hand and watched them go and felt something that had been wound tight in my chest since the moment Percy said her name start to come loose.

Damon came to stand beside me.

Looked at Demi.

Looked at me.

"Is she alright," he said quietly.

"Yes," Demi said before I could answer. She looked at him with those sharp eyes that had apparently survived three years completely intact. "You must be the Lycan King."

"I must be," he said.

She looked at the mark on my neck.

Then at him.

"We need to talk," she said.

Something moved at the corner of his mouth.

"Later," I said firmly.

Demi looked at me.

"She says that a lot now," she said to Damon.

"Yes," he said. "She does."