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ATHENA'S POV:-
I was sitting on the chair in my office, waiting for Alexander to get to my office. My eyes were at the clock and with every tick, my foot was moving with it. The door flung open and Alexander literally hopped into my office. "What's wrong? Did something happen? Are you alright?" He asked as he walked toward me. He placed one of his palms on my forehead and the other one on his forehead to feel my temperature.
"It feels normal! Did something happen? Are you hurt?" He kept on asking me questions, didn't give me a chance to respond. I opened my mouth to answer at least one of his questions. Instead, he pulled me closer, leaned closer to my ear and whispered: "Is it because of last night?"
I was bound to laugh at him at that point. I tried so hard not to break down. But then I saw the look on his face and it just came out. The confusion on his face was when he saw me laughing at him hysterically. "Would you give me a chance to answer one of the questions that you asked me? I am fine! Nothing like that happened to me." I responded once I sobered up.
His friends went deeper as he heard that. "Then why the hell did you call me so urgently?" He asked out of curiosity.
It was my fault for calling him using the word emergency. "I did it because I am in heat." Wrapping my arms above my chest, I replied to him defensively. The confused look on his face vanished almost instantly and his lips curled up on a mischievous smirk.
"You were in heat yesterday. I spent the whole night fucking you. That's now how heat works, Alpha." He whispered softly, snaking one of his arms around my waist to pull me even closer.
"That's how my body works." I was defensive again, trying to state the wrong facts. I was just lying.
There was still this wall between us. And the ego of mine that still didn't let me be free with him. I just cursed myself for not yelling at him the day he kissed someone other than me right in front of my eyes. "You are a werecoyotes, Athena. And so am I. I am an alpha and I know how the heat works in werecoyotes. It doesn't go on for two or three days like it's for werewolves." While I was lying to him, he was using the truth against me. Of course, I expected that.
"That's how my body works. And it's your duty to take care of that." I growled at him out of annoyance. I had a long and bad day. First thing I saw was my father's face the moment I arrived at the pack and talking to him ruined my whole day as always. I just didn't want to admit that I was frustrated. Because it would mean that I needed him.
"Oh no, Sweet Bean! Not today. Last night I begged you because it was the need of the moment. If you want me today, you need to ask for it yourself." He replied almost instantly, making me grit my teeth in anger.
"Is that how we are going to work for the rest of our lives? We really have to beg one another to get laid?" I asked him out of frustration, not realizing that I was supposed to ask that same question to myself instead of questioning him.
"You are the one who doesn't want to be practical, Athena. You don't want to admit the fact that you indeed need me." His voice was low but his words were loud enough.
I wrapped my arms above my chest defensively and turned away from him. I was frustrated but my ego would never let me ask him to take me to bed upfront. Alexander walked in front of me, grabbed my hips and made me sit on top of my desk. "I made a mistake, Sweet Bean. And I made the biggest mistake of my life that day. There not a single moment goes by when I am not regretting letting Milana kiss me. But this between us, it's getting bigger." He whispered softly while staring into my eyes.
I felt that same thumping inside my chest as I looked in his eyes. "You and I both decided to take a step forward. We are planning on conceiving a baby. Are you sure you want to bring a baby to a world worse than ours?" He asked me calmly. I didn't want to listen to him. I hopped off of the desk and was about to walk away when he suddenly grabbed my hand.
He sat down on the chair and pulled me on his lap. He had his arms wrapped around my body. He didn't cage me in any way. He was just trying to make me listen to what he had in his mind. Because I was the one trying to avoid that conversation from the beginning.
"You and I, both of us had a childhood no child deserves. If it was not for Aurora, I would have ended up in an orphanage where other alpha's might have bought me to turn me into their slave and a walking semen donor for the sake of their packs. While your childhood was way worse because you didn't have a sibling to protect you from your parents." He whispered softly while rocking us back and forth.
I had tears in my eyes as I heard him. "I am not asking you to love me back, Athena. It would be unfair after how I had betrayed you more than once. But I am only asking to break this transparent wall between us for the sake of our future child." He added while wiping my tears. He didn't even have to look at my face, he was able to wipe my face fine.
I turned my face to look into his eyes. "All it's gonna take for you is to say it once that you want me. The wall between us will be broken. And our children will never have to suffer the way we did." He whispered softly, almost as if begging me to break that wall. It was not that transparent. I could see it between us very clearly.
Breathing heavily, I was staring into his eyes. That moment was filled with heat and I just couldn't wait anymore. I was trying to figure out the right words to speak out loud in that moment to just get over that hesitation between us. But nothing came to mind because I was really bad with communication since I was a child.
"Oh, fuck it!" I growled as I tilted my head and pressed my lips against his. Alexander let me turn around on his lap. With both of my legs on either side of the chair, I cupped his face and kissed him deeply. Alexander didn't wait as well. His hands were already up into my shirt, roaming all over my skin.
"Good girl, Sweet Bean." He whispered as he ripped all the buttons open, of the blouse I was wearing. I leaned over again and captured his lips on a deeper kiss. I was biting his lower lip hard just to draw some blood so I could taste it on my tongue again. One of his hands sneaked into my blouse and unhooked my bra.
He pulled my blouse off of my body and ripped my bra off of me. With one hand, he cupped my ass and with the other one, he pulled my panties off. The frilled skirt I was wearing was pulled up to my stomach so it wouldn't bother us. I pulled away from him and unzipped his pants. "Give it to me. I want it now." I sounded as if I was begging him.
"It's a good start. I will give you your reward, Sweet Bean." He whispered seductively in my ear as he pulled his throbbing cock out of his pants. I was breathing heavily, my insides were throbbing for him to fill me fully. He thrusted right into my pussy, as deeply as he could go. I felt the head of his cock touching my womb and I let my body lean backwards.
Alexander had his hands around me. So I didn't fall. "Come-on, Sweet Bean. Ride me like an alpha. Go for it. It's your day." He whispered seductively, letting me take the charge. I placed both of my hands on his shoulders and started riding up and down on his cock.
Each of those thrusts were going deeper. It was a toe curling experience. Alexander tightened his hold around me and started moving again. He was thrusting fastly and roughly. It made me dog my claws in his skin and scratch his neck. As I saw the droplets of blood oozing from his skin, I leaned over and licked it off. He growled like an animal as he unloaded his warm seed inside my womb again. The feeling of my womb being filled with his seed again and the last few harder and deeper thrusts I received from him, made me moan his name loudly as I came hard along with him.