Chapter 174

Chapter 174
Chapter 174

Take me harder

Alex pov

“Ohh…” I said, the atmosphere becoming awkward. I fought the urge to ask more. Andrian never talks about his personal life or, more especially, his mother.

But seeing how he sounded while talking about his mother, I couldn’t control my curiosity.

“You want to know more, right? I could see it in your eyes.” When I was debating whether to ask more or not, andrian suddenly asked.

I nodded, feeling caught red-handed.

“This island is the property of my mother. She bought in at her peak of musical career when she was still playing music…”

“Wait, is your mother the renowned…”

“Yes” andrian answered, cutting me off.

I froze

I didn't expect that the most renowned music goddess as they usually called her was Andrians mother. I couldn’t believe what i was hearingm i tried desperately to connect the dots, but i came out blank.

But on the other hand, it was not that impossible. It suddenly made sense.

Andrian is a music prodigy. Even more talented than I am. It was obvious in the competition. I had lost in his hands in a pure music contest.

As they say, an apple doesn't fall far from the tree. I expected to see a proud expression on his face, but all I saw was sadness, pain, and deep anger. It radiated from his body.

“When she died, it was like the world had ended for me,” Andrian continued, snapping me out of my thoughts. His face was contorted in pain, and I could see how it pained him talking about it.

I suddenly felt bad for bringing this topic up in the first place. I have heard the story. A tragic accident that had shook the whole of Manchester city. She was a blooming talent. A talent that was only seen once in a hundred years.

But suddenly, she was involved in a ghastly motor accident. Many stories and rumors had arisen concerning her death, but all of them were just rumors. Nobody knows the true reason, even till today.

I wanted to change the topic, I really wanted to because Andrian's mood was getting worse with him talking about his mother. But as I opened my mouth to change the subject, he beat me to it.

“That song, the one that you caught me playing in the prectica room. The same one you had played in the competition. That was her first song she taught me. It meant a lot to me. But when my father threw away all her properties the next day, even banning me from ever playing music again. The song became my worst song.”

Andrian stopped for a while. He had a distant expression. and I know he was having a moment, so I didn't dosturb him.

Hearing his confession, I suddenly felt like the worst sinner to ever walk the surface of earth.

No wonder he could not play the song. He had struggled and tried really hard, but in the end, he had abandoned everything and forfeited the competition.

“But…at a point, I began to play music. That was after the camp. After meeting you.” He touched my cheeks, which were now stained with my tears. “the zeal in me was rekindled again. I felt the need to go back to music. Which I did, but with a hidden identity. I had thought that if I wanted to see you again, it would be through music…but everything shattered when I saw the note…”

“I am sorry…”

“I know, Alex, and I am not blaming you again.” He said passionately , using his thumb to wipe away the tears that were streaming from my eyes.

“Gosh, you are adorable when you cry” he teased before he leaned down, pressing his lips to mine.

His lips captured mine in a passionate kiss, mixed with tears. My tears, actually. After a while of kissing. I broke away.

“I mean it, andrian. I am so sorry for what I did...

“It's fine…”

“Noo, it's me that did it. Not you, so don't try to take the blame.”

“I…I love you, andrian” I didn't know when it came out from my mouth. But after it did, I didn't regret it. Rather, I finally felt free.

Andrian froze, stopping whatever he was going to say. It was like he was trying to process what I had just said.

“I…I don't know what to say, Alex. I care for you, really , and I would never think twice about taking even a bullet for you. But to say that word…”

He was conflicted and pained. I can see it in his face, but I understand. He had been through a lot in his life. With his father being a control jerk and the death of his mother. It was a lot, and I understand if he needs more time to think it through.

"Please don't be angry, it's not like I don't care for you, but all through my life, love is a thing that saying it feels so foreign to me"

“I am not angry Andrian, I will wait for you until you are ready”

His face was filled with visible relief. Even while he was happy , I still couldn't help noticing the way his eyes were still squinted like he had something in his mind.

But I had promised to not cause him pain again, and one of the ways is to not meddle or force him to keep up to me. I kept my observation to myself. While I tried to distract myself with his handsome face. I traced with my hands the way his jaw line curved so sharply, giving him a manly look despite his lean athletic body and lack of beards. Andrian’s was manly in many ways possible.

The atmosphere changed as we stared into each other's eyes. Our gaze filled with so many emotions that couldn't be said.

My breathing increased as dirty thoughts started creeping inside my head. I could see that andrian was also affected, with the way he was looking at my lips with a dark gaze that sent shivers traveling through my spine. Coupled with his fast breathing.

Without wasting time, the space between us vanished as we tangled with ourselves, in a battle of tongue and teeth. I felt Adrian tug at my lips. He was demanding an entrance, and without struggling or fighting for dominance, I opened my mouth for him.

Like the dam rushing out, qndrian invaded my mouth in a searing hot and deep kiss that left me struggling to breathe.

My head was spinning from the lack of oxygen, but I pushed on, trying to match his ferocity. Andrian was hovering above me while pinning me to the ground, as he ravaged me , like a ferocious animal.

The pleasure was intense, and I wanted nothing but to let andrian ravage me all day.

His smell, the way he tastes in my mouth. It was driving me crazy and before I knew what was happening, our shirts were long gone, and Adrian was already pulling my down my shorts.

He paused for a moment, looking into my eyes as if he was asking if i was okay with that. I nodded, hastily, aching my hips to show him I was ready for him.

I couldn’t be more sure than now.

I want andrian.

I want to feel him inside me. The feeling was so intense that I was moaning just from feeling his cock grinding on me.

That was all andrian needed before he lost control, ripping my shorts away from my waist. I gasped seeing this ,but immediately, my complaint was swallowed by Adrian's lips closing on mine. Catching me off guard.

My senses were in overdrive. I left all control to andrian, as I couldn't spare the energy to think again.

“Turn over” in my hazy dream world, I heard him say, but I was too lost to understand his words, until a sharp small sting exploded at my bare butt.

Twack.

I gasped, andrian had spanked me, and surprisingly, I liked it, so much that I moaned for more.

“Yes daddy, spank me harder”

Andrian turned me over so fast, and before I knew it, a series of spankings followed. I was a trembling mess as pain mixed with pleasure threatened to overwhelm me.

“I want to fuck you Alex” andrian growled, his words sounded like a sex music to me.

I ached my ass up in the sky, “fuck me daddy” I moaned.

I felt Andrian's ridiculous big cock just at the crack of my butt.

At that moment, for once, I hesitated. I couldn't help wondering if his big cock could fit in. but before i could react, i felt my butt stretching open, as in one fluid thrust, andrian lodged himself deep inside me.

My vision exploded with stars as I wasn’t able to stop the scream that tore through my throat. I am sure Claire must have heard it from the hotel.