ARIANA
I was breathing heavily. His confession made me pause for a second. I thought he would run and hide when I would start yelling at him about the whole thing. But instead, he accepted everything he did. “That Charlie! He's a coward. Yes, I made him disappear when you were about to marry him. And later when I found out that he was trying to reach you. Bkt I did the right thing, I know. That bastard was the reason why I trust someone over you.” By now, I wasn't the one yelling. He was yelling at me.
I didn't know how to react. I did know what to even say. He cupped my face with both of his hands and made me look into his eyes. “I was in love with you. I couldn't tell anyone. I tried to bury it in my heart because it felt wrong. But on your birthday, when I saw him dancing with you, I knew I could no longer bury my feelings.” I gulped hard, listening to him.
The man raised me, held me in his arms before my parents, and to me, was a father figure. Until he married me. “I'd do it again if I needed to. You matter the most. And I am not ashamed of what I did back then. You learned to love me.” Something just snapped in me.
Before I knew it, my lips were on his and I was kissing him. Despite my own restraints, I was the one who made the first move. He was surprised at first. And I took full advantage of that surprise. My tongue was in his mouth, playing a very dangerous game. Enzo tried to push me away but I didn't let go.
I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly. Then I jumped up, and wrapped my legs around his waist. I had caged him in my arms while I kissed him with all I had. Soonz I felt his hardness against my opening and I shivered. Until that point, I never would have imagined how much my body had been craving this man.
I was grinding against his cock when Enzo grabbed the back of my neck and pulled my face away from his forcefully. It felt like I was either drunk or high on some sort of substance. Because I acted on my intrusive thoughts and I didn't want to stop. “Stop right there, my sweetness. Because if I don't stop now, I will end up doing something to you that'll make you hate me even more. And I don't want that.” Enzo tried to nail some sanity into my empty head. But I wasn't listening that night.
“Fuck me!” I demanded and his eyes went wide.
“You don't want to do that. You are just angry and impulsive.” He growled at me angrily, trying to free himself from my hold. But then I did something that angered him as well. I grabbed his collar and pulled his face even closer to mine.
“Why? Without my hair, am I that ugly that you can't think about fucking me. What kind of a hypocrite are you?” when I questioned him like that, I heard him growl in anger. Enzo slammed me against the wall and his face was buried in the crock of my neck.
My eyes rolled back in my head when he ran his tongue across my neck. “You can beer be ugly for me. Only God knows how hard I have been trying to stay away from you. So you won't run away without getting your cancer treatment.” His words made me shiver again.
“Then fuck me. I want it. I want you.” I growled at him again. This time, I let my pussy graze against his cock. Although we had fabrics in between our skins, we both felt it. The desires were burning raw in between us. Anger and the concessions about the past triggered something we didn't know of.
“And what if you hate me once it's done. What if you hate me more?” His eyes were saying something to me. But he was all concerned about my feelings. I didn't answer him. Instead, I kissed him again. And instead of taking control myself, I let him dominate me.