"Sweetie, do not worry, most of the day, he will spend it in his office so there is no need to be worried. When he's back from work, you both will be in your individual rooms," she smiles.
I am kinda worry about him being a workaholic, he would not be at home all the time. But I have to look for a way to cause him to have sex with me before he go to work or after he's back from work.
"Sweetie", mum says, " we are really sorry, we would not be around to spend your holiday with you. When we are back, We will make up for it." she smiles.
"I understand mummy, it is okay." I drop my head down to my plate of fried chicken and fried potatoes and I start to pick from it.
Ever since, I knew my parents are so busy with work and businesses. Important events that concerns me like pageants, departmental competitions, my birthdays, even the day I got baptized. They missed all of these. In all these, I am still thankful for them, they always make sure, I have all I needed, I don't lack any good thing.
Unexpectedly, the feeling of being ashamed washes over me. I am planning to have sex with someone we have known for nearly ten years..the thought of my parents finding out makes me afraid. For some reason, I think about cancelling this bad plans and ideas from happening and try to stop thinking about Jeremy but it is impossible. I have been wishing and praying for this to happen, and it's happening. All I can think about now is Jeremy. If I stop myself from being with him might cause me pain and I would not forgive myself. Whatever will happen in his house or after the event, I don't want to know but I am fully ready for anything as long as I can fuck Jeremy.
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All through the night, I am thinking about Jeremy, I wake up, I am still thinking about Jeremy. I wipe my eyes, turn to the other side of my bed and pick my phone from the floor. It is already 6am, I quickly rush out from my bed went straight to my wardrobe to start packing then I realized it's raining heavily outside.
I murmur, and start packing. I already know what I want to carry for two weeks, I open my panties drawer. Holy shit!! I feel my heart beats fast, I do not have any sexy and hot underwear at all. All my undies are mama dash me. What is going on here. It is a bit sad, I want to seduce a man but I don't have any sexy undies.
Damn Pamela.. do not be stupid," I speak under my breath as i take some of my panties and throw them into my travel bag.
Check the time, it's exactly thirty minutes past, I am done packing up then I look at myself wondering if I can do it. I think I can. I am not ugly but is that enough? I will try my best to flirt badly and talk dirty with him... I have not kissed or romance anyone. Damn, I don't have experience, I am just like a nun. Not funny Pamela! He is handsome as hell and single, will he ever what to be with me? I wonder. I think he is an experience guy when it comes to sex and relationship. All I have now is the desire of having sex with him.
The screen light of my phone pop on, I check. It is a message from Grace.
It says: Do not forget, today is your day. Have the craziest sex ever.
With a smile, I told myself, "This message makes me feel better and positive."
I get ready. I wear a long sleeved top and a short because it is still raining. Then I take my travel bag and when downstairs to wait for my parents. Mummy and daddy were already packed and ready for their business trip. They are sitting in the dining room having their breakfast.
"Why should rain fall this day of all days?" I ask, looking at the rain from the window. "Oh God, I do not like raining season," I say while sitting on the dining chair.
Yes sweetie, I don't think the rain will stop anytime soon, tho I have not checked the weather recently. You should know when it rains heavily it means it would not stop falling," Mummy says as she drinks her coffee.
"Honey, this is raining season here in Los Angeles so you should expect more rain," Daddy say with a smile.
I roll my eyes. "When are we leaving to Jeremy's house ?" I ask.
Very soon sweetie, our plane leaves at 10am but we have to take you to Jeremy house first. And we need to be there as early as possible," Daddy says.
"Sweetie, Have packed everything you need?" Mummy asks.
"Yes ma, I am ready."
"I will be right back, I want to send emails to my colleagues," she says and when straight to her room.
I lost my appetite maybe it's because I am nervous so I take a cup of tea to feel relaxed.
Thirty minutes later we are on our way to Jeremy's house. It's 10 minutes drive to his house. He lives in a beautiful and nicer street than ours. My parents does not need to worry about arm robberies there. As we get closer to his house I get more unease, feeling sick in my stomach. "Damn Pamela, you need to calm down." I whisper to myself. The car is not hot because it's raining outside but I am sweating.
We park on the street road close to his house, I am truly nervous. Pamela you need to take control of your emotions, I tell myself. This is happening.
"Sweetie please quickly close the car door, we forgot the umbrella at home," Mummy say.
"It is okay guys, I can run quickly to his house," I say, trying to wear my coat but I could not.
"Sweetie, are you sure"?
"Yes mummy, I will quickly change up to a dry wear when I get inside," I replied my ma, grabbing my travel bag.
"Alright sweetie. Please do call us when you are settled and do try to enjoy your stay," she smiles.
In my mind, she said I should enjoy myself, if only she knows. "Yes I will do ma."
"I love you both, do have a safe trip," I say while kissing their cheeks.
"I love you too, sweetie," they respond together as I open the car door and run in the rain.
The rain is so cold, this is the weather for hottie sex. I gaze at the main door, it looks far away. OMG. I am wet and Breathing hard when I finally reach Jeremy main door then I turn to wave goodbye to my mum and dad as they drive off. I press his door bell on the door. In his frontage, there is a protector that protect rain from coming in but the rain is touching me which makes me more wet. I became impatient as I wait for Jeremy.
As I am wondering if he is still at home or he has gone to work, the door opens. There he is, standing in front of me. I feel my knees becoming weak.