Chapter 244
"Just stop talking and kiss me, please. After all it is the only reason I keep you around," he joked, and I bit my lip as he felt under my shirt.
"Likewise," I replied, my breathing thin. He grinned above me again, and I finally gave into my hormones, grabbing his face and kissing him hard.
He gently pushed me onto my back on the seat while our lips moved together, one of his hands on my neck and the other feeling it's way to between my legs as he brought my bottom lip between his teeth and then kissed me again deeply. I let out a soft noise into his mouth, and as if in response, he started working his fingers.
I pulled away from the kiss to lean my head back on the seat, biting my lip to hold back a mo-an and breathing heavily as he kissed down my neck and to the sensitive spot on my pulse point. His name slipped out of my mouth as my body arched up into his and my nails scraped against the skin on his back beneath his shirt.
I swore into his mouth when he returned his lips to mine, letting myself arch even more off the seat as I whimpered in pleasure. My hips naturally rolled towards him as he went on, wanting to be closer to him, wanting more. His other hand slid up from my neck to my hair, tilting my head to the side for easier access to my neck. I shuttered at all the different sensations he was making me feel, breathing deep.
But then he slid a finger into me, and my eyes shot open. I only felt the seat under me and the suffocatingly small space of the car as flashes of Milo on top of me began violently flickering in and out of my vision uncontrollably. Asmodeus leaned his weight down on me, still kissing my neck, and I let out a panicked sound, immediately trying to push him off of me as tears flooded to my eyes and I couldn't form words. I could only gulp in air and hope it was going to my lungs, since I couldn't even feel my breaths.
I felt, more than saw, Asmodeus lift himself off of me, and I scrambled up against the side of the car, gripping the seat hard to try and ground myself as I just kept seeing Milo's face and feeling his hands all over me. It took a few moments, but I finally snapped back to reality, now looking at a very concerned Asmodeus, who had been cupping my face with his hands and trying to get my attention.
A few tears fell down my cheeks as I reached up to hold onto his wrists, still gasping for air. I didn't have to tell him that I was mentally back, because he saw it in my eyes, and I let out a sob as I collapsed into him, already shaking violently. His arms wrapped around me not even a second later.
"I'm s-sorry," I stuttered out after a few minutes of trying to calm down. He gently stroked my hair as I cried into him, shaking even more now upon speaking.
"Don't be. I'm sorry- this wasn't what I meant by ruining your makeup," he replied, wiping a tear from my cheek and bringing my head into his chest. I put my hand on his and silently sobbed into him some more, my other hand balling his shirt in my fist in the front. "I've got you," he rasped softly, and I was fighting hard to keep my sobs relatively quiet.
I didn't blame him for not remembering, because frankly, I forgot too in the moment, but after a few minutes him on top of me in the car triggered me about everything that happened with Milo- almost more than anything had triggered me in a long long time.
But honestly, him then holding and comforting me meant more than anything else he could do for me. I kept apologizing, but he kept telling me not to, so I eventually stopped and just continued clinging to him in the backseat as he held me into him and rubbed my back.
When we eventually got back to my house, I was still shivering a little, so he decided to come in and watch a movie with me and Connor to be with me a little longer. The two of us picked the movie while Asmodeus called Layla to let her know, and we just decided on a classic Disney movie.
Connor asked why I was shaking a little bit, so I lied and said that I was just cold. I chuckled when he then hugged me in efforts to warm me up, and I hugged him back, Asmodeus hugging me on my other side. I guess Connor was onto something with his efforts to warm me up, since it worked.
I wasn't sure when I fell asleep, but it was somewhere in the middle of the movie, and I felt Asmodeus kiss the top of my head right before I drifted off, smiling to myself.