I turned on the cell phone and Margot's message came in one after another. It was early in the morning so I got up to call her and she answered quickly.
"Yes, Margot?" I ask.
"Where are you?"
"Why?"
"I just asked, is it bad?"
"Jace, you want to--" I quickly covered Brianna's mouth and motioned her not to make any noise.
"Who is that and why is there a woman?" Son of the---- why does she always seem to cry?
"My cousin, she asked for help for her bathroom light she broke."
"Ah! I want to have lunch with you later."
"Are not you busy, Margot?"
"My schedule is fine."
"I have a meeting this afternoon and also tonight and tomorrow at noon."
"Ok,"
"All right, I'm still busy, bye." I no longer waited for her to answer and I turned off the call. Maybe she has something to say again and I can't help it. I turned to Brianna and hugged her. "I'm sorry if I lied."
"That's fine. I understand." She kissed me which I reciprocated as well. I also told her that I was going home and that I still had work to do. She told me that she would be waiting for me when I visited. I promised her that I would always visit her.
WHEN I go to the office I caught the three who looked like they were having fun. Blaze and Phoenix made talks a lot about their wives, especially Blaze admitting that she already loves Maggie, I opened the topic about Brianna.
They were surprised when they know that we met and something had happened. But, because I am handsome I don't care. Most of all I don’t need their opinion. Ok, cheater, two-timer, and whatever it is but still I don't care.
Brianna and I are secretly dating. Sometimes I go to her house and sleep there. I know I’m stupid because I’m fooling Margot but I’m not ready to tell her the truth. Because I also don’t want to lose her. Selfish if selfish. But I'm trying to tell her but I can't.
It's just that when I started to open up the topic of our relationship she was already saying what kind of plans were just for the two of us. So I just let her go and my plan to confess was not thwarted. When I was ready, I was preceded by Maggie and Blaze's problem. The idiots, it turns out that their marriage was fake and even more chaotic. Maggie went crazy and ruin her life. I can not do anything. I can’t leave her mostly now that she has a problem. I'll be selfish if I will leave her.
Brianna said that it would be better for us to separate if I could not leave Margot. I promised her that I will leave Margot once everything will fall into the right place. I knew that am wrong because somehow Margot already had a place in my heart. But because I feel guilty for Brianna I choose her.
I asked Brianna for another chance and said she would just wait. It's good that she understands me. I had a big mistake on her and I promise I will make up for my shortcomings.
Blaze's situation worsened when Maggie was hospitalized. Then she stopped talking to Margot so I had to help her. She has no other ally but me so the more I can't let her go. As I said I feel sorry for her whenever she is sad.
"Bree, I hope you understand my situation. You're the one I love and for me. You're the only one I want to be with for life."
"I am willing to wait, Jace."
"Thank you."
Stupid if stupid. Sometimes the three of them, especially Dane, fight with me, but what can I do? I love Brianna and I can’t let her go. Or let's say, I don't want to let her go. I wasted her before. Am I going to waste her now?
I'm stupid because I sleep with two women at the same time. There is no one else to blame but me and my cowardice. I admit somehow, Margot has a space in my heart. But not like I love Brianna. I can’t afford to trade Brianna for her. I was just waiting for the timing to tell her the truth. I just really hope she doesn't feel sorry for me. Because no matter how much I love Brianna I really can’t stand Margot because of her kindness and I don’t know why.
Now, that Maggie and Blaze are ok. After the wedding, I will tell the truth. It's up to her, she'll get hurt if she gets hurt but I won't prolong it all. But can I really see her cry because of me? I'll try just in case. But another problem came. Her business went bankrupt because she was scammed. I couldn't go with her and as usual, I asked Brianna for understanding.
While I was helping Margot get up and help her get back on track with her business Maggie got pregnant. A lot has happened in the lives of my friends and me. My dream for Brianna and me have now fulfilled my friends.
Hailey gave birth to triplets. She got pregnant again with Maggie and gave birth almost in a row. Maggie was just a few days ahead. The triplets were only three months old when Hailey got pregnant again so she and Maggie were almost together. So at the same time baptism.
Fuck, I want to get married and build my family. I want to marry Brianna and build our own family. I'm already jealous of the two of them especially now that they are so happy.
Phoenix triplets names are Hawk, Dove, and Eagle. The twins are Raven and Robin who are both males. Blaze name his baby boy Joker. I also want to have my mini Jace and Brianna be the mother. What would I name my daughter Brianna? Jace the II. Mini Jace. Baby Jace? The ugly must be unique. Ah, I'll just think about it when I'm there. It's hard to think of a baby's name.
"Bree, can I get you pregnant and when you're pregnant I'll break up with Margot, and at least I have a reason in case I don't want her anymore." We just finished making love.
"Hmph, it's okay. But I want to walk down the aisle on an empty stomach."
"I understand. Just a little bit, Bree. After Joker's baptism, I'll really talk to Margot."
"Are you sure you're?"
"Yes, even if there's a problem again, I don't care. We've been like this for a year because I don't want to hurt Margot, but it's too much. I can't fight you anymore and you're too patient. While you are the one I love."
"It's okay, I'm willing to wait, Jace. As I said, I love you so I'm willing to wait for you. You make me happy so I'm ok there." My decision is final. After the baptism of the three children, I will tell Margot to finish what we have.
One week since the children were baptized I call Margot and tell her that we will meet. I heard the excitement in her voice she was the one who set the place and time.
"Margot, I have something to tell you."
"Me too." She smiled at me.
"Me first, Margot." I had to be the first because maybe what she would say to me again and I would change my mind. But because I saw her she was sad because she was obviously excited by the news of her as my heart softened again. "Is that good news or bad news?" I ask. She looks excited.
"Good," she replied. If it's good so I'll just let her first so she can tell me.
"All right you go first, Margot."
"I'm 3 weeks pregnant, Jace." Son of a----
"What did you say?"
"I'm pregnant and you're going to be a daddy."
What the fuck!