Chapter 154 My Entire Existence
RAVIAL
I stepped into her bedroom, closing the door behind me with a soft click. The air was thick with her scent, and that new, sweet undertone that was already changing because of the baby. It wrapped around me like a drug.
I hadn’t slept.
Not for a single second.
Lying beside Avery had felt like sandpaper against raw skin. Every shift of her breathing, every tiny movement, grated on me. I didn’t need to sleep the way humans did, but with Leitana… I could let myself drift. I could press my face into the curve of her neck, breathe her in, and the world would be quiet enough for me to rest. Without her, the night had stretched into an endless, irritating void.
So here I was at six in the morning, drawn like a moth to flame.
The room was empty.
The bed was neatly made, sheets still carrying the faint impression of her body. Soft light filtered through the curtains.
Then I heard it, the steady rush of water from the ensuite bathroom.
I moved silently, pushing the door open just enough.
She stood under the shower, back to me, completely naked. Water cascaded down her spine, tracing every delicate curve, every dip and swell. Her curls were piled high on her head, a few wet strands clinging to her shoulders. She looked so fucking sexy it made my chest tighten.
And she was talking.
To her stomach.
“Good morning, little one,” she whispered, thumb stroking slow circles over her belly. “Mi hope yu sleeping well in dere. Mi can’t wait to meet yu… but mi also scared. Mi no know how much time mi have. But mi promise… mi will love yu with everything mi have while mi still here.”
She leaned her forehead against the cool tile.
“Papa God… plis watch over dis baby. And over mi Ravial. Him no say it, but mi know him scared too.”
I felt my chest tighten in a way that had nothing to do with lust and everything to do with the terrifying realization that this woman held my entire existence in her small hands.
I stripped quickly, shirt, pants, everything, leaving it all in a careless pile on the floor. Naked, I stepped into the shower behind her.
The moment my chest pressed against her back, she didn’t stiffen. Not even a little. She simply leaned into me like she’d been waiting.
She knew.
Of course she did.
“Good morning, mi Ravial,” she said, voice soft and warm, tilting her head slightly so the water ran down her neck.
I wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her flush against me. “So you knew I was here, lamb.”
She laughed, a light, playful sound that vibrated through her body into mine. “Of course mi know your scent. It fills the whole room before yu even open the door.”
She rose onto her toes, turning just enough to press her face into the crook of my neck, lips brushing my skin. I held her waist tighter, one hand splaying possessively over her stomach where our child grew.
Then she felt it, my cock, hard and insistent, pressed against the soft curve of her belly.
She pulled back just enough to look down between us, eyes widening in that innocent-surprised way that always undid me.
“Mi Ravial…” she whispered, biting her lip to hide a smile. “Yu already so hard this early? Yu no even say good morning proper before yu snake wake up and greet mi belly first.”
I groaned, dropping my forehead to hers, water streaming over both of us. “Blame your scent. And the way you were talking to our baby like I wasn’t standing right here losing my mind.”
She giggled, one small hand sliding down my chest, teasing. “Mi was just telling little one how stubborn yu are. Now look, yu making mi all wet and it no just the shower.”
I captured her hand before it could go lower, bringing it to my lips. “Careful, lamb. Keep talking like that and I won’t be gentle.”
Her eyes sparkled with mischief as she pressed closer, letting my length rest fully against her stomach again. “Who say mi want gentle? But yu have to be quick… Charles might wake up soon and wonder why yu no in bed with Avery.”
I growled low in my throat, spinning her around so her back hit the cool tiles. “Let him wonder.”
My mouth found hers, hungry, claiming while my hands roamed, one sliding between her thighs, the other cupping her breast.
She moaned into the kiss, legs parting for me instinctively.
“Mi Ravial…” she breathed when we broke apart, eyes half-lidded. “Yu really going to risk everything just to have mi in the shower?”
I nipped at her bottom lip, smiling against her mouth. “For you? I’d risk the whole damn world.”
She laughed again, bright and breathless, wrapping her arms around my neck.
“Then take mi quick, mi stubborn man. Before someone come looking for us.”
I didn’t need to be told twice.
Water poured over us as I lifted her, pressing her back to the wall, her legs locking around my waist.
And for a few stolen minutes, the rest of the house, Charles, the lies, everything disappeared.
There was only her.
My lamb.
My reason.
Mine.
“Ahhhh!” Leitana screamed as I pulled out and slammed back into her pussy, hitting that perfect spot with brutal force.
The sound of wet skin slapping echoed off the shower walls, louder than the rushing water. I didn’t hold back. I drove into her again and again, deep, punishing strokes that made her whole body jolt against the tiles. Her legs tightened around my waist like a vice, heels digging into my back as she took every inch.
“Mi Ravial…..ahhhhishhh!” she gasped, nails raking down my shoulders, leaving red trails that healed almost instantly.
I wrapped one hand around her throat, squeezing just enough to feel her pulse flutter wildly under my palm. Her eyes widened, mouth falling open in a silent cry as I restricted her air, forcing her to focus only on the thick cock stretching her open.
“Look at me,” I growled, voice rough with need.
She tried, hazel eyes glassy and desperate, but I tightened my grip a fraction more. Her pussy clenched hard around me, slick and greedy, dripping down my balls with every savage thrust.
“You feel that?” I snarled, hips snapping forward so hard her back slapped against the wall. “This pussy is mine. Every fucking inch. Say it.”
She gasped for air, the sound broken and needy. “Yours, ahh, it’s yours, mi Ravial!”
I loosened my hold just enough for her to drag in a shaky breath, then slammed in again, grinding against her clit with every brutal plunge. Her walls fluttered, milking me, pulling me deeper like she couldn’t get enough.
Water cascaded over us, making everything slicker, messier. Her tits bounced with each thrust, nipples hard and begging. I leaned down and bit one, hard enough to make her cry out, then soothed it with my tongue while my hand stayed locked around her slender throat.
She was shaking now, legs trembling, tears mixing with the shower water on her cheeks.
“Plis….” she whimpered, voice hoarse from my grip. “Mi so close, don’t stop…”
I stopped.
Completely.
Buried to the hilt inside her, I froze, cock throbbing but motionless.
Leitana’s eyes flew open in panic. She tried to move, to grind down on me, but my free hand clamped onto her hip, pinning her helplessly to the wall.
“No..” she gasped, voice cracking. “Mi Ravial, please, why….”
I leaned in until my lips brushed her ear, voice dark and rough.
“Because I want to feel you beg for it.”
Her pussy spasmed around me, desperate and empty even though I was still deep inside. She whined, high and needy, trying to roll her hips but unable to with my iron grip holding her still.
“Beg,” I ordered, tightening my fingers around her throat again until her breath came in tiny, desperate gasps. “Tell me how badly my little lamb needs this cock to ruin her.”
Tears spilled down her face. Her lips trembled.
“Please… mi need it so bad,” she sobbed, voice wrecked. “Mi need yu to fuck mi hard, break mi, make mi cum all over yu cock. Mi can’t, ahh mi can’t take it anymore. Please, daddy, please fuck mi pussy raw.”
The word “daddy” hit me like lightning.
I snapped.
I released her throat only to grab both her wrists, slamming them above her head against the tiles. Then I fucked her like I hated her like I’d die if I didn’t wreck her completely.
Hard. Brutal. Relentless.
THWOP
THWACK
THWOP
Each thrust punched the air from her lungs. Her screams turned into broken, gasping moans, her body jerking violently with every savage stroke. Her pussy gushed around me, soaking us both, the wet sounds filthy and obscene.
“That’s it,” I growled against her neck, biting down hard enough to leave a mark. “Scream for me, lamb. Let the whole fucking house hear who owns this pussy.”
She came with a shattered cry, walls clamping down so tight it almost hurt, her entire body convulsing as she squirted around my cock, hot and messy.
I didn’t stop.
I fucked her straight through it, chasing my own release, hips slamming into her over and over until I buried myself deep and filled her with thick, pulsing ropes of cum.
We stayed locked together, panting, water still pouring over our joined bodies.
Leitana’s head lolled against my shoulder, completely limp, a soft, dazed smile on her swollen lips.
“Mi Ravial…” she whispered, voice hoarse and satisfied. “Yu really trying to kill mi this morning.”
I kissed the bite mark on her neck, gentle now, then pressed my forehead to hers.
“Never,” I murmured, still buried inside her, still hard. “I’m just reminding you who you belong to.”
She let out a tiny, breathless laugh and nuzzled closer.
“Mi already know… but mi no mind if yu remind mi every day.”
I smiled against her skin, holding her tight as the water washed over us.
My lamb.
My entire existence.