Chapter 25
Roshini kept looking at Siddharth while driving back from Nidhi's house. She doesn't know one thing here. 'What that sure means?'
Did he really meaning that one day she and Siddharth will unite?
When Varun offered that help for their marriage in the future. Siddharth smiled and said "Sure" like he is definitely going to ask for the help. That moment she didn't take that as big but replaying that, again and again, she can feel there is something in the way he speaks. It reflected his confidence. Why he has to answer like that? Will, he going to propose me one day? She thought and smiled gritting her teeth.
Thinking about itself gave an alluring feeling to her but what happens if that really comes true... Roshini gulped and her mind strongly giving that vibes that it will come true one day.
Since in every way Siddharth is proving himself that he is not acting here. He is doing everything like he is enjoying to do.
She knows they are not in the relationship of 'just friends'. If he considered her only as a friend then he won't be doing this much of help to her. He himself confessed that he is having a great crush on her. So that means he started to love me, right? Thinking this she looked him.
But sometimes boys will act that they are in love but in the end, they will leave telling 'you are my very good friend, I can never forget you'. So for that, she remained in the place where she is standing.
One he has to confess that he is love with me or I have to reveal that to him. I am not going to do that now, it is only in your hand Siddharth, she said mentally.
"Why you are looking at me? Is there anything on my face?" he asked.
"No nothing. I just..." she stuttered. "Thanks... For this help. I never thought you will be this nice," she exclaimed.
"Then what you have thought about me before?" Siddharth questioned chuckling.
"No, I don't really know anything about you but now you are surprising for me."
Siddharth didn't say anything for that, he just had a small smile, He knows it is not easy to get a personal appreciation from Roshini and he is happy about that.
He hoped that one day she will love him like how he is doing. He doesn't want to rush anything now because love is not a mere thing to be rushed and end it hastily.
"Will I drop you at the house, or shall we go somewhere?" He asked.
"No, drop me in the house, I am having some work," she declined the offer.
"Oh okay," he sounded in a disappointment.
Seeing him she felt sorry, "One day if you are free, we can go to that coffee shop near my school. It is so famous; you know that coffee shop, right?" Roshini asked him as compensation.
"Where is it exactly?" Siddharth asked.
"Do you know my school right?" She asked.
"Hmm" he nodded as yes.
"Ah... That coffee shop is behind my school. Don't you know that coffee day?"
"Yeah, I got it. It is somewhat near to my house too."
"Then Okay let's go there one day," Siddharth agreed with a satisfied smile. Roshini grinned, she is having a big story behind her offer.
When she was studying the ninth standard, she used to play throw ball, she was selected in her school team and have practices every evening till 5.30.
One day, her PE teacher ended the training before half an hour. So Roshini and her few teammates waited in the playground until her dad came to pick her.
There was that coffee day opposite to that ground, it was the first coffee day opened in their area. The glass walls clearly showed the interiors. The dim yellow light and well-furnished brown furniture really attracted her eyes. She saw a couple inside sitting near the glass wall, they were talking with so much love shimmering in their eyes.
That was the first time Roshini thought about her future love and husband. In fact, her fantasies about her future husband started there.
Whenever she looks at that coffee day, she will think this one thing that "I will come to this coffee shop when I find the love of my life."
She doesn't know if Siddharth was her one and only but she wanted only him.
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Nidhi after changing her saree into a normal salwar, the only dress she took from her home joined Varun who is standing on the balcony and watching the drizzles that were glowing brightly in the street light while falling. He is still in the wedding costume and deeply thinking about something.
She held his arms and looked at him. "Just now I spoke with Hari Prasad sir about taking leave for few days. He said nothing big and gave permission," Varun was confused little and it is evident from his expression.
"Oh... You don't worry about me like you said we have to work hard Varun," Nidhi said her point.
"I know; we don't have a future without my job but leaving you here alone was not a good idea for me."
"So?" Nidhi questioned.
"I don't know Let's decide about that later. Why we have to confuse everything in a day." Varun tried to change the topic.
"Look, again I am telling you that don't worry about me, I can manage," Nidhi assured.
Varun nodded his head and caressed her hair. Her comforting words gave an unknown strength to him. He looked at his watch to see the time is 7.30 pm.
"Are you hungry Nidhi?" Varun asked.
"Yeah, little." She said to him since she doesn't have lunch today.
In her life, she had high dreams about her marriage but all these ended up in vain. Not about the rich ceremony, she wanted her parent's blessings without that it felt so empty for her.
"Okay then I will go and buy something for us to eat," Varun said and went inside to change his dress. He took his bike keys, telling bye to Nidhi he went down.
She again went into the house, the living room was empty, left to the living room there is a small kitchen, and the right side the bedroom was there.
Very simple but it was neatly painted in a blue and white combination.
Without knowing what to do, Nidhi sat simply thinking about how she is going to manage everything in the future. She confidently told him that she can manage but inside she is dreading in fear thinking about how difficult it would be.
After some ten minutes, Varun came into the house. He asked Nidhi to get a water bottle and sat on the floor beside her.
He bought Dosa for them, Nidhi after eating felt all her energy came back to her. She liked the taste and ate without leaving anything.
Once they are done, Varun went into the bedroom and Nidhi followed him with hesitation. He spreads the sheet on the floor and sat on that with his laptop.
Nidhi sat beside him and watched him blankly. After checking and replying to his emails Varun turned his attention to her.
"Tomorrow we will go and buy some kitchen products, then... Some dresses for you." Varun said about his plans and laid on her lap suddenly. She smiled and touched his hair. This moment is really unbelievable for her, Varun the man she loved is on her lap.
"You are spending all your savings," she said in a sad tone.
"Stop worrying about money, I hate that. I know how to earn so don't think about anything right now," Varun said in an irritated tone.
Nidhi's face saddened, but the next moment Varun sat up and gazed her face. He smiled and pinched her cheeks.
"You are so cute when you're angry Nidhi..." He said and hugged her.
"Now smile darling, have you forgot this our wedding night," he said in a seductive way and pulled her close to him. Compared to his strength Nidhi is nothing and fell on his lap.
Shivers ran down her spines, her eyes widened in shock to feel the dangerous closeness between them. Varun gazing her eyes leaned in to kiss her lips. Nidhi closed her eyes and once his lips touched hers, she clenched his shirt with her fist.
Dragging her waist so close to him, Varun started to kiss her feverishly.
Nidhi encircling her hand around his neck and kissed him back, he is provoking her by showing his love with his kiss. In between the passionate kiss, Varun bitten her lower lip little hard so she pushed him.
She gasped to drag the oxygen in but Varun not in the state to leave her. He pulled her arms and roughly again kissed her. Nidhi couldn't tolerate this sweetness of love. She kissed him back with equal excitement, love, and pleasure as like Varun.
He suddenly pulled out from the hug and pushed her on the floor. Varun started kissing all over her face and his hands traced her body to feel her.
When he nibbled her collarbone, Nidhi for the first time moaned in pleasure. Varun was fully turned on, he removed his T-shirt and continued to kiss Nidhi, she didn't object him since she is totally drowned in the pleasure.
When Varun was about to remove his pant, suddenly his mind knocked down his proceedings by giving this thought 'Have you forgot your responsibilities? She is still studying'
He paused and looked down at Nidhi, she is innocently staring at him with confusion. Then only she realized that she shouldn't be doing this now.
She sat up turning to the other side and felt so embarrassed.
Varun sighed, "We have to wait," he said.
"Yeah," Nidhi agreed and laid back turning to the other side.
Varun laid beside her controlling all his urges.
It felt uncomfortable for both of them to sleep but eventually slept out of tiredness since this day was really a long day for both of them.