Chapter 4 He don't love me

All day I stayed lying down from the top of my bed bed here in my bedroom. I had no appetite after my mom and I talked earlier. I didn't even feel the tingling in my back because I had been lying in my bed before. I force myself to sleep but, I can’t. I was troubled, at the thought of what was what. It's like I'm going crazy because of overthinking.

I turned to my alarm clock. It's past eight o'clock in the evening. They must be asleep, I also didn’t wonder why they didn’t call me to eat because, they knew I had no appetite. I gasped before I thought of picking up my cellphone by my side. I opened my facebook and that's how masculine my eyes are when I see a lot of notifications on my account.

I slapped my cheek to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. The content of my notification was the model named Serah Park and her partner Darrell.

The content of the whole news is about the two of them and Darrell. The impending marriage of the two. I was nervous when Harris suddenly came to my mind. Did Harris already know about this news? Where is he now? I wasn't that concerned about him before. But, hopefully he would be okay if he already knew about this news.

Because I was restless, it was decided to call Auntie Emy. I'll just ask if Harris is okay.

It was also a long time before my Auntie answered my call.

"Hello, Auntie Emy." I take the lead when she answers my call. A few moments later it spoke on the other line. I woke up from my bed when my Auntie said they would not take pity on Harris. He had been drinking alcohol for two hours and was very drunk.

“What is he doing now? I asked to Auntie Emy.

“He is very drunk. No matter what we do, we don't want to stop. ” Auntie said in trouble, from the other phone line.

"Did he see in the news feed about Serah and Darrell's relationship, Auntie?" I will ask.

“I don’t know, Elle. Harris never mentioned anything to me, but we have a strong feeling that he already knows about Serah and Darrell's relationship. ” I thought for a moment. I wouldn’t be quiet if I didn’t see Harris in person, even though I knew he hated me too.

“Ok, Auntie. I will go there now, ”I said.

“Don’t, Elle. You will just be bothered, ” auntie Emy said.

“I won't be bothered, Auntie. Just wait for me there, ”I just said  and I decided to change my clothes.

Only a few minutes were wasted when I finished self -improvement. I wore a Jacket because it was cold outside during this time. I took my car key from my drawer and went out of my room.

I didn't even bother to go to their room mama because I will definitely not be sent to their Auntie Emy's house at this time. Annie, on the other hand, is definitely in her friend now. Often the only one left here at home is me.

A cool breeze greeted me as I left our house. However, I went to the parking lot of our house to get in my car that Harris had given me. When I was eighteen years old, this is what Harris gave me as a gift. This is also the thing I took care of that was given to me before. He was also my last dance when I was eighteen years old, I can say it was very romantic that night.

Fortunately, we had a guard so I didn't have any trouble opening the gate. I drove down the road. There weren’t too many people on the side of the road, there were very few vehicles I encountered.

Just a few minutes later I reached the opposite gate of Harris. The guard seemed to be expecting me to come because it was already open. Before I could pass Harris's guard I stopped my car and looked outside.

"Thank you," I said calmly.

“Nothing, ma'am Elle. ”He said so I nodded and smiled at him.

"All right, I'll go first." I said and closed the window and drove my car towards the mansion.

When I stopped my car I immediately walked to the door of Harris's house. When Aunt Emy saw me, she immediately greeted me.

“I’m sorry, Elle. We couldn’t stop Harris from getting drunk. I want to hit that woman and slap her a few times, ”Auntie Emy said. I smiled hard.

“Don't be angry, Auntie. We don't want this to happen, there are really people who don't even think about how other people feel, ”I said.

“I don’t know, Elle. I don't want to see that woman and maybe what else can I do with her, ”Auntie said.

“Don't stress too much, Auntie. Where is Harris now? ”I asked as we walked towards the living room.

“She’s in her room, Elle. He is drinks and doesn't want to talk to anyone. Stella also tried to talk to her older brother but, nothing happened. ”Auntie said, when we got to the couch. I support it to sit up.

I sat down next to my Auntie.

“Let's just leave Harris. It hurts him to know that the woman he loves is just cheating on him. I will take care of your son, please  you need to rest now, Auntie. ” I said.

“Are you sure, Elle? You are just busy watching over Harris, ”Auntie said. I smiled, to let him know I was okay.

“Oh, all right. I'm really sleepy too, Elle. You can just sleep here in the guest room when you can sleep, ”Auntie said.

"I'll take care of your  son, I'll go home later when Harris is asleep." I said.

"Nevermind. Just sleep in the guest room,” she said.

“Okay, Auntie. Go to sleep, ”I said. She nodded and stood up.

"Just call me when there's a problem, Elle." Auntie Emy just said  and  that she was going to their room.

A minute passed I was the only one left here in the living room. I decided to get up from sitting here on the soft couch. As I walked out of this living room, I was stopped by the sight of Harris heading in my direction. I couldn't step on my foot as if I was stuck in my position and I was just waiting for what would happen next. It wobbles as it walks and doesn't seem to be in the right frame of mind. It was holding a bottle of beer and in my estimation it was empty.

"You alright?" I am compelled to say. It stopped walking and looked at me. It was as if he was going to fall over because he was so drunk. These are puffy and I notice the sadness in his eyes.

"What are you doing here?”