Chapter 155
Chapter 155
Chapter 155
it's over
Alex pov
“I know you are feeling it, Alex, that's why you have not run away like a scaredy cat.”Where was this going, and what was he talking about feelings?
.I stared dumbly at him, trying to figure out if this was really happening. Something about him, the prodigy felt familiar, like we have been close before.
It was confusing, and for a while, I thought I had gone mad.“Look at me,” he said, raising my chin up to meet his piercing gaze.
Something about that movement felt like it was the most natural thing in the world.What was wrong with me?
. I screamed at myself internally to push him off, and ran back home, but my other side, the other side that had come out during the explosion, when I was with Andrian…
Wait, Andrian, that feeling…
“Let me show you something,” the music prodigy said softly, going for his mask.My eyes widened as I was surprised at his actions.
Was he removing his mask?There was a story that nobody has ever seen the prodigy face before.
It was always a hot topic among people on who he could actually be. His identity, and what he looked like.
But here I was inches away from seeing what rich women would sell their soul just to see.I froze, finally seeing the face behind the mask.
But what happened was not what I expected. Even in my dream, I could never have thought that all this while, the music prodigy was no other person but…
Andrian!.
I gasped, not believing what my eyes were seeing.How was it possible?. How come nobody in the whole school has known yet that Andrian, the leader of the Elites, is as well as the music genius of Manchester.
Everything suddenly started making sense. No wonder I always have this feeling like u have seen him before.
Then, the nostalgic feeling I was having before.It's because the music prodigy has been Andrian all along.“So you have seen the face behind the mask” Andrian said slowly, coming closer while I stepped back.I was still in denial.
“It… “can be possible” I continued to back away until my back hitted the wall of the room.
I was cornered.“Common, answer me, you want it” he breathed down my neck with a husky voice. I couldn't stop myself from shivering
.“I don't want this andrian, it's wrong…
”“What makes it wrong, ehh, Alexi. We had a thing before, a moment. remember?”.“I…I have a boyfriend, Luke, and I will be faithful to him.”“Even at the expense of your true feelings?” Andrian was slowly getting angry, I could feel it, but I was helpless.
My body wouldn't cooperate with me again. It's like I have lost control of my body.“You don't know my true feelings” I snapped, suddenly feeling angry. How dare he talk like he knows what I want.“Of course I know.
And I know that you like it when I do this…”I unknowingly let a moan escape my lips as he palmed my boner in his hands.“Your little friend down here says otherwise” he chuckled, going further to torture me.
As if he was mocking my morals.“Andrian y…you are…I don't want…”“You don't want this” he delved in between the space on my neck, sucking at a spot at the base of my neck.
I saw stars, and my mind exploded with intense pleasure. and what I was about to say died together with my struggles.
My mouth hangs open, but no words could come out.He took advantage of it, capturing my mouth in a searing hot deep kiss that left me breathless after we finally broke out. I was panting now like I had run a marathon.
The feelings raging through my body were intoxicating and intense. All I could feel was Adrian' s talented hands roaming around my body, touching places I have never been touched, waking up my hidden nerves I didn't know existed in my own body.
I was at his mercy. His strong hands were now bearing all my weight, as my shaky legs could not carry me anymore.I was dazed and lost. Lost in the world of pleasure.
Lost in Andrians burning world.But it didn’t last.“Andri Honey, I am back” The voice of Miss Moores coming back brought me back from wherever I was.
My eyes snapped open. My soul returning back from the fantasy world it had gone to.What just happened.Andrian had a smirk on his face.
He was smiling while looking at me like he couldn't wait to pounce on me again.“Twack”My hands moved with speed, catching him unawares on his face
.I saw his expression change from shock to surprised then back to shock. But I don't care.“You are sick” I screamed at him, poking him at his chest.
“You are selfish. You are arrogant. You are a self-centered manipulative bastard who thinks only for himself”I was beyond angry.
I was furious and hurt at the same time.“Alex pls don't be mad” he motioned to stop me, but I was seeing red.“don't touch me, andrian. How could you do this to me? You threw away what we had.
The memories we had in the camp, they meant nothing to you”“Noo…”“It doesn't matter, Andrian. I have a boyfriend, and I plan to remain faithful to him.“but you liked it, you want…I smiled bitterly.
“You can't just kiss me like I am a whore at the roadside just after your pathetic confession. It's over andrian.
This was a mistake.
A mistake that will never happen again. I will make sure of that.I stormed out of the door, not giving him a chance to talk. but paused at the door. “ And the answer is no, I hate you Andrian” I said before I finally left the house.
Passing Miss Moores, who was confused to see me, I was already out of the door before she could even form one word.I felt bad.
Really, really bad. Like I had committed, the worst offense on earth. My heart felt heavy with an untold feeling.
Like a knife was piercing my heart, shredding into shreds, but I held on. Wiping away tears that were running down my eyes.Why was I crying?I asked myself several times, but I couldn’t get the answer to my question.it has to be done. It's high time I separated my feelings from andrian.
Linda was right, I couldn’t just hold on to something that happened a long time ago.Luke and I are together, and It'd not be fair to still have feelings for another person.
You did the right thing. I repeatedly told myself. But no matter what I tell myself, the pain still stings.
The ache in my heart was still there. It felt like a hole had been created in my heart. A hole that can't be filled, no matter what.I clenched my fist. I know what I need.
Attention and cuddling. I need to reassure myself that I had not just made a huge mistakeI need to be with Luke, my boyfriend, to feel his touch, his warmth, and everything.I was ready to give him a chance to feel the hole that had been created. and where else could I find him other than the party he had invited me to, which I declined
.I turned away from my street, which was just a stone throw.
Hauling down a taxi.
“i am going to D7 avenue”