Chapter 19

"Now tell me I'm wrong," he said sarcastically.

I immediately opened my eyes and was very embarrassed by what he said. I couldn't move from where I was standing and my knees were shaking because of shame.

"Look how easy to get you are!" he smirked.

I don't know how to answer him. I know I was too weak to wait for his kiss. Why did I do that?

I just held my breath because of my stupidity. I know what I did was wrong. Why did I still assume that he would kiss me?

"Camilla, calm down," said my mind.

"I have no choice, Ransom. Don't give me malice" I lied.

I saw that he just shook his head at what I said and he lay down on the bed. I was left standing and still seemed anxious because of what happened. How can I undo what I did?

I went to the Veranda to calm myself down. I scolded myself for my stupidity.

"You're a fool, Camilla. You didn't even think that he was just biting you on his leg. You're really stupid!" I said to myself.

I just shrugged my shoulders while looking at the distance. I inhaled the cold air that also touched my body. I don't know how long I will be with my arrogant husband.

I closed my eyes while thinking of what I could do to forget the shame that happened. I don't want that to happen again because I don't want him to think I'm such a shallow girl. I was just drunk that night so I gave him something which I will keep for 25 years.

It's not a joke that I kept my virginity for 25 years for him to tell me that I'm a shallow type of girl. I'm not easy to get and my friends know that, especially Cheska.

I still remember how many tears I shed when I found out that I was no longer a Virgin. I cried because I couldn't accept in myself that in an instant I gave to a man I didn't even know the gift that I should have given to my future husband I.

I admit that I was happy when I got married because he was also the man I married. The man I gave my virginity to. But I didn't think it would be this difficult to live with him. I wasn't ready to live with an arrogant husband.

He is the opposite of the man I dreamed of. But I have no choice because we have a child and he has to stand up for it. And if I have to endure it, I will do it for the sake of my child.

After a while, I went back to the room to rest. I couldn't help but glance at him while he was sleeping on the bed. My husband is really so handsome that's why he doesn't love me. As handsome as his face is, his behavior is just as ugly. he.

I just sighed and sat on the sofa. I closed my eyes to pray before going to bed.

The next day I woke up feeling bad. I felt heavy as if I had a fever. I felt a mixture of nervousness and worry at that time.

I looked at Ransom's messy bed. I just held my breath while watching it. He didn't even think of moving his bed and would really rely on me.

I closed my eyes again because of how heavy I felt. I just let his bed get messy. It was his fault so he has no right to be angry with me. I will prioritize the condition of our son first.

I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep. I just woke up when someone suddenly shouted in front of me. I was very surprised and jumped up. My chest almost exploded because of the nervousness at that time. I was really surprised to hear the he yelled at me.

"What time is it? Why are you still lying down?!" he asked with a frown.

"Look how messy the room is!" he added.

"I feel so heavy, Ransom. Please give me another minute to take a rest. Baby and I need that," I begged him.

"I do not care! Remove the mess if you don't want me to be angry with you!" he answered firmly.

I just held my breath and forced myself to get up. I wanted to tell his parents what he was doing. But I couldn't because I knew they wouldn't believe me. I also didn't want to ruin our relationship with his family.

He stormed off when Lydia came in to invite us to eat. He left me alone in the room.

I forced myself to do what he ordered. Even though my body was a bit sore, I didn't complain. I stroked my stomach to ease my mood.

"You can do it, Camilla. You shouldn't give up on this after all you've been through," said my mind.

"As long as I can, I won't give up, son. I love you so much," I said while caressing my stomach.

Because at the time when I was hurting and struggling with Ransom's mistreatment of me, he was the only one who served as my strength. He is the reason why I get up every day because I don't want him to grow up with a broken family.

After a while, Lydia knocked to invite me to eat. It turned out that they were waiting for me downstairs.

I quickly got myself ready and left the room. I slowly went down the stairs towards the bottom. I looked at his parents who were sitting at the dining table.

"Good Evening, Mom, Dad," I greeted.

"Good evening, how's your day, Mila?" he asked me.

"We waited for a few minutes. Why did it take you so long to come down?" asked his mother.

"I'm just fixing Ransom's bed, Mom," I answered.

"What?! Didn't I tell you to let Lydia take care of it," he said.

"That's not what I said.. Come on my wife" he refused.

I saw his simple smile but I knew that smile was not real. I knew

Deep inside he was angry because I confessed in front of his parents.

"You should check her out, son" his father said seriously.

"Of course, dad. Even every day, right, Mila?" he asked with a smile.

I just nodded and didn't answer any more. I couldn't accept what he said. I became obedient to everything Ransom wanted or ordered me to do.