Chapter 80 CRAVING HIM
SERAPHINA'S POINT OF VIEW.
I should have run away.
I should have shoved him away from me the moment his lips connected with mine.
Hell, I should never have caught his eye.
But instead, I welcomed the fire spreading in my chest with each move of his lips against mine, and each stroke of his tongue in my mouth. His kiss was burning, hell, it was fucking bruising, but I hissed internally, welcoming the fire he ignited in me with open arms. His arms went around me, pulling, tugging on my skin like he wanted to engrave me inside him.
I whimpered against his lips as he grabbed the meaty flesh of my ass in his hands, pinning me further against the wall and completely at his mercy.
“Theo,” I whispered against him, breathless as he burrowed his self into my neck. His grunts filled my lower belly with something, making me tremble in his hold.
“You’re mine.” He growls, lifting me so I can wrap my legs around his waist. My eyes widen at that, because we’re in the fucking hall, where just anyone can walk through and see us.
“Theo…we’re in the hall.” He chuckles, turning my face so our gazes can meet again.
“You think I give a damn about that. Hell, I want everyone to see you like this, your lips red from my kiss, your thighs around me, you breathless for me…I want the whole fucking world to know you’re mine.”
“You don’t…own me, Theo,” I said, and gulped at how dark his eyes became at that. It felt like I’d opened a can of worms, because next thing I knew, Theo’s taking us somewhere, and I can’t fucking move, because his arms are around me.
That’s a fucking lie…I don’t want to move.
He barges into a nearby janitor's closet, imprisoning us in the darkness of the place. Flipping the light on, he sets me on the counter there and stands in between my legs.
“You know what….maybe you might think that. But I see everything. Seraphina, every twitch, every spasm of your muscle, I see every fucking way you keep staring at Lucien like he’s some god to you. You like him that much? Hmm.”
Oh, Theo…how do I tell you that you’ve been on my mind for so long, that even I hate having to convince myself that you do not affect me as much as you do.
My father’s voice echoes loudly in my mind.
‘Stay in control, Sera. Desire is weakness; do not forget the plan, and do not get distracted.’
Theo completely fucking shatters everything I’ve been taught, and I fucking hate it.
“Theo..I.” I started, but stopped before I would say something I wasn’t supposed to.
His lips curved in a dark smile as his hands tightened on my thighs. “You keep saying you don’t belong to me. But even that’s a lie. Your body knows who it wants…no….who the hell it fucking needs.”
I should tell him he’s wrong.
I should stifle my feelings, push him off of me, and run out of here…but for the first time in my life, my fucking heart wants something that’s not what my father or my family expects of me.
So instead of fighting him, instead of pushing him away and listening to my father’s voice inside my mind, I tune it all out, pull him closer, and smash my lips closer to his.
He grunts in satisfaction as soon as our lips connect, wrapping his arms around me tighter, before lifting my skirt higher, until he stops at my hips.
He pulls away from me with a groan, and in one go, he rips off my black leggings.
“I want you, Seraphina.” He groans, thrusting his fingers into my dripping center.
I moan at the intrusion, grabbing onto his forearm and biting my lips. How do I tell you I feel the same way?
Is the damn engagement with Lucien a sham to get to Sloane?
All I want is to do something for myself for the first time in my eighteen years of life.
Instead, I moan loudly, burying my face in his chest as his thrusts speed up.
“Theo.” I breathe out, biting my lip.
“Tell me, Seraphina. I can see you’re hiding something…give me your troubles, let me take care of it.” I don’t respond, too high on pleasure and distrust, as my orgasm inches higher and higher, until I feel as though I’m high on clouds.
“Oh, yes!” I moan sharply, digging my fingernails into his clothed forearm as I cum.
“Good girl, you’re so fucking perfect.”
I moan in response, as my pussy spasms against his drenched fingers.
“I want to fuck you, Seraphina. I want to shove my cock so far up your pussy that you can fucking feel it for weeks to come. Can I do that?”
I nod eagerly, biting my lips as he fingers me. My half-lidded eyes only see him, and my senses are completely clouded with him, the lust he brings, and his essence. “Yes!”
I scream both in consent and pleasure as he slaps my pussy harshly.
His cock follows, barely giving me time to adjust from his smack, as he fills my pussy up with his full, thick, luscious length.
“Oh fuck!” I scream, but the sound is muffled against his hand covering my mouth. “Theo, you’re too big.” I groaned, feeling full of his cock.
I swear he’s in my chest, cause I can’t fucking breathe. His massages my swollen clit, groaning in my ear as he whispers erotic words, adding to my already heated skin.
“Your pussy feels so good. You’re such a good girl, taking my cock like you were born for this. You’re my dirty girl, aren’t you? Look at how you’re swallowing my cock like a good girl.”
“Theo! Fuck yes!” I scream at his savage thrusts. It's like he wants to engrave the feel of his cock inside me, because the way he’s thrusting inside me, the brutality of it, the way it satisfies something inside me….it all feels so…..consuming, so fucking perfect.
My hips coil around him as my clit swells from my incoming orgasm.
“Theo…I’m gonna fucking cum all over your cock.” I groaned, choking on my tears. I must look like a mess right now.
My stockings or leggings were ruined, my pussy juices were coating his cock, my inner thighs, and the counter. My hair was all over the place as he grabbed onto my throat and covered my mouth, but for some reason, I loved the thrill.
My pussy grew wetter at the thought of anyone passing by, and hearing how deliciously he’s fucking me, how much I want him to split my legs until all I feel is his thick length in my pussy. My heart pounded in my chest as I grabbed onto his shoulders, my orgasm dashing into me with the speed of light.
“That’s it, baby, come for me.”
“Yes! Oh fuck…ahhh, I’m cuming. Theo, please!!!” I screamed as multiple unintelligible words escaped my lips. My juices squirted from my pussy, coating his cock with all of it, as my orgasm crashed into me. My eyes rolled to the back of my head from the intensity of all of it, and he groaned at the sight, following me soon after with ropes of his seed spilling inside me.
Good thing I was on an implant.
Our ragged breathing filled the room, as we basked in what we’d done.
“Theo,” I whispered, but he shushed me, pulling me closer to him so his arms were around me.
“You’re mine, Seraphina. All mine.”
“No one can know about this….no one,” I whispered, as dread filled me at the thought of father finding out.
I would be out of this country in the blink of an eye if that ever happens.
His dark eyes flared, like he wanted to say something else, but instead, he pulled me closer and whispered;
“Fine, but you’re mine.”
Death had claimed me….and the scary part wasn’t that I wanted it.
It was that he would never let me go.