I pushed myself down against him, slightly moving my hips, feeling the his full length underneath me, separated by only a few materials of our clothes.. He was rock hard. And dear lord, I felt so hot, so lost in that moment, my skin was burning, my sharp breath interrupting that kiss, and the sound of his groan causing tingles to run through my stomach.. I wanted everything in that moment, but I had no such patience as for I was desperate for that release. The feel of his lips moving down my jaw, my chest, it made me find a slight rhythm with my hips, my head swung back and my eyes shut closed. It was enough for him to tighten arm around my lower back and pull me down even more for my hair to fall slightly over my face, as I somewhat opened my eyes and looked at him.. His breath against my lips, his eyes closed before he left a few kisses down my chin, my neck.. The feel of his lips over my skin, my chest, it left me senseless, my mind completely lost, as for it was not so hard for me to simply let go, and drawn in pure pleasure. The sound of our rapid heartbeats filled the silence, our shallow breaths, the rain tapping, and his name that I cried out as I was pushed over the edge for the first time in my life from only a few simple touches, and he seemed to lose himself in pure pleasure too.. My senses went numb, my lips parted for more air, and I could feel my own pulse in my head.. My own moans muted in my ears from how hard this struck me, and I simply couldn't make out the feeling in my head, yet I let it control my whole body. I remember him pulling me closer, shifting, making me run my hand through his hair and down his shoulder just so I could hold onto him.. I felt his lips brush against mine as he mumbled something against them, but my mind was still pulsing with this raw pleasure and everything around me was mute.. He probably came himself. His arm gripping my lower back held me tightly in place since my body went completely limp against him, before the sound of his voice slowly vibrated through my mind. "Lana, baby, look at me," He left a quick kiss over my lips, only increasing the faintness in my body and the second he somewhat pulled away, I opened my eyes and looked at him.. The sound of my own heartbeat, loud and clear thumped in my head, my blood rushing through my ears from that pleasure and excitement, and when I looked at his eyes, I saw it all reflected back on him. I seemed to somewhat snap back to reality even though he was still holding me close to himself.. I realized I had my hand pressed against the window, my other one in his hair.. I stared back at his eyes before he slowly closed those black pearls and with moving an inch closer, his lips connected with the side of mine, very lightly, before he left another on my jaw, my neck, faint and innocent, like we didn't just dry hump in his car like horny teenagers. My breaths somehow steadied as I waited for that guilt to hit me.. It didn't. I pressed my lips against the side of his face and stopped for a second, letting his smell flood my senses as the tapping of the rain and the sound of his heartbeat against mine seemed to fill the silence. He inhaled against my hair as we both sat for a few minutes. I felt him slightly caress my bare skin over my lower back, before he left another kiss the spot where he had his lips pressed against.. I glanced on the side, seeing the material that once used to be my shirt. I couldn't help the smile on my lips. "You ripped my shirt." My voice was muted from the loud tapping of the rain from outside as I moved back enough to look at him. He smirked back at me. "I'll rip your jeans too." From the serious conversation we made before, this only caused the smile to stretch on my lips even more while I was playing with his hair from behind. "Not in the car, you won't." I shifted slightly, slightly leaning against the wheel. Thank goodness his seat was pushed back because I would've easily honked and it was dead silence outside. As I started moving to get off of him, I felt him preform a quick few slaps over my butt. "Fine. But I'm keeping you in my room from now on." I sat back on the passenger's seat, leaning my head and releasing a few deep breaths as I closed my eyes and smile. Fine with me. I looked at him, and he smiled too before I reached back for my backpack and opened it to take a shirt. Christian already knew people that sent me clothes at the house, and I was glad he did since I was obviously staying there for a bit longer. "And,-" I heard him start off as I pulled a shirt over my head and then looked at him. "No one has to know about this?" He frowned slightly, waiting for approval. I pulled my shirt down, unable to wipe the smile off my face. Okay new deal.. No one had to know that we did things.. In a car. On the side of the street. Or anything else that may or may not result after this. I rose my pinky towards him. "Just us." He looked at my hand before glancing back at the wheel and starting the car. Instead of giving me his pinky, he wrapped his whole hand around mine and pulled it down without even looking, intertwining our fingers together as he mumbled. "I'm not doing that." "You don't believe in pinky promises?" I laughed. I didn't mind having his hand around mine.. It soothed me and I only wrapped my fingers tighter around his. "Don't be childish, Lana." I leaned back on the seat and released a slow breath, still feeling a smile on my face. I looked in front of myself following how we drove away.. Perhaps it was just a new beginning, and I already knew that it was easier to follow my impulses and trust him completely, with my mind, body and soul, rather than pushing back what went through me for so long now.