Bonus Scene

I slowly sipped the fruity alcohol mix the bartender had purposed since I told him I wasn’t a fan of strong, tasteless alcohol as I glanced around the club once again. The fruity drink slid down my throat and burned my throat hard, I could tell it was a very strong alcohol, but the sweet taste kept me demanding for more glass of the same concoction.

“Slow down, big boy,” Jonas purred into my ear since it was hella loud in the club and we were currently sitting side by side. I leaned into his side and ran my tongue against his ear slowly before flicking my tongue over his ear piercings.

“Someone’s getting a little bit bolder tonight, don’t you think?” Jonas drawled while giving me a sidelong look which spoke volumes, I threw my drink back and winced a little at the burn before licking the small droplets off my lips.

“You look so kissable right now, have I told you just how much I enjoy kissing you?” 

I glanced at Jonas to find him fully facing me. His third glass of tequila was barely gone. I nodded my head and bit my lips as different scenes where Jonas has made it known to me how much he enjoyed kissing me replayed in my head.

“Good, then you must know how much your tongue and teeth moving over those lips is messing with my head right now.” 

I swallowed emptily, hungry for another fruity drink and at the same time, starving for Jonas’s drugging kisses. I ran my tongue over my lower lips unconsciously as I stared longingly at Jonas’s mouth, not having it in me to be embarrassed about how bad I wanted him.

“I want your kisses, Jonas,” I whispered to him, my eyes never leaving his mouth.

“Are you sure you’re not drunk?” he inquired as he reached out and pushed my hair out of my face and caressed my cheek lightly. I rolled my eyes as I inches towards him slowly until I was leaning my head against his shoulder. I didn’t even drink enough to get drunk. Maybe I was a little tipsy, but I was very much aware of everything that was currently happening. “I’m not drunk... I just want your drugging kisses so bad right now,” I whispered as I slid my fingers into his on his thighs. He clasped my fingers and slid his thumb slowly over my palm, and I puffed out a small breath as I felt small goosebumps scatter over my arms.

“You’re not usually this bold, but suddenly you want me to kiss you in public...” Jonas said with a light chuckle, and I huffed and glared at him.

“I guess the club lights are getting to me a lot more tonight, and can’t I kiss my boyfriend whenever I want to?” 

“That’s definitely the alcohol speaking,” Jonas drawled out as he pushed my head up from his shoulder and lightly brushed his lips against mine. I chased his lips when he pulled away, but new voices stopped me in my tracks.

Turns out the guys who went to dance with their girlfriends already returned back to the table and were downing down drinks faster than I could blink. I sighed longingly as I leaned into Jonas’s shoulder once again while I prayed for the night outing to be over quickly so I could get kissed until I can’t think anymore once we get home.

I listened to Jonas’s deep voice as he laughed with his friends until he nudged me and asked if I was ready to get home, I nodded eagerly which made him grin knowingly at me.

If only he knew what I already have planned.

So Jonas and I still haven’t had complete sex with each other. Except for heavy make out sessions and blowjobs, we had not gone all the way. I finally grew the balls to try sucking him off one time and it was honestly nicer than I had expected, except for the gagging, of course. I never knew being on my knees and having him run his fingers through my hair while smiling down at me could be hot as fuck. His dick sliding over my tongue and his encouraging groans made my dick hard as granite until he came over my chest. The deep groans falling from his lips had encouraged my dick to burst after a few strokes from my hands.

Practice makes perfect, they say, and since then, I was eager to learn how to suck dick since that act alone was a huge turn on for me. After a few more trials, I tasted his cum for the first time. Surprisingly it was literally tasteless compared to what I was expecting. I never minded the taste from the very start and now, I could suck my boyfriend off in a few minutes and swallow all his cum without wasting a drop. I knew how much that turned him on, and he wasn’t alone in that boat.

With Joey’s help and some YouTube videos, I was able to clean my ass out this evening while taking a shower since I already planned to surprise Jonas with the news that I was finally ready to go all the way with him. I knew he wanted nothing more than to go all the way with me but had never ever breached that topic with me, which I was glad for.

I was still nervous as hell about the parts I read on google where it said that it was definitely going to hurt at first, no matter how much the person prepared. That made me hesitate for a few minutes before I shrugged the fear off. I could definitely handle some pain if it was going to lead to a mind-blowing orgasm, like Joey and the stuffs I read online said.

We got into Jonas’s car after bidding everyone in the group a good night. I reached for Jonas’s hands, and he intertwined his fingers with mine and placed them on his thighs after throwing me a quick side look.

“I’m excited about tonight,” I said to him with a small smile as I shifted in my seat out of nervousness... and excitement.

“Why?” he asked with a fond laugh as his thumb started stroking above my fingernails.

“No reason,” I replied before leaning into my seat and allowing my eyes to slide shut. Each stroke of his fingers on mine made me aware of the invisible hold he had over my body.

******

We got into the elevator and Jonas pressed me into the glass wall while his fingers slither down my back and over my ass, I moaned quietly as I went on my toes and wrapped my arms around his neck before tugging him down to my level and pressing my lips against his. He deepened the kiss immediately and was thrusting his tongue into my mouth in no time, to my delight. 

The elevator stopped on our floor and slid open, we reluctantly pulled away and Jonas tugged on my hand as he pulled me towards our apartment while I followed, breathing hard.

We got into the house and once the door was locked, Jonas pressed me into the door and took my mouth in a searing kiss, turning my brains to mush immediately. I tugged on his shirt without thinking and he chuckled quietly against my lips before grabbing my wrists and wrapping them around his neck. I stared up at him and bit on my lower lip, asking myself if I was indeed ready to go all the way tonight or if I was going to chicken out along the way.

Fuck it. I’m doing it all tonight.

“Um, Jonas?” I whispered before breathing out a moan when he sucked my ear lobe into his mouth. 

“Yeah?” He muttered against my throat before sucking a hickey into a particular spot which sent shivers down my spine.

“So I was wondering if we could y’know, go all the way tonight.” 

His head whipped up immediately and he stared wide-eyed at me. I was tempted to laugh at his comical expression but curbed that feeling since this wasn’t a laughing issue.

“What?” he asked, and I rolled my eyes before leaning up to kiss his sharp-edged jaw softly.

“I want us to have sex tonight.” I bit my lower lip when heat flared out behind his burning gaze.

“Are you sure? You haven’t done something like that before and—”

“I know, I know. I um, I cleaned myself out this evening with the help of YouTube and Joey...” I started to say but Jonas cupped my face and kissed me deeply, rendering me speechless and boneless in just a few seconds.

“Oh, Baby... you could have let me know before. I’d have helped you prepare yourself,” Jonas muttered against my lips after pulling away, his eyes radiating the excitement he was feeling.

I shook my head immediately, “It was embarrassing enough doing something like that alone.”

“You don’t need to be shy about such things with me, Andy,” Jonas admonished softly as he ran his fingers through my hair, pushing a few strands away from my face.

Easier said than done.

“Are you sure you’re not drunk? I want you to be a hundred percent aware of what’s going to be happening between us tonight.” 

I rolled my eyes as my fingers started fiddling with the curls behind his neck, “I’m not drunk, I’m not even tipsy anymore.”

“Good.” 

He pulled my hand and led me to his room, once he shut the door, he led me towards the bed, a bed which held so many memories of us sleeping in, cuddling, kissing, sucking each other off, gossiping, studying together, watching movies, having midnight snacks, when I toweled him throughout the night due to a flu, and a lot more intimate memories which I had never regretted indulging in with him.

And now, we’re going to add one more memory to the list.

Boy, I am nervous.

He kissed my forehead lightly before dragging his lips over my face until he was brushing over mine lightly, I parted my lips immediately and he tugged on my lower lips softly before licking over it and sucking it into his mouth while my fingers tightened around his waist. He turned around without breaking the kiss and fell backwards on the bed, dragging me along with him until I laid sprawled out above him with our lips still locked in a deep kiss. 

He slid his fingers down my back and buried his other fingers in my hair before tugging hard on the roots of my hair and dragging his lips down my throat and over my Adam apple. 

“Are you nervous?” He whispered a second after his lips ghosted over my ear hotly, sending shivers down my spine. I thought about lying and saying I wasn’t nervous and thought better about it for a few more seconds before nodding my head against his buffed shoulder. 

“Yeah, a little.”

He rolled me over in one fluid motion and in the next second, his whole body pressed mine into the bed while his teeth grazed the curve of my throat lightly.

He lifted his head and glanced down at me, I gnawed on my lower lips and blinked up at me with my heart fluttering crazily due to how intense his gaze was. His fingers brushed against my lower lips, and it parted beneath his touch almost immediately. 

“Don’t be. I’ve got you,” he whispered before leaning down and sweeping his tongue through my parted lips, my heart filled with love and some other emotions which I’m unable to place my fingers on as I wrapped my mouth around his tongue and sucked on it, arching my back on a shudder with my grip around his shoulders tightening when he slipped his hands beneath my top and raked his fingertips over the middle of my back.

I knew we still had a long way to go, and I was fully prepared for the ride.

I wouldn’t say I was fully out of the closet yet, but I was really glad that Jonas was so understanding and patient. At least now, I’ve moved from introducing him as my friend and roommate to my boyfriend, to the shock of my mates.

I loved Jonas and he loved me a whole fucking lot too. I think that was all that mattered, as Joey has reminded me more than once.

THE END.