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ATHENA'S POV:-
The ceremony still went on. But Alexander grabbed my hand and sneaked us back to his mansion. As soon as we stepped into the mansion, he pulled me up in his arms. My legs wrapped around his waist. He carried me upstairs to our room. He kicked open the door and carried me to the bed. As soon as he stepped into the room, my lips were on his and we kissed each other the same way like we did in front of both of our packs.
He threw me on the bed, he was on top of me. With one of his hands, he was unzipping my dress. The fingers of his other hand were intertwined with my hair. He pulled away for a moment. "Are you sure you want this? Once I start, there will be no way for me to stop. You are that gorgeous and I want you that bad." Alexander asked me in a deep voice. He was unable to hide his lust from me.
I licked my lips as his deep husky voice turned me on as well. "Yes! Now stop asking me fucking questions and do something." I yelled at him out of frustration. I couldn't believe he was questioning me when he was supposed to actually show me some action. Well, it could be because of my mixed feelings for him. I was not sure as well. But after talking with Collen, I finally realized that I could hate him and still be sexually attracted to him.
Collen made me realize that I was allowed to feel everything openly. It was not like I didn't hate him, right? I asked that question to myself more than once. But to be honest, there was no simple answer to that damn question. My mixed feelings and Cynthia's desire toward our mate was making me very confused.
I was lost in the oceans of my thoughts, I didn't realize that Alexander had already stripped naked. He slipped one of his hands under my dress, making him gasp in pleasure. "I never knew you were ticklish. I would have been more careful if I had known, baby girl." Alexander asked me in a teasing tone and I frowned in confusion.
"I am not! That's why you don't know. Just because I gasped in pleasure after you touched me, doesn't mean I am ticklish or sensitive." I replied to his question in a low tone. I was annoyed because I was not interested in talking to him. I didn't want to exchange words with him. Alexander was a moron if he didn't understand the simplest thing that I wanted him so bad.
I could see that he was equally excited to do everything to me that I had been dreaming of doing with him since I shifted for the very first time. That was another reason why I hated him. Despite all my attempts to forget about him and move on, I stay stuck in a relationship that he never really promised me at all.
When we met each other, I was way too young to have a conversation about the future of our relationship. I didn't know if he was actually my mate. But the day I shifted, I learned the bitter truth instantly because my clothes still smelled like him after I ran away. I forgot that I had hugged him and he was covered with both sweat and blood.
His scent made it clear that he was indeed my mate. Our relationship was unusual from the very beginning. Instead of feeling the mate bond through the warmth of our bodies and the desires, we felt everything through our blood and sweat. As frustrating as it was, I had finally made peace with the fate Goddess Hecate had written for me.
Alexander frowned in confusion as he heard what I just told him. "What are you talking about? Are you telling me, you never let anyone touch you?" His question made me grit my teeth in anger. I sat up on the bed and was about to punch him in the face. But he caught my hand before my fist could collide with his face.
"Did you really think I would let another man touch me just because you betrayed me? You should have known by now that I was not interested in any relationship. Or we would never have met again in our lives, you fucking morons." I growled at him angrily. I pushed him off of me and wrapped my arms above my chest.
I didn't want to go. I still wanted to get what I wanted. "I was not asking about the other men either, baby girl. I am asking if you have ever tried to touch yourself." Alexander asked me in a low tone. He sounded angry but he did his best to hide it from me. He just couldn't control it when I saw it in his eyes.
I rolled my eyes in annoyance. "No! I never touched myself. I was angry at myself. And I didn't want to caress myself. I didn't want to do it. Frustration kept my anger toward you alive." I confessed something I thought I was never going to tell him. Well, I promised myself I would never tell him why I never even masturbated. Who would have thought that I would end up marking him?
Alexander suddenly pulled away from me and anger started rising in my chest again. "I can't do this tonight! Your body is not ready to take me." Alexander spoke in a low tone and I growled in anger. I slapped him, this time, he didn't stop me.
"Are you fucking playing with me?" I yelled at him out of frustration. I was about to crawl out of the bed when he pulled me back. I fell on his lap. He wrapped one of his arms around my shoulders to cage me in his arms. He pushed his other hand in my dress, making me gasp again.
"I never said we can't do anything about our desires. I just can't fuck you when your body has never experienced the masterbution ." He whispered in my ear seductively. I threw my head back as he cupped one of my breasts and started fondling it in his hand.
"I can make you feel good without using my dick. Just trust me and let me…" Alexander asked for my permission. I gulped hard and nodded my head immediately. I was in no shape to think straight. I just wanted a release.
Alexander pulled his hands off of me. Alexander pulled my dress off of my body. Unlike his own clothes, he was very careful not to tear my dress. He placed the dress at the corner of the bed. He was not that gentle when it was time to get rid of my underwear. He tore my underwear off of my body.
He slipped one of his hands between my legs. I was about to clap my thighs together but. But he growled and I froze. "Let me take the lead, baby girl. Let me make you feel good." He whispered seductively in my ear. I closed my eyes in pleasure. His mouth was on my neck. He was caressing the mark he gave me with his tongue. And with his other hand, he was pinching both of my nipples one after another.
"Give me some too! Stroke my cock, baby." He whispered huskily, almost begging me to stroke his dick. I grabbed his hard cock and started stroking it.
I almost jumped as he slipped one of his fingers inside my vaginal opening. "Relax, baby girl. Just relax!" Alexander whispered in my ear. I gulped hard and nodded my head. He was fingering my pussy slowly at first. Then he added another finger and paced up the speed. I also picked up the pace.
Alexander growled like an animal and squeezed my breast hard. I screamed in pleasure and came hard. I was shaking with the wave of intense orgasm. But I didn't stop working on his cock. As he watched me cum, he growled again and unloaded his white seed all over my back.
We both were out of breath. Alexander laid down on the bed and I was on top of him. He wrapped his arms around me and placed a soft kiss on my temple. "In a few months, we will be able to get past the barrier you just experienced today. Then I will give you what you want from me. Just have faith in me." Alexander whispered softly, making me turn my head to look up at him.
Although I was annoyed, it still felt good. I felt like I was high and everything was just perfect. After a few minutes, Alexander scooped me up in his arms and crawled out of the bed. He placed me on the ground and I frowned in confusion. "Tell me, do you want to shower, use the tub or something more exciting?" Alexander's offer was very tempting.
For some reason, I knew that the Silvercrest Pack was full of so many surprises. And I was tempted to go with him to see for myself that something more exciting option. "What do you have in store for the third option?" I asked out of curiosity.
Alexander chuckled as he took a step closer toward me. He snaked one of his arms around me, pulling me to his chest. "You need to find out by coming with me." He whispered seductively in my ear, almost daring me to follow him.