Chapter 19 CHAPTER NINETEEN

Chapter 19 CHAPTER NINETEEN

(KIRA)

My entire body aches. I turn around in my bed adjusting my head on the pillow.
Damm!

Even the pillow is too hard. Since when is my favorite blue pillow this hard? But it feels warm, so warm that I hug it closer and tighter.
I'm just dozing back into the land of sleep when I feel something poking my stomach.

Curious, I push against it and it gets harder.
“Keep doing that Amor, and I can't promise not to fuck you again.”
My eyes fly open and I sit up at lightning speed.
What the actual fuck?
I'm not in my bed, and I was definitely not hugging my pillow. I am in Ryat's room and he is what I was hugging earlier.
Memories of last night come rushing back and I scream at myself internally. I was never supposed to sleep with Ryat again. Now that I have, I don't think I can put an end to this.
“Nikolai promised to help you,” my subconscious reminds me.
Oh, yeah. I forgot about that.
I risk a glance at Ryat and my heart races. His eyes are shut and his cock is hard. No matter how I try to look away, I can't bring myself to. It's so beautiful to look at. It's huge, thick, veiny with a bead of pre–cum at the tip.
“Stop looking at me if you don't want me to fuck you again.” He grabs my wrist and pulls me in. I fall on his body with a gasp. “ Get back to sleep.”
“No can do. I have lectures,” I protest, even though every instinct within me is screaming to curl back into his arms and fall asleep.
“I also have work to do. You don't see me making a fuss about it.”
“I'm not making a fuss. I just…”
“Shut up, and go to sleep. It's just four am,” he says. That's when I glance at the clock on his bedside table, 4:07. I return my gaze to him and guilt immediately takes over my mind.
Firstly, he is my best friend's brother. Secondly, my being in Italy is centered around killing him. Father will never accept this.
Rather, this will drive me further away from him. He already hates me and I didn't even do anything. If I get tangled up with his enemy, he'll just murder me.
No!
This can't be happening. I shouldn't have let it happen. I was too blinded by my attraction to him that I gave into my feelings and bodily needs.
I try pulling out of his arms, but he holds me tighter. I try again but end up falling back on his chest with a moan when he not so accidentally brushes his hard cock against my sore and aching pussy . I'm still in pain from last night yet I want him.

Again!
“Are you regretting this already Amor?” He asks. Not once does he open his eyes to speak to me. He just lays there looking all calm and peaceful while my mind is in turmoil. “You taste just as good as I remembered. Just thinking about how tight your pussy clenched on my cock has me wanting to fuck you again."

His morning voice is deep and lazy and not once does he open his eyes.

No! I must put an end to this madness. “This wasn't supposed to happen Ryat. It…it was a mistake,” I tell him and his eyes fly open.

His green eyes are filled with so much anger, it terrifies me. Before I have time to comprehend anything, he switches our position so I'm lying beneath him.
His gaze doesn't deviate from mine even for a moment, and I can't help but shiver under the intensity of it. Before I can say something about this not being right, he captures one of my nipples in his warm wet mouth and sucks on it. I bite my bottom lip to avoid any sounds from escaping, and betraying how much I do want him.
His cock twitches between my legs, and I close my eyes trying hard to fight the urge to moan. He bites on my nipple while he teases my clit with his fingers. Not able to hold it in, I moan gripping his hair with my hands.
He pulls away almost instantly and gives me a smirk. “It shouldn't have happened, yet you are dripping all over my fucking fingers.” He thrusts three fingers in me at once and I can't stop the scream which escapes my lungs. He fucks me hard and fast curling his fingers in me with each movement.
“This is a mistake yet your cunt is strangling my fingers.” He increases his pace and I feel my release building. I buck my hips so I can get more of his fingers. But just as I'm about to come, he withdraws his fingers and goes down from my body . I let out a frustrated groan as the asshole steps down.
“Ryat?’ I call rubbing my thighs together. He can't just leave me like this. All wanting and needy.
“You don't get to come Amor. Not after that rubbish you just uttered.” With that, he heads to the bathroom leaving me there. I feel so hot and frustrated. I step down from the bed with much difficulty. My pussy still hurts like it was my first time.
I pick up my dress, put it on. I search for my underwear around, but can't find it. After several minutes of searching, I give up the search and wobble to my room, hoping I don't get caught by anyone.

Especially Chiara.
I let out a relieved sigh when I get to my room without any interruptions.I shut the door and immediately head to the shower. While taking my bath, I can't get my mind off Ryat.

How he handled me last night, knowing all the right places to touch. How he took care of me after, calm and gentle. How he got pissed when I told him this was a mistake and how he left me wanting and needy.

Ugh! This has to end, right now.

I grab a towel and step out of the bathroom just in time to catch my ringing phone. I pick up my father's call with the highest amount of reluctance I could muster.

“Hello…”

"Steak the deal on the Danish Port from Vitale!"