ARIANA
When I opened my eyes again, I found myself in a hospital room. IVs were attached to my hand. My wrists were covered with bandages. I looked around and found Enzo sitting on a chair. His eyes were red. Either due to lack of sleep or maybe he was crying. It could be the first option because a heartless man like him could never do such a thing.
“Hey! You are awake.” Enzo whispered softly. Leaning in, he tried to touch me but I only pushed him away.
“Don't fucking touch me. I hate you.” I growled at him angrily. I saw hurt flashing in his eyes. Then he turned and masked his face with anger.
“Did you really think that I will let death do us apart? Trust me, my sweetness. That's never gonna happen. You belong with me. And I will make sure, you stay with me.” He growled back at me.
While he was barking at me like a mad dog, I was actually yawning. He grabbed my face and forced me to look at him. “You listen to me when I am talking to you. Or otherwise, I will…”
“You will what?” I didn't let him finish. It was surprising for him, how I screamed at him instead of submitting to him.
“You will assault me? Like you did that day, and then you killed my baby and robbed me off of my motherhood. That's all you can do, Enzo. All you have ever done is hurt me in the worst ways. I tried so hard to make it work but I can't be with a monster like you. I have you so much, I feel like killing myself instead of living with you. You might have saved me but I will keep on trying until you either divorce me, or I die.” I didn't even try to hide my hatred for him.
For a moment, he was too shocked to even think. He pulled away from me and sat back down on his chair. He looked pissed. But he remained quiet. Just then, a doctor came in and checked up on me. “Looks to me, your wife is fine. Once the IVs are done, you can take her back home. But please, keep an eye on her. Suicidals can be unpredictable.” the doctor informed Enzo and walked away.
Once the IVs finished, Enzo brought me back home. This time, I decided to starve myself to death. While Enzo was at work, maids tried their level best to feed me but I didn't eat anything. Then they called Enzo. “Why are you doing this? Why are you hurting yourself?” Enzo asked, holding the soup bowl in his hands.
“I told you. I hate you so much, I don't want to live with you anymore. Besides, you have Valentina, begging you to take her back. And you trust her so much that you even killed my baby because she said so. So why don't you go back to her and leave me alone.” I poured all my hatred on him again.
I knew, it hurt him. It hurt him so much. But his pain had started to bring me peace. “You ruined everything in my life. You believed everyone but me. You took away my dreams, my ambition, my baby, my motherhood. And you still believe that I would ever forgive you. I will not stop.” I growled back at him, again, each of my words were laced with pure hatred. And I didn't even bother to hide it.